Sagittarius 29° (December 21)

 

Last two evenings are a bit of a blur. I made a lovely salmon meal last night and was held hostage a bit all day, first by people coming to fix my windshield (who never came) and then my computer guy who is great and totally expert but who has nonetheless jerked me about these past two weeks, during which time (if you’re a regular reader you’d know) I’ve been put through the proverbial ringer. What I will say to MT when we get to the end of the next fortnight is this. Hello M! Hope you had a lovely holiday and Happy New Year! We have been bouncing around a bit here and spent a few days in Scotland and now we are settling back in London where we are seeing clients over the next couple of weeks. So, in the spirit of renewal, we would love to set up a Skype/Facetime chat with you—how does Monday morning-ish (your time) the 6thwork for you? It will be great to reassess and regroup and get a handle on what’s what so we can move forward. We put a lot of love into the proposal and sample in 2019 and are holding the thought that we will find the right home for this book and others we have in us. Meanwhile we will continue to build the brand and make things as juicy and proactive as we can. Curious too about the UK market. We have many fans here and lots of support from the press etc.. We are going to make our plan and plan our work and let the rest take care of itself. I’m not feeling very confident about getting everything done today. And I am today really down a rabbit hole watching all Watchmen in a day. I can’t even tell you if I like the show or not. That is how disconnected to self I’m feeling. Back to MT: We think we should spend a couple of minutes post-morteming a bit, a) on Harper and b) on all the other folks we thought were chomping at the bit. Then make a solid plan for how we want to move forward. We have the opportunity here to do product as awell as books. And there is no such thing as no, really. I would like to find a house where we can make the book a bestseller; someone with whom we can work in a trusting collaboration. We believe that as doors close they hasten us to our desired ends. At least that is the pep talk I am currently giving myself. I do believe it—I honestly do. I just haven’t gotten my brain completely wrapped around the fact. But I think I’m getting there.

I’m making a roasted pepper soup and a salad of cucumber, tomatoe, feta, mint and oregano for dinner. I like a meal where a good olive oil can make a real difference. I am going to underachieve on every level and leave it to tomorrow to do the opposite. I know I can accomplish a good deal all in one fell swoop if I put my mind to it. I can’t get it out of my head. It has sort of triggered me I think. Well I will have to rid my mind of thoughts that aren’t serving me. I sent out a whole bunch of books and was surprised to find that certain folks I thought wouldn’t write back or respond with any kind of lovingness actually were the first responders so that made for a happy moment. I am going to come out of this. I will find a outlet for this (book) project. I will remedy (and seek recompense) for the wrongdoings of the cancel culturalists. It will send me deeper into self-startingness. In fact as a reaction to set-backs I tend to go pretty far in the resilience direction. I need to race against a clock a bit right now if I’m going to get done all I need doing. I keep forgetting I’m meant to continue spewing negative shit so I get it out of my system. What else is stuck in my craw? Oh yeah how about people that waste our assistants’ time and energy because they are lame ass procrastinators who can’t stick to an agreement? How about those dumb asses? Or what about the people that say they are going to flow me information and never do. Okay well that pretty much does it for me on here today. I can’t believe that I have high-profile friends on completely opposites of an argument spectrum having it out with each other. Then again it just goes to show how much people don’t really give that much of a shit either way. I saw Terre put up a post of JVB singing the song about the house burning down at Christmas, just as I was talking on the subject of worlds colliding.

 

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

 

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