Scorpio 6° (October 28)

Day Seventy-Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Going for gas, but hey couldn’t inspect the car in town so I’m heading to Orleans to do it. It’s a very windy day. Will stop by Friends again to fill in. It’s a very Cape Cod sort of day. Chicken salad for lunch and Turkey Cheese sandwich for dinner. Still in a dearth of vegetable. The power is still out in Orleans but they have a generator. There are no working traffic lights. Making traveling in both directions pretty tricky stuff. Anyway it is something of an adventure I suppose, but I can’t feel that. My sorrow is so acute I can barely see out of my eyes at this point. As I come upon this memory or that I do photograph them just because they remain a souvenir of our past which has been so very extensive. I don’t want zero contact like this it is truly killing me. Move out day is supposedly midday November 1, but S. will have to get an extension because I’m not leaving until then, it’s just not possible. Having had no power which means only being able to pack until sundown, has really put a damper on things. Like I needed more of a damper. Sheesh. I hope to never know this level of searing emotional pain ever again in my life. (Writing this from the future to my past self I say: Yeah, good luck with that. It will get a whole lot worse before it gets better). All hands on deck, all two of them—what can you do? She is sending in a “remote team” to pack up everything that is left behind. I have left her everything she has requested but for one coffee table. I’m leaving all the art books. I’m taking just half the astrology books. She can keep both beds, and all the furniture and kitchen items she had requested. Anyway, it’s what it is. It can’t be helped. I feel sunk.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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