Libra 7° (September 30)

Last day of September already. Man I am feeling the passing of time. I didn’t sleep well. Woke at 330 and stayed for about an hour then was up again by before six, waking from a nightmare of sorts. Not a scary nightmare but the frustrated kind. The main thrust was two-fold: First, it was in a sort of real time where I knew the coming day was September 30; and I only had this one day to pack up an entire house of belongings to move or put into storage and not only that but my surplus of stuff was spread out over a few different houses, stored in people’s attics; and I also was aware that I never went to (that same old) history class all last semester and never went to the dean to ask for some kind of incomplete instead of just failing. On top of that I took a part in a play that meant I couldn’t work (or earn money) in the evening. Anyway the entire fever dream was so confused, labyrinthine and frustrating and I just had to wake myself up. Strangely, though I hadn’t had a single thing to drink yesterday, I feel oddly hung over, my sinuses aching with sharp pains in the top of my head that come and go. Not that great a feeling I must say. But there is more to this day than me complaining about my aches and pains. I want to underachieve. I want to write a little and get into reviewing the main project at hand but I don’t want to do much else, but for unpack and already start repacking. We are surely not going to Canada now so I will have a choice about what to do with my time on Saturday. Will be fun to just see what happens that day. I am hoping we won’t lose any money on the trip I’m expecting not to. As it turns out we have a year to rebook our trip so that’s totally cool. Will be so nice to get up to Canada again in the Spring with a bulk of work already under our belt.

I will need to rejig my schedule today. Thinking I’ll do that in the four o’clock hour. Between now and then I’ll repack and rejig. I also need to print out the little curtain speech I have prepared for the MGC show. I do need to update things for Brad as well, and put the petty cash together, just as I need to reach out to Terry K and see if we are on the same page. Otherwise I will ask David S to do it. It’s just one of those days where I can’t seem to get enough energy amassed to move the needle in any significant way but that’s fine too. I also have to get my injured pics onto my phone as well. Oh wait no the other way around…I need to get some of the injured pics I have on here onto my phone. I also have to work the “portal” for the doctor. It helps to make the list today; I just don’t feel like actually doing any of it. I need a mind-and-body chill day. I will put a little profile together for the doctor as well. I will see what kind of support I can drum up for my larger projects as I’m not really sure where things stand right now. Again that’s fine. I will review what went down since last I was at (I don’t even know his name), let’s just call him, Doctor Who?. I am writing one short sentence at a time. I’m looking forward to the corner turning. I’m glad we are pressing pause on travel, actually. I want to stay put and go through all the rooms and put things on sale and make my art installation in the basement before it gets taken away. That was kind of a fun project. I wouldn’t mind working on that in November. I suppose we could have made the NYC thing happen but it’s just as well it isn’t. I need to trust that I can take a break and not be punished or exiled for it. And if it turns out we are we will work out something else. Anyway it is just the right thing.

And I need to allow some space for some light to get in. And tomorrow must begin the book work in earnest. Look already this year I have accomplished so very much, and though I might trick myself into thinking that the project at hand is more daunting than others, it really isn’t. My goal must be to have some fun with it. The rest will really keep. I have some gaps to fill in as well. If I were to continue on I would be operating at a deficit, this much I know. I suppose everything can wait in terms of what is in the mailbox. That was an imposing thought. What was I saying? Oh yes, I want to breathe. I want to do my yoga and read my books. I don’t want to do winter here that much I know, so I look forward to finding myself a little place abroad for a spell. It is time to let these go and make room for new experiences. I fully intend to write my show this year, now that I’ve ripped off the band-aid and know what I’m doing. And I look forward to going down the line and making some positive things happen. It’s that year. I cannot waste any time today. I guess, going back to the previous thought, that I am happy to set sites on next year’s show, maybe bring musical director to Provincetown to work with. And this way we could get some future show songs under our belt. This year is going to be all about getting the profile amplified, which is a noble pursuit in itself. Today is the last day of the third quarter and I’m looking forward to making some serious hay in the fourth. And then taking a much needed powder in the first of twenty twenty.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

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