Gemini 15° (June 5)
Reading Virgo Woman chapter of Sextrology, gathering together any and all material I have on her and putting that all into a single file. Then I will be returning to the proposal itself, Wednesday-Friday, tweaking the proposal all the while I’m away. While beginning to process of reading multiple Blagues a day. I should give myself ten days for the proposal and ten days for the sample, from soup to nuts. Part one 16-25; Part Two: 26- July 5. Print it out. Make changes before we leave or tweak while traveling. Two months to go until Festival at that point. Three months, say from, today. [I have to say I don’t recognize the person that wrote all of that] And now that there has been a dimensional shift, I’m here to tell you some fun facts. Like I did fuck all today but go to the beach, cook, have a meeting, go to the dump food shop, run errands and do some shopping and otherwise run three businesses. And honestly it felt so relaxing because I just fielded things. Some days you have to just field things.
I miss Fosse/Verdon. I love class television because it’s good and it is broadcast in your home. Oh, so: iPhotos did something sinister which was to ping me on my laptop tempting me with “memories” and one of them was Paris when I took nude photographs of myself, which wasn’t itself alarming. But what was is how thin I was in 2014. And how I’m so going on a diet right now. Watch me work. But yeah so I got delayed a day. And as this entry started as a to-do list why don’t we take it one step further. Certain things I’d like to say like: Sweetie you have to beam in. But I don’t do it. And if you wait twele hours then sweetie does beam in. We are all on the same page or almost nearly. I asked my friend D. if she knew J.T. with whom I’ll be sharing a holiday. What once took a digit now takes a mile.
I’m sick to death of all the people I have to say. Watching that asshole at Buckingham Palace, the Brits normalizing this shite. Not having heard back from certain people (friends) what are we supposed to do? Molly coddle them? Fuck it all. I am losing my own shite today to be honest. Seriously finding myself at a crossroad where I can not but suffer a bit. Suffering is a good thing actually. We went for a long beach walk over three miles and I feel physically together. But I still think my nerves are way on edge. I’m hoping to break through certain barriers. We shall see. I’m actually at a loss for words today to be honest. I know it’s important to keep up with this daily but sometimes I just find it so much a chore. I think where I’m at today is sort of giving in or over towhat’s what. For whaterver reason I’m no longer willing to hang on to so much of what defined my existence in the past. Anyway it’s three days hence and I’ve slipped into some sort of emotional miasma these past few days. I’m realy not sure why. I have to work on my own personal sustainability. I got this!
To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°, for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360 degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.
Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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