Aquarius 3° + 4° (January 23 +24)

Slept twelve hours. Worked on the Blague catch-up and a bit more on the script. I don’t know what to say about people any more. They just don’t seem to get it. I will set my alarm for 9am tomorrow and work on this in the night. This is actually the last night where I am going to be off schedule, sleep wise, fingers crossed. I need to stop relying on the gummies to knock me out. That said I have some extra steam today and some extra time so I might as well make the best of it. The thing is I really am doing my best and I really am trying to be as creative as I can be and to let all the bad stuff just fall away but I feel like I’m always put in a position where the goalpost is moving constantly and nobody wants to admit their part in anything else but all they want to blame. I am absolutely going to make sure that I am never never ever again in a position where somebody could take things away from me. It’s just not going to happen and I’m going to do everything within my power to make sure it doesn’t because it’s just not fair. Right I’m going to ******* everybody hates me I’m the one who’s the troublemaker you know give me a break I’m so tired of being vilified I’m so tired of people pointing the finger at me I am super talented super creative super smart and there is no reason in hell why I can’t just go on and do what I want to do. I try to involve people I try to help people I try to nurture people I try to draw out their best self and this really is a plus when it comes to doing the consultancy especially but yeah I mean something’s gotta give folks because I’ve spent now seven months seven months in a very dark place and I need to get out of it and I need to get out of it now. 

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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