Cancer 11° (July 1)

 

Wednesday. Not a lot to say today. I am simply trying to get back into my research process, deconstructing the chapters of our existing book so noto repeat things but also to reaquaint myself with that particular process. It is dismissively taking offers a hot deceptive but then again I have had great city distractions and I’m not used to really working this way so I need to put my break into the best I can Without driving myself crazy at least doing it this way I have the opportunity to stand up and walk around and even move my body from time to time which will be a boon. There’s certainly no point in getting physically unwell offices writing the book and as they say sitting is the new smoking. It is a struggle being isolated as we are although I am typically mark left and most well I shouldn’t say clipped I should say used to unrelated. It’s not a good thing and if there is one thing to take away from all of it the fact that on the other end should we ever get there I need to change my loner ways. Just freeing myself from typing alone rather spend the time massaging some kind of pain cream into my hands after last 30 years of setting up send screen tapping in tapping and tapping away. I have a great ambition For the next week edit mainly involved sorting through or sifting through all the minutiae in my brain Not to mention All bets cluttering my desk and stuffing my file. Once we get past this full moon Going to start meeting some sacrifices utilizing the fireplace in the process. I know that this could be a powerful time And I know that there is a certain meta aspect to all of this and really I just have to gain some ability when it comes to speaking or reading it dictation Mechanism getting it too recognize my voice so it doesn’t know the difference between the word two and the word 2 see what I mean. and sure it’s going to read somewhat like a God awful Dada poem And I have to keep my eye all the letters appearing Before me on the screen Striving Toward articulation not quite understanding why certain words are made uppercase certain words are made lower but I’m going to avoid super punctuating in any case as it seems completely beside the point.

More Cancer Woman Notes:

190 When she falls in love the challenge begins. She is out of her depth. (Does she marry those she doesn’t truly love because it’s easier?) The date today’s living with major challenge the day-to-day living with a mate challenging I have turned off the fan that would be easier cancer woman finds herself emotionally out of her death just spend the rest of her life I’m really struggling to honor the Paragon of sentiment that’s when I she’ll leave her wild waves behind critics will balk and damn her happiness in light of her previous escapades but she had no regrets cancer will make jetsam a purple so called wicked ways. She would have kissed an overage of frog achieving certain deliverance period now she eagerly takes on the role of happy homemaker by day happy slipper by night

these two sides of her are not mutually exclusive she can leave the kids with the sitter and have company for man to a swingers joint or strip club stuffing bills into g-string. Threesome even foursome with same sex between she and other female she’s a thought into man to man stuff fairly contemptuous well she is consummate bisexual. All must involve the female some way. She knows she is more sexually advanced than others drives on seducing straight laced more proper types than herself woman that is. Unlike Aries female she wants to open a woman up demonstrating her knowledge how to pleasure another girl aficionado of her own erogenous zones.

when gay completely never looked back lesbian Crab different from straight counterpart. Taking men Out of the equation has a drastic effect skipping all that Cinderella posturing remove optical to her wise woman mode. Gay cancer woman Embraces self righteous heaven in view of the world with a parental bent. She takes on the role of nurture and ruler of the roost. Faced with no male impediment to leadership. Straight cancer could learn a lot from her. Gay crab girl especially adept at melding professional and domestic dynamics into integrated lifestyle. Setting her own free flowing hours. Getting into her own rhythm an emblem of self sufficiency whereby attracting other women to her appearing begin female strength. She is alluring to those who respect and wish to emulate her as well as opportunistic sugar babies looking for a big Mama either way she’s inspiration. She is gently pushy with a mate investing more and her mates well being . Emotional mentor never barking orders but cautioning and careful like a second grade teacher as opposed to some hard nosed professor. Most attracted two wholesome girls next door . She offers a lover a taste of empowerment. Foreplay especially for filling like An extended affair lingering laoding touching kissing. Lovemaking for her in the momentous occasion But she holds out longer than her straight counterpart. Frequency sex something to be engaged in Super consciously worship is a keynote she expects to receive Veneration As well as affection . She reveled in offering it

loves breast fondle sucked it will squeeze giving receiving massages public reciprocation is a must it’s one long extended vagina monologues. She seeks to floor every aspect of her and her partners share feminine experience. Emphasis on gender issues self help cancer inspirus both of them towards self realization . She can be be a new AG character woman with a Y Whole Foods stores body work menus chords astrological domestic environment assault and talking smells scented candles Kitty litter oh natural fair no razor insight literal female outpourings mostly orally siebers role of sexual guru employing all she has absorbed from many volumes on the joys of lesbianism lining her towering bookshelves in line sex spiritual discipline the doubt every erotic experience with that sort of significance for world is a private yoni verse cozy coven of friends crowd tipped away from Y chromosome

more a social climber than her hetero sister embracing lesbian causes politically wielding power within gay community and society at large marches her agenda into power breakfast and board meeting hairdo’s breast solidly in place. She will ballbust big boys all the more then her St counterpart getting the gold if she’s the right individual for the job. Add thought surrounds herself with gorgeous gay hirees whom she grooms in her image. Many accounts are matches made in the workplace. Weather composting dinner scraps or chopping competition to pieces she maintains a high opinion of herself her accomplishment power couple to beat he social appearances at things of social, cultural and political import. Dual dynamism a distinction she worked towards upholding the bedroom too . Lite is never something one might label to Cancer’s sex life seems she never comes up for air profoundly pleasure her partner concept of quickie is anathema. She expects the same in return No beating around the Bush a lover must dive headlong snorkel sex is a private affair they’re willing to throw in the kitchen sink she draws the line on introducing the third party . She is ultimately concerned with stablishing the stable home life. Monogamy is about most importance and sanctity is an aphrodisiac What what is whoa it is to a partner who has a roving eye the crab employs a signature vice like grip in relationship intends to live happily ever after.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 486-490. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

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