Month: September 2021 (page 1 of 4)

Bait And Switch

Libra 5° (September 27)

Day Forty-Five E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Blueberries and Yoghurt for lunch since I woke up at noon. I did not sleep a single wink (once again) overnight. Arranging all sorts of health stuff today. Need to get some major questions answered. Trying to make contact with the dog walker. Was going to go directly to Ptown but realized I need to call into the pharmacy anyway so I will wait for that all to be ready. 

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I’m Out

Libra 4° (September 26)

Day Forty-Four E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Eggplant Parmigiana w/ Spaghetti then Chocolate Mousse. Dragged myself out to do a giant shop at the market so I don’t need to go out to dinner during the next month or so. Of course, I rewarded myself with a visit to Terra Luna. Was pretty wonderful. The space itself is no nice and breezy. It is informing what I might want to do with any new digs. I could have done without the mousse though. I had only a few bites and took the rest home thinking I would eat it tomorrow but that didn’t happen. I know I can do all that needs to be done. I want to get things on sale as soon as possible and make a lovely FB page.

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Dance Belt

Libra 3° (September 25)

Day Forty-Three E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters then Sushi (Salmon Roe, Spicy Scallop Handroll, Halibut Nigiri. Massive rain storm last night and grumpy didn’t wait for me to drive him home. I have to be on guard for getting too close to…well anybody. It would probably be best for me to find a tiny place and keep the focus on my city life where I can stroll around and lose myself in experience. But how lonely that would be as well. Everybody has somebody and now I have nobody and I realize we don’t feel equally. I cry myself to sleep every night if I sleep at all still three months later and I have to also bear the misconception that I am the injurious party and that isn’t strictly true. We have been in this together. Unlike other couples who work together, there really isn’t all that much room to spend years superprioritizing ones own solo aspirations without falling short or failure. I get the distinct feeling this has been the plan all along and I am no victim but I did not see so prepared a plan coming, The world of LLB or Dobie only works because there is someone doing everything else. I was doing everything pretty much imaginable, producing mostly, while the sigother did administration. But I’m three months into it now, and though I still bawl my brains out every second, I’m now quite accustomed to the intense pain I’ve been made to feel. I definitely no longer give a shit about what people think And I surely am ready to feel that feeling I felt before but not for so long ago. The last time I felt this for real I was nineteen before this fiasco began; I was feeling it again before I almost head north for a new adventure. Instead I got an ultimatum at the age of twenty four and took it on shortly thereafter. Anyway by the time October begins I need to write a page or two every morning, spend the day packing, then write this blessed Blagues at the end of the day. Just a little at a time to get juicy again. I’m going to keep writing and writing and writing until somebody gives me what I want and need. I will take inventory of the people near and far with whom I really want to nurture something. I look forward to getting back to learning French and within six months, perhaps, I can start working on that show I have in me. Who was it that said one man show? Well that can wait until Spring. I will cry my way through my birthday and all the holidays and I will let people continue to cast me aside. The pain is beginning to mold me into the right form.

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Show Tunes

Libra 2° (September 24)

Day Forty-Two E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters and Caesar with Shrimp. Got served today and let it happen. The powers spoke but same old, same old. Spoke with the moving people we are on for next week. Sent everything to Waltham, including another inventory of what’s what. I will need to start the positive spin of saying what it is that’s coming with me. Trying to make it as easy as possible for everyone. Starting to be very happy I am me, after all. I will meet that lovely actress and marital counselor (how ironic) and head out early for sure. I get glimpses of optimism but they are few and far between. Today I miss making dinner and listening to something like Pippin and singing along with the person I love. I was always happiest with the simplest things and by just being together an talking and laughing and dreaming and scheming. The friends I thought were closest to me are the most difficult to find, while I am so frozen and reluctant to make new ones. As much as I want to land somewhere I am so frightened that I will be desperately lonely and not be able to cope with the pain. I read a critique of my late great acting teacher recently and it was so snarky and horrible. I wrote this in response: I don’t like your article at all. Edward Morehouse was a tough-loving teacher who not only schooled actors in their craft but helped them understand how criticism was inspiration through which to grow. Uta was unnecessarily cruel at times, often favoring students who took her lcass for decades (and donated heavily to the school). She could be awful. I studied with Ed and then Uta and I returned to Ed. When I appeared in a small role on Broadway he was there on opening night. Those of us who took seriously his ccritiques (which I agree lent themselves to some comic parody—I created a character based on him for a comedy troupe) and let them motivate us to get a signature “good for you” next time around, getting over our own sensitive egos and deliverying what was necessary for the character in the scene in the play enjoyed a kind of elation that didn’t happen to students who were with coddling teachers who didnt want to get under students’ skins. With Ed you had to grow a pair and fast and when you won an accolade from him at the end of your scene you knew you deserved it.

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Equiknots

Libra 1° (September 23)

Day Forty-One E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Sardine lunch. Clams. Halibut and Fried Rice. I can only do a little bit at a time. Little by little we will get there. I am missing so much. I thought we would always belong together. And all anybody wants me to do is move. Easy for them to say. They made their love-and-money pacts ages ago. They had their children as glue and their families for support and to return to. I have a sense now of who would have come and picked her up in the night.  Tick, tick boom. I cannot stay up all night thinking or writing. But I will do what I have to do to make things that much more expansive. I was really very happy in Paris and I believe I need to find a reason to get back to it. Queen Latifah is making some hand money. I will be adding to all these Blagues. Starting tomorrow it has to happen. It is very important to make it happen. I will finish eating the food I bring home from dinner. I need to start thinking about all the ways I can monetize. The TV producers are contacting us and we need to show up for it, but someone is still floating around the world taking all these opportunities for granted. I miss my life. I need to get back to my roots. Not that I know what that means to be honest, but I am going to do my best to figure it out.

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Down To Zero

Libra O° (September 22)

Day Forty-One E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Sardine lunch. Clams. Halibut and Fried Rice. I can only do a little bit at a time. Little by little we will get there. I am missing so much. I thought we would always belong together. And all anybody wants me to do is move. Easy for them to say. They made their love-and-money pacts ages ago. They had their children as glue and their families for support and to return to. I have a sense now of who would have come and picked her up in the night. Tick, tick boom. I cannot stay up all night thinking or writing. But I will do what I have to do to make things that much more expansive. I was really very happy in Paris and I believe I need to find a reason to get back to it. Queen Latifah is making some hand money. I will be adding to all these Blagues. Starting tomorrow it has to happen. It is very important to make it happen. I will finish eating the food I bring home from dinner. I need to start thinking about all the ways I can monetize. The TV producers are contacting us and we need to show up for it, but someone is still floating around the world taking all these opportunities for granted. I miss my life. I need to get back to my roots. Not that I know what that means to be honest, but I am going to do my best to figure it out.

Hey! It’s Boxing Day and you weren’t on my list to beef up but you look a little skimpy. So I thought I might give you a little bit of attention just to give you you know mild beefing up you know some whip cream shanty I didn’t say shanty I said shanty Chantilly thank you um someone will earth these things one day and might find gold there in but in the meantime it’s my survival I just need to see a beefy don’t get me started there’s a purity coming your way you should know about it really will happen like it’s yeah the year of living cosmically you know it’s such a great idea and it combines kind of situational experience with this practice of giving yourself over to certain principles this time of year because how they match and all of that like I will come across a thank you note from a defunct magazine whose the editors name I don’t even remember or have any clue as to what she’s talking about like 0 memory and yet I have a hard time throwing away a thank you card that expresses so much gratitude about the work and stuff it’s very weird but hey you know I’m the one who has the OR we’ll have the storage facility close at hand I’m the one that’s touched every object I that stuff is no longer waiting for me you know well it is for you because you’re in where are you your September 23rd or something and I’m still open up I’m still Boxing Day December 26 alright well I’ll see you when I see you then alright bye 

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Clock Off

Virgo 29° (September 21)

Day Thirty Nine E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Who knows what I’ll eat. (Clams and Fish Tacos) I spent last evening catching up on this side of things and generally straightening things out. I’m going to stop worrying for one thing. Talk about mixed messages. They say they want A but the give me B. So kind of at the end of my tether. Honestly how did I get into this dark a place? Me? I was such a child of light. Darkness was for other people. I have become so skeptical. I think everyone is so full of shit. As well we know they are. I suppose I want to say that at some point in the process like you know Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday you know I could just be writing Virgo man and plugging it in um the trick is obviously getting through Tuesday And I’ll check I think that since we started yesterday 25th 2620 728th that’s 4 * 6 that’s 64 and uh so that really leaves two more days worth of work to go well so it’s probably better just to focus and finish everything that needs doing because otherwise yeah it’s fine if everyone is getting seven days were in good shape because if I took all seven days then I could be 3 pages a day and that’s more than enough for the blog moving forward so the second I can switch I will switch but I can’t switch quite yet none of this makes any sense to anyone who will ever read this but you know who will ever read this doesn’t really matter in the end I’m just going to watch bad TV and go to bed as soon as I write these four more blogs I mean I liked the show don’t look up but you know doesn’t necessarily end well although I do think it’s quite an important fluffy film OK I am going to smoke a little more I decided I see no reason why not I mean boy oh boy it’s great to be writing this stuff that’s happening in the present buried here in the past because you cannot believe what’s going to happen I mean this whole having others over to the house tabako it all stems from well the only person that can stem from and it’s all under the guise of like oh I confided in this person I you know like as if you know well upon departure it was said that you know I’ve only told my shrink well some of them went on to tell everybody else and we know your audience these are not the people to tell these sorts of things so that’s fine I don’t really care I can’t circle the square or square the circle or whatever the **** they are phrases when it comes to friends who’ve just become so unlike myself the homophobia the transphobia call the phobius it’s kind of crazy well do you know it is what it is I will write my book or I will write my book I will why do you like the idea of hosting now that we mention it but you don’t make as much money still and I am quite charming so how about this let’s do this dry January sort out all the details February it’s putting out feelers month March dissolution getting really really deep potentially David F says he’s going to this monastery well this retreat let me see what it’s called it is called carmet choling I have to look that up it’s in Vermont a lot of things tend to be in Vermont these days with all the shushing and such I will end up eating more food tonight believe it or not because of all that I’m doing all the energy that I’m putting out because I’m not failing I refuse to fail and you know I might just use the dictate button for more things than not if that makes any sense at all I include in the present amount to be handled a great deal more then I really will be tasked with doing however I do need to do the whole mechanics of it which takes a lot of time setting up the blogs in that regard so you know I have my work cut out for me alright that’s enough for me today 

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En Fin

Virgo 29° (September 20)

Day Thirty Eight E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Lamb Chops and Polenta Frites, Salad. I had that early at Winslow’s where I was happy I went in the end because I ran into Mya who helped me immensely on this difficult day. I came home and plowed through a bunch of work. I had a revelation the other night that Declan is perhaps one of those kids I met at Oysterfest in 2019. Friends are nowhere to be found. That is to say the former friends. Everybody takes sides even if they say they don’t. But I have had the caring bred out of me these past few weeks. But of course Declan was one of those kids that was a very strange time having to get home in the middle of the night and without my coat which disappeared Oh well so many years ago now it doesn’t really matter but I think I saw deklan wearing that kind of it’s almost super right wing sweater and anyway it would give me pause Oh yeah I’m going to be very mellow and abstemious and I’m going to refill these coffers which I can do Best Buy just making sort of an inquiry a day going down a list I need to do very little I need to write very few pages of the book every day like 3 pages that’s it and this way you know just keep it OK four pages of the most that’s a lot though but like 4 * 5 days a week is you know in other words it’s enough especially now because it doesn’t have to be a perfect draft it could just be thoughts on paper and really get it moving so that by April we have an entire book that we could sell um which you know I don’t think that happens very often anymore in life um yeah what else was I going to say um yeah I just want to write if I was talking about just doing very few pages a day and then you know you’ve written the blog so that’s done um you’ll get ideas during the course of the day if you start the day writing um it would be very good to be doing Bikram and be going for long walks on the beach maybe not alone or stick to like long looking be nude and feel fabulous I mean that sounds really fun to me um right now you’ve got to get all this weight off and jump start your physical life and that will be a great start you have to realize that you’re super organized you’re going to work everything out um you’re going to make room in that storage I think that’s really important I don’t know how to do it but baby take the step ladder from here and use that yeah you stop there sort of figure out some stuff and see if you can’t move things back and move other things forward and kind of get everything squared away such that if everything from here had to go there well it couldn’t cut it it would be so hard to do but might be possible we need you to pretty much get rid of all your clothes which will be a great boon it’s coming what we need to focus on most is just sneaking in and doing this book and you know we can start properly you know five days from now and greet the new year in such a way that it makes sense I hope that I can get everything brought to the table bye L’s birthday that would be a real boon to us both anyway I’m going to work on stuff with lawyer get it to them I’m going to not talk to her she’ll send me some kind of note or text saying thank you hopefully and I’ll just send it back you know some kind of emoji and that’s it end let her know when things are going in a direction or not because Tuesday I really truly need to get down to Wellfleet maybe get my haircut probably have to do a food shop by then too I imagine um Thursday also works and yeah continue to make magic people and sewer takes us 

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Les Girls

Virgo 28° (September 19)

Day Thirty Seven E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Pasta w/ Anchovy, Tomato. Good for me for staying home apparently. We have stumbled upon a gem today; jokes written for Steve Carey to deliver as Phyliss Diller at Ryan Landry and Scott Martinez wedding. 

I wouldn’t want to get on ryans bad side but I see no alternative as he doesn’t have a good one or I see no alternative does he have a good one 

I’m not saying Ryan’s cheap but he does something out and he does something his depends some seriously people think of Ryan as tight fisted but that wasn’t my experience and I was wearing oven mitts OK that makes no sense 

Now I’m not being fair not giving equal time to Ryan spouse what can I say about skadi nothing.

Actually that’s not true there have been rumors of drug use but I know Scotty that’s impossible Ryan only gives you enough allowance for milk money 

Everyone knows Brian and Scotty have three lap dogs one of which has true theatrical talent but I always forget which one Ali Debbie or somebody else 

Fluffy that was it 

Provincetown recently celebrated another celebrated or wedding jenn and eve would you stand up please take a good look at a real couple that’s terrible Ryan is so controlling the gold dust orphans can’t even keep there trick money Ryan calls everyone Mary that’s what comes from thinking you’re Jesus that was that got line got on the show Ryan hates the phone and especially hates to text oh but he loves to subtext the blah blah blah of blah blah blah I think it’s unfair to say Ryan doesn’t have an original idea in his head but he is now working on mine camp his personal memoirs mine camp 

I think I need to smoke something. That oral fixation rearing it’s head. If you’re reading this and tempted to make a joke I promise you it won’t be funny. Sometimes I like taking photographs of some of these old pieces of paper because they’re just so telling about the time and space mentally one was in also emotionally sometimes you can feel the hope sometimes you can feel the desperation sometimes you cringe because it just seems so delusional artistically but um you know I have gone through great many number of papers these past months doing during this process and I gotta tell you it’s not easy but here I really AM on Boxing Day three months later and I’m still going through the papers and it still hurts to read all of it and yeah it’s incredibly difficult but it has to be done and processed and you know people do have to move on and jackie’s note to me today Boxing Day again that is was incredible because I suddenly felt like if I want to join a family for a holiday next time maybe I could but we shall see what we shall see I I definitely don’t like being on the outs with folks that’s for sure hum and far more tell the cat sensibilities then probably give me credit for her and I don’t think they know how much they hurt my feelings so that is what it is will be stronger because of it.

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Such A Pill

Virgo 27° (September 18)

Day Thirty Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Clams, Fried Chicken, Gravy, Bisquit, Mac n Cheese, Spinach What the fuck am I eating. It’s still Boxing Day y’all and I am retrofitting thiese Blague entries. I won’t say I’ve been having fun necessarily however it is proving quite fruitful to have gone through and reacquainted myself with poems for starters um but also to revisit certain writing papers even the clutter and kind of finding a place to put it the desire destination being the garbage I came across this one piece of paper that I think is it’s like this giant piece of paper that’s supposed to probably talk about all my different joke bits and apparently I joke bits center up on yacht rock the Provincetown to Wellfleet Jewish eye candy joke the vacancy no joke the list of things that you have to do in the course of a day that would take up your entire day like oil pulling something about Olivia de haviland so I have no idea what that means and then aptronym’s and now I can throw this piece of paper right and move on to the next one which I can’t even begin to read let me turn on a light hang on The point being I’m also streamlining my existence here I think I’m going to open a bottle of wine and finish up this entire project by midnight and be on track for tomorrow as best as I can be and should be catching up today should be catching up to where I left off on the website so that can sort of be fixed up and we could start making some other moves I mean the whole thing is that like I make a list of things that I could speak into this and then when I get here often like I just have to dredge things up from nowhere and it doesn’t make for a very good reading which is the argument to write everyday so that you don’t get into situations like this OK so we’ve got this piece of paper in front of me I’ve got my magnifying glass but does it say Fashion Week we don’t need that that I hold best list of names whose header danillo otherwise but who’s header bizarre Yep just looking at all this yeah this is just the To Do List looks like from 2009 and somebody called Seth doing the logo show 2009 I have no idea what that means but it would have something to do with already doing starsky and Cox shows which remember started in 2005 and predate any chislic festival work or anything like that So what do we next have to put under the micro Oh yeah so this for some reason is a piece of paper white lined composition paper on its side um I’m just going to read it gutting audacity presence honesty fearlessness now March money placed to state taxes place to live OK need ah something up and running then there’s a picture of a son 2007 to 2011 setting up brick and mortar OK so I guess this is some sort of talk that I thought I needed at one point alright let’s see what’s next this one says Cocteau Twins music Zodiac watches Scorpio house desire the individual if the sun refused to shine in quotes from website to advertise me for men’s magazines that’s for sure theater or Broadway movie quote style I can something you’re relieved NYC neighborhoods character of fiction dinner party magic moment then there’s the word eating the word sport sent the words sport sent the name looks like Laura and then my signature so that’s a fun one oh wait there’s another slide hang on Chelsea clip Vanessa Leslie James Kelly ripa the view yeah well sure OK that’s enough of that and that’s probably enough for this entry to be honest I mean why push it right or I’ll just read you one more and then you can go your merry way this is like right don’t forget we have a hole one with the cosmos hum prepare multi pronged plans events lectures PR decide on parties gatherings Tucker what we are doing tonight decide what we are doing tonight Oh my gosh Michelle Barack why would I have that autumn author Arthur author ghost and Mrs Muir that’s exciting yes we have the one with the cosmos book proposal deck as well so let’s not forget that we can have a lot of fun in many different ways I just want to get this beautiful book in the can, 

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