Gemini 8° (May 29)

 

Wonderful day. Gummies in the wee hour when I awoke sent me into Nirvana sleep. I rose later in the morning in this sort of sleepy state I haven’t felt since I was in the summer of my fifth year when all I had to look forward to in the waxing morn was to going to day camp. I ran away from day camp often but I don’t think it was because I didn’t like it…?…necessarily. I also dreamed I wrote some text with multiple double negatives which were hard to follow and we laughed about that. Attemped a walk on the ocean side as it was so sunny at the house but as we drove to the beach it was all clouds and it was absolutely freezing and damp and people were leaving the beach like refugees. So we headed over to the bayside instead and had quite a lovely stroll and managed to do over three miles in the end, anyway. It’s a much easier walk so not as good for the glutes but…anyway…

The final Wednesday morning watching the previous evening’s Fosse Verdon which is probably the best mini series ever to be produced for television. Sam Rockwell is fantastic but can’t hold a candle to Michelle Williams which is kind of perfect given the theme of Fosse forever overshadowing Verdon. I read somewhere they might bring it back but that just seems impossible given the full circleness of the ending et al. It was a perfect gem as is anyway. The way Michelle/Gwen said Bob was the way every woman of that era seemed to say Bob, which was with a sort of jovial contempt. The character she put over seemed the 1970s Everywoman to the max. It was actually at times even a bit painful to watch because it so directly evolked long buried feelings associated with my early seventies childhood, mainly, of single-digit age.

I wonder how much of my pain is referred pain. I mean it literally but as I type this I see the metphor involved. I am on call today for clients and will speak with one in particular. It’s funny because when I do experience certain (real) it might be when I’ve taken some oils or something medicinal. It’s like the medicine reveals the something there, instead of dulling the pain more precisely pinpointing where it’s stemming from so in a sense making it worse and yet isolating it as if to point out to me the spot(s) where I should be focusing my breathing and meditation, creating that kind of pain that at least gives you the sense of potential healing, a subject, in astrology, expecially, that is always so paradoxical. And I do welcome the direction even pain might give me.

Besides writing some solo work; separate from acting in a play, I do think it could be interesting to study screenwriting. Something tells me it’s a skill set I could aim to secure. In thinking about WOW or any creative writing work, prose in particular, in can be to varying degrees helpful to consider the whole world of the thing. Something Leo’s are particularly good at I would also like to be a botanist “to co-create with god”…Harry Potter is a world as well as a single character. And we are once again back at the A of a Y. I really multi-dutying here but that’s okay too.

 

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

 

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