Aries 18° (April 7)

There is so much about the past that can never be revealed. Just one of the many ironies about being me. But there is no way for certain things to come to light because they were originally done in such secrecy, something so endemic to my spirit, dating back to being aged single digits. Secrecy may be the wrong word—isolation is better. It is what characterizes my upbringing. I was never really socialized. I was isolated in pockets with a single friend, maybe two, but usually just one at a time. No teams, nothing like that. Then home and ignored by foggy mother and hostile sibling and no father to be seen until the weekend when he was either raging or relegating me to my room, which was fine. I kept pots and pans under the bed so if he hit me he’d hit them. Why do certain people have children. I wrote the lawyer two things, a request from the sociopath and what he requested regarding real estate and so forth. And he was meant to send us this five-point plan, which we have yet to receive. It bugs me when people don’t have follow through but I will deal with that by the end of the week if nothing has been delivered or responded to. I don’t believe I’m as well as I assume. I think the side effects are still sneaking up on me to be honest. I went to the shops and was sweating just holding a basket waiting in line. The news is so conflicting. We are going to have half of Americans vaccinated by weekend and yet cases and hospitalizations are going up. 

I am now in my seventh year of writing this Blague. Year six, I went through the first five years, and excerpted from five Blagues per day, as a way of taking inventory of what came before. If there are any blocks of text following this paragraph that would be from the corresponding day last, the sixth, year.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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