Month: September 2021 (page 1 of 4)

Bait And Switch

Libra 5° (September 27)

Day Forty-Five E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Blueberries and Yoghurt for lunch since I woke up at noon. I did not sleep a single wink (once again) overnight. Arranging all sorts of health stuff today. Need to get some major questions answered. Trying to make contact with the dog walker. Was going to go directly to Ptown but realized I need to call into the pharmacy anyway so I will wait for that all to be ready. 

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I’m Out

Libra 4° (September 26)

Day Forty-Four E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Eggplant Parmigiana w/ Spaghetti then Chocolate Mousse. Dragged myself out to do a giant shop at the market so I don’t need to go out to dinner during the next month or so. Of course, I rewarded myself with a visit to Terra Luna. Was pretty wonderful. The space itself is no nice and breezy. It is informing what I might want to do with any new digs. I could have done without the mousse though. I had only a few bites and took the rest home thinking I would eat it tomorrow but that didn’t happen. I know I can do all that needs to be done. I want to get things on sale as soon as possible and make a lovely FB page.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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Dance Belt

Libra 3° (September 25)

Day Forty-Three E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters then Sushi (Salmon Roe, Spicy Scallop Handroll, Halibut Nigiri. Massive rain storm last night and grumpy didn’t wait for me to drive him home. I have to be on guard for getting too close to…well anybody. It would probably be best for me to find a tiny place and keep the focus on my city life where I can stroll around and lose myself in experience. But how lonely that would be as well. Everybody has somebody and now I have nobody and I realize we don’t feel equally. I cry myself to sleep every night if I sleep at all still three months later and I have to also bear the misconception that I am the injurious party and that isn’t strictly true. We have been in this together. Unlike other couples who work together, there really isn’t all that much room to spend years superprioritizing ones own solo aspirations without falling short or failure. I get the distinct feeling this has been the plan all along and I am no victim but I did not see so prepared a plan coming, The world of LLB or Dobie only works because there is someone doing everything else. I was doing everything pretty much imaginable, producing mostly, while the sigother did administration. But I’m three months into it now, and though I still bawl my brains out every second, I’m now quite accustomed to the intense pain I’ve been made to feel. I definitely no longer give a shit about what people think And I surely am ready to feel that feeling I felt before but not for so long ago. The last time I felt this for real I was nineteen before this fiasco began; I was feeling it again before I almost head north for a new adventure. Instead I got an ultimatum at the age of twenty four and took it on shortly thereafter. Anyway by the time October begins I need to write a page or two every morning, spend the day packing, then write this blessed Blagues at the end of the day. Just a little at a time to get juicy again. I’m going to keep writing and writing and writing until somebody gives me what I want and need. I will take inventory of the people near and far with whom I really want to nurture something. I look forward to getting back to learning French and within six months, perhaps, I can start working on that show I have in me. Who was it that said one man show? Well that can wait until Spring. I will cry my way through my birthday and all the holidays and I will let people continue to cast me aside. The pain is beginning to mold me into the right form.

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Show Tunes

Libra 2° (September 24)

Day Forty-Two E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters and Caesar with Shrimp. Got served today and let it happen. The powers spoke but same old, same old. Spoke with the moving people we are on for next week. Sent everything to Waltham, including another inventory of what’s what. I will need to start the positive spin of saying what it is that’s coming with me. Trying to make it as easy as possible for everyone. Starting to be very happy I am me, after all. I will meet that lovely actress and marital counselor (how ironic) and head out early for sure. I get glimpses of optimism but they are few and far between. Today I miss making dinner and listening to something like Pippin and singing along with the person I love. I was always happiest with the simplest things and by just being together an talking and laughing and dreaming and scheming. The friends I thought were closest to me are the most difficult to find, while I am so frozen and reluctant to make new ones. As much as I want to land somewhere I am so frightened that I will be desperately lonely and not be able to cope with the pain. I read a critique of my late great acting teacher recently and it was so snarky and horrible. I wrote this in response: I don’t like your article at all. Edward Morehouse was a tough-loving teacher who not only schooled actors in their craft but helped them understand how criticism was inspiration through which to grow. Uta was unnecessarily cruel at times, often favoring students who took her lcass for decades (and donated heavily to the school). She could be awful. I studied with Ed and then Uta and I returned to Ed. When I appeared in a small role on Broadway he was there on opening night. Those of us who took seriously his ccritiques (which I agree lent themselves to some comic parody—I created a character based on him for a comedy troupe) and let them motivate us to get a signature “good for you” next time around, getting over our own sensitive egos and deliverying what was necessary for the character in the scene in the play enjoyed a kind of elation that didn’t happen to students who were with coddling teachers who didnt want to get under students’ skins. With Ed you had to grow a pair and fast and when you won an accolade from him at the end of your scene you knew you deserved it.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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Equiknots

Libra 1° (September 23)

Day Forty-One E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Sardine lunch. Clams. Halibut and Fried Rice. I can only do a little bit at a time. Little by little we will get there. I am missing so much. I thought we would always belong together. And all anybody wants me to do is move. Easy for them to say. They made their love-and-money pacts ages ago. They had their children as glue and their families for support and to return to. I have a sense now of who would have come and picked her up in the night.  Tick, tick boom. I cannot stay up all night thinking or writing. But I will do what I have to do to make things that much more expansive. I was really very happy in Paris and I believe I need to find a reason to get back to it. Queen Latifah is making some hand money. I will be adding to all these Blagues. Starting tomorrow it has to happen. It is very important to make it happen. I will finish eating the food I bring home from dinner. I need to start thinking about all the ways I can monetize. The TV producers are contacting us and we need to show up for it, but someone is still floating around the world taking all these opportunities for granted. I miss my life. I need to get back to my roots. Not that I know what that means to be honest, but I am going to do my best to figure it out.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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Down To Zero

Libra O° (September 22)

Day Forty E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Day Forty E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Clams and Pork Cornatas. I don’t know fokls. This will have to eventually right itself. But I am having a difficult week once again. At a complete loss in terms of what to do. All I do is lament and bargain. I would do anything, anything to go back in time. It’s just too hard. I’m so far off the track really I can barely stand it. Do I really want to move alone into some lightless place. I’m surrounded by narcissists here too. They are everywhere.  There is no where to turn. How did I ever get into this place. It’s just the worse ever time of life. People just want me to snap to and that’s just not possible.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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Clock Off

Virgo 29° (September 21)

Day Thirty Nine E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Who knows what I’ll eat. I spent last evening catching up on this side of things and generally straightening things out. I’m going to stop worrying for one thing. Talk about mixed messages. They say they want A but the give me B. So kind of at the end of my tether. Honestly how did I get into this dark a place? Me? I was such a child of light. Darkness was for other people. I have become so skeptical. I think everyone is so full of shit.

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En Fin

Virgo 29° (September 20)

Day Thirty Eight E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Lamb Chops and Polenta Frites, Salad. . I had that early at Winslow’s where I was happy I went in the end because I ran into Mya who helped me immensely on this difficult day. I came home and plowed through a bunch of work. I had a revelation the other night that Declan is perhaps one of those kids I met at Oysterfest in 2019. Friends are nowhere to be found. That is to say the former friends. Everybody takes sides even if they say they don’t. But I have had the caring bred out of me these past few weeks.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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Les Girls

Virgo 28° (September 19)

Day Thirty Seven E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Pasta w/ Anchovy, Tomato

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Such A Pill

Virgo 27° (September 18)

Day Thirty Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Clams, Fried Chicken, Gravy, Bisquit, Mac n Cheese, Spinach

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