Libra 6° (September 28)
Day Forty-Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. It just struck midnight and it is now officially my birthday. I don’t remember that last time, if ever, when I stayed awake to ring it in. I will be shocked if any friends remember. I will be floored if I get a wish from the onetime sigother. It is now twelve o’one. So I can stop flirting with the notion. I did not receive word which felt very cruel indeed. But that seems to be the new normal coming from the other camp. I don’t quite understand it, but then again I’m not going to try too hard to do so. Going to focus on putting this little party together next week. Tonight was very weird in the end. I got picked up and we went to dinner but someone doesn’t really eat that much; and they just drink water. There was never the slightest eye contact. I felt more alone than I would have if I stayed in and ate a cheese sandwich. It will turn out to be the last time I see this person, at least to date, as it is still Boxing Day. I say still but that is probably the wrong term. I am trying to remain positive I truly am. I think I’m capable of doing some great things once this is all over. Anyway, I am taking inventory of all of that as best I can. But on this night I remember feeling so very low and much more lonely that had I stayed alone for the night and just watched bad TV or whatever. I had this knee jerk reaction that there might be somebody out there who could easily just slip into patronizing role; but that is too fear based and should really only be part of the equation. If ever there were to be one. I think what I’m realizing is that I have different nets I can throw into the drink. I have a good deal of territory to cover today and I’m starting super late but I will get there.
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