Capricorn 17° (January 7)

Weaning off eating out. Will end up only doing so once this week which is a huge improvement. I will end up only giving myself twenty-four days to get the health in check. It is so important to do. S. said yesterday she wanted to take a break for the weekend which I totally understand. I make the mistake, I suppose, of reaching out to her an emotional level; and I can almost feel a retraction happening. Leftoever corn and risotto. And then I’ll do the hotdog thing for late supper. *OK so from what I can see I’m looking at what’s called punch list: Apple TV back hold on I have no idea what this says. (The whole Parenthetical thing is so fun because underneath all this purific sorrow I know I know that sorrow and joy go hand in hand I know that like everything is paradoxical and that’s that particular paradox it’s oh what is the paradox of each of the signs and houses that’s a really good thing to ask well myriad paradoxes but yes sorrow and look at 12th house pig ecstasy and uh gosh what’s the opposite of ecstasy nothingness oblivion I guess I don’t know not quite, maybe numbness, that’s a really interesting well see this is the thing I wish that we had philosophers I want to do what the French did and they said like I want to be on a you know a sophisticated talk show I think I caught the tail end of that but using the Zodiac intelligibly you know every you have people on here who believe in God and your pastors and not the other and you know you’ve never had on a serious astrologer you know and you know for a while now people my friends will tell you too like nothing you’re going to meet my friends that I’m introducing you that now I’m not saying anything else I’m not saying anything else but the fact that once you get inside the whole like you know buy into the noble live astrology then you know like it’s all math like you’re into another universe where it’s you know all the math is the same it’s just based on this premise and you know like a lot of trump supporters it’s from an earth perspective like where like everything we’re revolves around the earth not the sun so uh is that a funny monologue? Well you know I have to say this voice recognition technology at this point is really freaking amazing I feel like I’m in some sort of relationship you know because for the first time someone’s hearing me with accuracy. Oh my God that’s a funny joke too um hang on don’t go away. My memory really does suck, more and more. I looked up the restaurant Aquarius which we loved in the Marais; turns out it had only just moved to Montparnasse, but now it’s closed. The galette de blé was delicieuse. Anywigs, it does fall under the category of heartbreaking I feel. I am reminded of maybe wanting to write something in the future anterior, which is much of this Blague. The most perfect little condo in Gloucester. I feel I could be happy there. It’s funny because I’m just now going through these legal pads I found in my ongoing process to review and record anything viable from any notebook or notepad and this particular legal pad is almost to the day applicable 2 this blog so I thought that was pretty funny and not so funny as the fact that a lot of the stuff on the To Do List is still on my To Do List a year later like water pik teeth whitening figuring out zoom anew anyway yeah it’s all the same as men.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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