Month: August 2021 (page 1 of 3)

Truthiness

Virgo  0° (August 22)

Day Ten E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Doctor, Doctor. I do need to make that phone call in the coming days. I’m just so worried something is seriously wrong with me that I keep procrastinating. Sundays are hard. It will be cottage cheese for lunch and a Monte Cristo for dinner with make-shift Russian dressing. I need to get out of this funk but I am doing a lousy job of it. One is definitely doing the best one can. I still haven’t cut my hair. I’m fine really and need to circle back and thank all my delightful friends. Everyone who cared for me and do some big party somewhere. Some place like Pangea. But it might have to be a Boston thing. I need to own my party. For realz. I need to own my party. I need to contact Emma and Joe. I need to contact stateside Joanne who isn’t nutsy cuckoo. I have mad skills. Mad skills. It is obvious in everything I do. I need to make Main Street. 

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Longer Than You Think

Leo  29° (August 21)

Day Nine E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Today I would like to put all those questions back out to S. I would also like to finish up the little bit of inventory that needs doing and get those things plugged in. I would also like to write just one page a day (at least) every day; and spend three hours a day tackling the packing. I think that will be enough of that, providing some exercise in the process. Chicken, bok choy and potatoes. Had a good conversation with Chip about finances and what might be next steps. Yeah that’s about it for today. I look forward to all the possibilities. Why the ef not? Like I’m not someone who can date or whatever. That remains true. I am going to try my best to make this shite happen. There are so many things I’m saying that make so much sense. And I’m passionate and anyway if it doesn’t happen, it doesn’t happen. I watched Misha and the Wolves and like most docs it was good. I shouldn’t be trying to beef this up.

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Sans Doute

Leo  28° (August 20)

Day Eight E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Clients. Networking Tony Z. I will talk to blast from past Carol Anne. Dinner of oysters and sushi. It was an interesting thing visiting Winslows, even if just to use the WC. I am happy to reconnect with Tracey and glad to know the food there is so good. I think the thing about today is the realization that I have many options in terms of what I can do. I just need a little bit of time to kick back and realize it all. It’s going to be a long and bumpy night tonight. I am in the process of inputting a number of Blagues. I know that spy will say how boring it is to read a blog about what people did that day. But what people do day to day says everything about them. Besides I’m happy to have a record of my life thank you very much. I am so appalled by my most famous friends who have all the fame and money in the world and still tear other people down. Not strangers mind you but their own best friends. In front of other so-called best friends. So how trustworthy are they really. It takes all my reserve and restraint not to effing rat them out. It would be terrible if I did, mostly for me. It’s so funny to me sometimes that I’m cast as the bad guy. That my speaking up is never valid. I try to speak up in the day but when people are not only mildly but hyper defensive it isn’t easy. For people born under the sign of the goddess who personifies a mountain fortress, we are talking next level defemsiveness. About the book: We needed more time from the get-go, add in fact we spent weeks trying to escape from Europe in a pandemic and then leave months prematurely and still we didn’t make a deal until June/July and we didn’t write during that time. We didn’t even have a deal memo until fucking May so fuck you world. And anyway we were going to be in the pocket. It’s just all so fucking ridiculous. But new and better ideas will emerge from the rubble, you will see.

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Few Options

Leo  27° (August 19)

Day Seven E.D.A.N.O.W.W. The optioning. The Cars. Oysters and Boiled Lobster. How funny that I didn’t see this day coming. It’s not a big deal but, as with all things, I’m going to make this work for me. It’s all par for the course really. I am sort of determined to stay awake over night once again to make what needs to happen, happen. I am getting pangs of hunger for something I might not possess. But I do have leftover chicken stew that needs to be eaten. So I will have an eleven o’clock dinner.The house keeps going in and out of order but tending away from entropy. Which each pass that begins just staring into a room I find some way of understanding the environment. I will have to corral all the expensive art books into some place of their own. Truth is she really can have them all. Hopefully I’ll be able to visit. And the same with the pony stuff she expressed interest in. I mean otherwise I just might have to get back to you. I know I am a bit OCD, creature of habit and all that. But I fucking like myself. And if you are someone who doesn’t like me that’s fine. That just means you don’t really know me. I made a lot of mistake, broke a lot of shit (to use the Bridesmaids’ vernacular), broke a lot of shit. But shit is made to be broken by the truth. The horrible business of today is the truth coming out. But it will be a good thing in the end. I mean, truth is layered, truth upon truth so kind of whatever, right? I hope to read back all these last two years of posts when I get to March 21, 2022. The weird thing is that it isn’t so far away.

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Anyone’s Guess

Leo  26° (August 18)

Day Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. The threats, the accusations, the bullying. I just need to move away from it as best I can. I know that my health is truly the most important thing. I am doing my best as always to keep the noggin bobbin above water. Still having trouble trusting anyone, really, right about now. I have let people get away with spiritual murder all my life and yet nobody ever cut us, well, now, just me, any slack. I have to start showing up for myself. I must begin to claw my way out of the crypt of this assassination. There are the tiniest, tiniest glimmers but nothing really substantive to hold onto as of yet. But I have faith that will change. I am not to be counted out yet. And yet, yet, yet, yet, I now it will be an uphill struggle. I know that I must dedicate my voice and fingers to the future. I must find away to swing on a vine over this debaucle. I am and always have been the smartest person in the room; I have felt that way since I’m a child. But when I feel there are those more talented (singers especially) I feel less than. Isn’t that strange. Well, then again, have you met singers? They think because they can sing they have the edge on every other talent and persuasion. This is not the case. Oysters, dumplings and cauliflower. 

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Scarce Making

Leo  25° (August 17)

Day Five E.D.A.N.O.W.W. A little striped bass for a change tonight. I am trying ween off the restaurant thing. All the food I bought is threatening to go bad. But it is just so lonely to shop, cook, eat, wash dishes by oneself every night. I can’t even listen to music. Nothing cheers me up. The silence is deafening, the embargo seems cruel. I asked if I was that much an ogre and apparently not but wow it sure feels like it. I am inventorying still. Taking videos that will be too big to send. Writing this some days hence, I am finally in some kind of new place although I can’t say it’s a good place, just a different place, unfortunately a more jaded one. I never thought that I could feel like this. It just feels awful, really. I have much in the way of catching up to do—by the same token there is a slight sense of calm suddenly. I suppose just having all the information provides its own sense of clarity. I feel like I know who and what I am truly dealing with. And one of my best friends growing up, one who has been the one person truly there for me during this process. During this week I have been mainly lost in the day, punching my way out of the proverbial paper bag, still trying to piece together a picture of the truth. I really do think I stumbled onto a fun idea. But it could just be one of those concepts that make sense in the middle of the night. Either way I will have to revisit the (Not) posting. I long to get back to the place where I am just focusing on a page a day and I don’t have to try and pull things down out of the sky. I am hoping that today might be a start to that new reality. One can only hope. I am trying to look at the half full stuff and getting back into the magic is indeed part and parcel of it. I have to start embracing my freedom and some point while the agony of my sorrow still weighs so heavily. Hoping against hope is all I can really do right now.

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(Not)

Leo  24° (August 16)

Day Four E.D.A.N.O.W.W. And just a general sense of finding my way in this world once again. If I am to own that one particular business, then it should be the thing that I do. Trust me I know what I’m talking about. I for one can with a proper regroup and look you know the first line of business would be to finish this book and get it sold and get it out there it’s going to be published one way or another. And during the month of September I will complete half of it and already be well in my second half. I just need my questions are answered that is the most important thing at this point and the next two days should be very telling when I say the next two days I’m writing this up On August 23rd at 4:30 in the morning guess time doesn’t exist and we make her own reality I don’t want any negativity in my life I must eradicated at all costs I should like to sort things out but I don’t think that’s the actual course things I don’t know I think I’d just take my money and run The only thing I could do is my best tomorrow is the 17th and then there’s the 18th and 19th or 20th 21st who is second and now 23rd I have seven more of these to do so I might as well spend until 5:30 in the morning figuring it all out and just saying whatever the **** I feel and if it takes wine so be it hear it I love the way **** is a four letter word and wine isn’t . But I’m on to something I already feel on to something I think I’m going to take everything with me and find a place for it all except for this giant bed I want her to have the giant bed or I’ll just give it away but I think I will take the piano I mean there will be no one there really seeing it with being moved in but also like I barely plan and if I were to I did invite the entire household to come up and sing I don’t really need chairs just I should make my own little bell cafe really that’s what it reminds me of the bell cafe the entire thing reminds me of the bell cafe and I really think I could be very happy there I think I can make it so cool so I hope it happens and if it doesn’t there’ll be something else.

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I Get It

Leo  23° (August 15)

Day three. I forget slash forgot that the original purpose of the 8 days of William willing . Which is a much better title actually and I like the use of the number 8 anyway what I was saying is I forgot that the real purpose of that book at the time was the fact that multiple ideas flowing all of the same time can all be realized within a frame of it. That one can excel simultaneously at multiple things all at once and all in a short span because they have been being cultivated. OK well I tried doing a whole talk delete thing uhm so where was I right so it’s day 3 and the purpose and the sick respelling is giving me feels. Everything has to be now about all the different ways I need shine. That’s because the Fagan is rather really shine I shall do is would have been a very different conversation this is fantastic really fantastic the crown the crown the crown stand down Margaret stand down please stand down bolgrad stand down Margaret stand down please stand down ma grad stand down Margaret stand down please we stand down margrette stand down Margaret stand down please stand down Margaret I want to stand down Margaret stand down please . It’s now 3:40 in the morning and I’ve decided I’m going to open a bottle of wine because I can sleep whenever the freak I want now and my time being my own I do seem to make rather good use of it. The real reason I had to go was the indignity the absolute indignity of the entire situation that I would have to do continue to suffer we snide nothingness of someone called Lillian that’s the greatest thing about doing it through dictation because you don’t know what’s a typo or not wow I love this I have this fantastic idea for a book I have this function tested guidea for able I have a fantastic idea for above law and it’s all about my show it’s all about my show it’s the culmination of everything I’m doing and so long as I can fund it and find a place to land and to breathe wow dictation listens to singing. I’m still and I’m doing it living within the concept of my 80 days we just won no which is fun there is something very interesting and very Gertrude Stein about it there’s a way of understanding what is happening in random space and no one is going to challenge it I have this idea that is so perfect I have this idea that is so grand I have this idea that makes me feel that maybe I’m a manic depressive and I’m currently anomatic stage in a manic state. To find the phrases that were dictated wrongly only to be followed by the correct version and only due to articulation never touching a keyboard kind of ever again unless I can speak it I don’t want to do it and that might be my rebel lektion so one wonders is there voice recognition on safari or on Chrome or any of the other agents that give me carpal tunnel syndrome remember carpal tunnel syndrome. 

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Abort, Abort

Leo  22° (August 14)

Day two. It will turn out to be a terrible day in the end. Scapegoated by awful critters. Isn’t that for sure. Called their bluff and left. And read them the riot act on the way out. Remember I have often been accused of being verbally abusive. Anyway, I will head to be usual—it ain’t far and it ain’t bad. Please but I do have a way of attracting sadists it seems. Man, I really thought I learned that particular lesson with that particular person. It is true though that adage: Wherever you go there you are. By the same token I should have just known what doors not to walk into. I just want to think about the success of all we’ve done. And I still marinate in my own juices. This time next week I truly won’t be eating out any more. But in the meantime, I find it the best investment yet. I cannot remember the name of the woman who said she owns the building at Mac’s. Her first name, yes, is Sandy.It is actually it is actually 319 AM on the 23rd of August as I write this. The last week especially has been a blur. The dictation device is quite slow I wonder if it somehow hears me talking about it. The phagan episode of the crown really is the best bit of television I’ve ever seen. In hindsight, I find Lucille Ball terribly insecure. So on this day the day I’m writing about that is I did something stupid and I have spent the last week failing to make amends for it . And that is the truth. But I can’t handle the truth. My feelings are mixed. My feelings have always been mixed I just need to sort out how it is that I can express my feelings and it should be directed to them in the same way. There is no time. I’m obsessed with mushrooms. I need to get my life. I’m codependent even with my Barber. I love the fact that dictation made Barber uppercase . Name for a novel dictation like apalak Jason Pollock haha so you can spell Pollack . You have an intelligence heir dictation . I might be onto something and it’s sort of along the lines of this warts and all things I am sort of loving this though. And it’s fantastic that now you are moving faster her dictation, hum, you still haven’t learned to say hey a dictation ha ha ha well I might stay up all night doing what needs to be doing and then dismantle that one room and if I do so I think I’ll feel a whole lot better because really I’m doing three rooms at once meaning the whole upstairs which is fine. 

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Mutual Benefit

Leo 21° (August 13)

Day One: Many moons ago I had this idea called Eight Days and Nights of William Willing. I’m not sure if it was meant to be a novel or incantation of something combined, but the general premise was to see the world as a malleable magical place. Which is funny typing now because I wasn’t an astrologer per se when I conjured this creative idea. But now I can say that the concept of a malleable reality (that what we perceive as reality is actually quite illusory) is very twelfth house. And I just typed the words very twelfth house into an email back to S. in regard to feeling like I was on the discard pile of life and how there may be power in it. Anyway this is “Day One” of what I have determined will be Eighty Days and Nights of William Willing, as never have I had to make more magic than I do now. And somehow I feel that I have put the ball already in motion. I have much out there spinning. But staying in the moment I will wake today and try to get my head in that important mode. I stayed up quite late last night and much of yesterday was already leading along a magical path so I’m just going to keep that energy going. I have to take good care of my physical body. I had weird leg cramps in the night. Dehydration no doubt. Please tell me when I get to ninety, I won’t be so narcissistic. I did write to Fenton tonight. People are funded and funnily enough not least of which the soon to be. I will be forwarding this to M. Always the short Italian girl at the long legged party. This place (and I know where it is) is truly saving my life. Here with all these familiars I see what could have been but never was. It was nobody’s fault but just at the moment we are taking certain nutrients and such the…I need to cancel the PT, call the doctor, catch up on writing. And stop doing math. I will continue to inventory on both our behalves. Heavy lifting is one of my forms of penance.

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