Cancer 6° (June 26)

The fatigue is now total and I’m giving over today to just cleaning and otherwise getting organized for the big two weeks that remain with three weeks to go before hitting the boat. There is much to do but it will all be done. I need to use this platform today, tomorrow and the next day to get all the wording down I need to move the needle on all the projects that are currently spinning. Not an easy task and yet I’m not going to see myself as backed against any walls. I may be disappointing myself slightly on where I wanted to be when it comes to hitting the road; but even with that I can’t take too hard a line with myself because it just wouldn’t be productive to do that. I know what needs being done and I am surely determined to do it. Exercise is what I need this next fortnight to feel good about myself and surely that is soething I can affect. I can also keep that going on the boat and try to make it as much of a throughline as I can I ‘m going to avoid all the dairy and all the grain and really pound the nutrition which, let’s face it, is what I usually do. Funny to think this time last year I was painting and preparing for visitation from the high school friends something from which I still feel I haven’t fully recovered.

There are many hours in a day and I know I can make this fun for myself. I am surprised that we’ve had no word from the lawyer as regards the accident. It is getting ridiculous. We were rear-ended four years ago and we are still waiting on insurance companies to even depose us. It is such a racket that people who are the victims of such crimes (and it is a crime) are put through the ringer and further victimized. It’s the way this country works. It wants to tear us down. It meaning corporate America who doesn’t give a flying fuck about anybody. The first debates are tonight and I will stay up to watch them. It all seems somehow beside the point I don’t exactly know what I mean by that. I use to get so excited by things like this but after these years with J.T.Barnum in the White House, we feel so hopeless. John Kelly is involved and sits on the board for companies that runs private detention centers. The racism and rape is so deep. I think the Russians have full dossiers on pretty much everyone that has worked in the administration and that is diabolical connective tissue here. I’m sure of it. The father and daughter are drowned. The father was just twenty six and his daughter twenty-three months old. I just can’t believe this is all happening here. Talk about needing gummies. I don’t know what to say. Anyway, I’ve descended into feeling really crappy about all of this. And we definitely want to to try and transcend but, sorry Michelle, but going higher doesn’t seem to be working. We need to start playing hard if not dirty. We need to start punching back this pig.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

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