Scorpio 29° (November 21)

We went to karaoke after all was said and done but David didn’t stay very long. I didn’t stay much longer but it was fun, nonetheless, to just be out, not even really spending any money. But golly am I tired and I was nearly falling asleep such that I was so desperate to get into bed once crossing the threshold home. Home. Well I suppose that’s what I’m calling it. What will happen four months on from this date is that I will still be in the thick of it. And though we will finally (after a few bad bouts) be communicating, it will not be on my terms and, more times than not, when we have set a time to speak, I will wake up to a text postponing the event. It makes me feel so unimportant and so much like just anybody somebody avoids. It also just feels unfair but that isn’t a word I can use, in a landscape where one must choose them all so carefully. It is all too easy to make the other person scare. That is exactly how I intended to write this sentence. I see from my menu plan that I just eat grilled cheese on this day which makes sense. Like a broken record I will lament eating out on a loop, but it will not stop any time soon, if ever it does. I will keep postponing trips to Boston for doctors and such, and won’t actually leave the Cape until April 1. Truly April Fool’s Day. I will still be very sad as heartache becomes the default feeling. It would  be a good line for a song. I will owe Kip some lyrics. I don’t see why I can’t get certain things down on paper. I know I am a good writer, but I put myself in positions where I constantly feel behind the eight ball and I have to do something about that pronto. Qui parla?

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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