Capricorn 23° (January 14)

 

I am playing catch up as best I can today. I will go to The Grocery and get all the fixins for dinner with E. and B. tonight. I will also head down Brick Lane where I will find some soy-based cup cakes. We will have a jolly night we four. S. bought some fresh tagliatelle and I am going to make a fauxlognese sauce for it. First, we will have a salad of grilled gem lettuce, fennel, artichoke and goat cheese. We have this lovely biodynamic red that is super terroir. I’m really loving it. I did manage to start to tackle catching up on finances and also on mapping out exactly what occurred when on this trip but it has been nothing but a blur. I still need to get back to the LLB’s about going to Venice; but nothing feels certain and I’m a bit upset about that. My own bed I’m lying in. I still can’t believe I can be such a menace to myself and others but there it is. No use trying to brush it off. Always better to accept the facts of these things.

The sense of entitlement that stems from these characters is so strong. One of them will have the social grace to follow up which is nice but there is a general lack of concern and a spoiled nature that is unfortunate but there you have it. It is Tuesday, which means it must be Belgium and somehow that makes a lot of sense. I’m finding the whole thing eye-opening in the extreme. I have to look up Hilton, Paddington. Check. And I have to list some action items on which I can riff in the coming days. My goal is that by the time we arrive in Paris I have sent Meg everything additional she might need. And maybe start to revisit and revise old ideas—why not!? There is no irony, going back to the other thing, about having it all. “She thought she could have it all” applies so much to that character. I really need to sit and get my head on straight this week. I’m not all over the place that is not strictly true but it is time to assess and get some further shite together.

Not to say all Aries are Buddhists, but their natural brand of spirituality is hinged on the upper-case Self as the highest form of power, while they tend to be pretty self-y in the bedroom as well. Taurus ache with a need for belonging, seeking and inviting rapture, both spiritual and sexual. Gemini desires communion and community, finding spirituality in the company of others, if not sleeping their way through the congregation. Cancer is all about being born again, real or metaphoric baptism being just another watersport, re-creation and recreation going hand in hand. Leo aspires to godhead—enough said. Virgo is all about the service, whether it be the ritual of a mass or sacred sexual rites, they are programmed to receive. Libra is a creature of divine order and beattitudes—if you don’t take their orders you can expect there will be attitude. Scorpio spirituality is profound and shrouded in mystery just as they are secretive and sphynxlike in sexual relationships. Sagittarius is shamanistic in their visions and expect extreme, exhaustive states of ecstacy in both their spiritual and sexual life. Capricorn takes the pulpit position, in full faith, delivering others from the depths to the heights, back and forth, back and forth. Aquarius is in an eternal state of revelation, forever having their minds blown and blowing others. And Pisces seeks dissolution, to become one with spirit and lose themselves in sexual experience.

Feeling goals/generators and drains/want what you have/i am the most beautiful one in the room/you are the celebrity/three-fold appreciation. Something about being all black or white. I dunno, I need to think about it. These are the things we can think about doing. I could use a little help on this score perhaps. Maybe I don’t do enough. Perhaps I juggle too much. I definitely do not have a routine. I could surely stand to settle in more. Maybe that needs to come first, I don’t know. Whatever happened with this court case for instance. Maybe we only need a certain amount down. Maybe I need to be more entrepreneurial. I know I could use a tipping point. There is no good reason why I don’t have better ownership. I wonder how tacky the people are that LLBs are visiting in Asia truly are. I know we can make this happen. It isn’t a fluke. We can soar now. That thing Su said to S., it’s such projection. She makes a living as a consultant and yet she is a complete mess. I like the way we are. We just really need to figger some shiz out. Peace out.

 

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

 

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