Capricorn 7° (December 29)

Got a late lazy today after faffing about. Went to Camden Passage and had late breakfast at Brother Marcus which was probably the most amazing morning meal I’ve even had in my life. Bought some salmon and spinach and potatoes and some wine for dinner we are making for Hen and Dot. Nerves are on adge it seems ut hopefully that will settle down in the coming weeks. Got ourselves packed for the journey tomorrow and feeling worlds more optimistic but I will be put through a physical ringer in the coming days with a pretty active social calendar characterized by late nights. It’s getting a bit weird, Andy. I want so much to have a relaxing time but also a kick-ass productive one. I am caught in this balance between past and future, left hanging out to dry by recent events, really, hoping for some kind of reprieve. I do not want to spend this year playing catch up to myself. My signal is too slow to hang on social media. I want to promote our products but I want to do so in a way that doesn’t seem tacky. I simply want to let folks know what we’ve got cooking, so much of what we do being calendar sensitive. I will learn from L who constantly, at dinner, referred to the gayness of a certain young person I know, that there was apparently an incident wherein or whereby my friend was self-abusing. Considering the source I’m not sure I can trust that this is true.

I do think some young people these days have more failure in launching. I also think that we are now seeing in the west what we saw in Asia, Japan especially, where young people have all but stopped having sex and seem quite asexual if anything. I really don’t know what (or who) to believe. But they seem so convinced of it all. I wonder if this isn’t why there is an undercurrent of negative energy floating around the family. And I will end up telling LLB in response about the incident with the two boys at the birthday party and we might all agree that, if there was any question about identity for my young friend, then he might feel ashamed and actually quite scred to be who he is. I will wake up tomorrow morning, in advance of this conversation, synchronistically, thinking a passing thought: That I should tell my young friend that if he wished to declare himself that he should know how much we love him. But I will end up thinking, after dinner tomorrow, that this might not be as true as I’d like to imagine.

Though I have written quite a lot I only have about two hours left of the train journey (I’m currently on) to record all that has transpired over the last, now, five days. Damn, I still have five days to fill in here. This is not an auspicious way to begin the new year perhaps. I need to fall into one of those incredible modes where the words just fall out of my fingers as if coming through one of those machines recording stock market results. Slow and steady but without interruption, perhaps. I am moving backward and forward through time here today and doing my level best not to just sound like I’m saying any old shit. I’m also on alert for being so revealing as to cause any kind of unkindness.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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