Aquarius 28° (February 17)

As it dawns on me that all communication is cut off I am now experiencing one of the lowest days I’ve faced in a long time. I’m thankful that I have a session today with a client in Alaska. It dawns on me how different our perspectives really are and how much built up resentment there is against me, which is understandable as I have my own version of that which built up over many years. There is nothing to be done about it except to try to move forward. Anyway I will never get out of bed today, that is the upshot. I will rewatch the same movies and programs I’ve seen a hundred times and I won’t only do so all day long but also into the wee hours of the morning. I won’t fall asleep until nearly four AM. There is one dream in which I remember throwing a bunch of pens into a kitchen where S. is laughing hysterically with a friend on the phone, and it is very much set in her house growing up in terms of the layout of architecture, I go running up the stairs and she lovingly follows me and tries to grab me but I’m crying so hard it turns out I’m actually crying in real life and so I wake up crying and shaking in the midst of a jag. Another dream also wakes me up but it is more a sense of danger that shocks me out of my sleep. Of course part of me waits until she will be awake in the UK so I can try again to bridge the gap. This day is perhaps the darkest of all in this process because we keep making progress and then that other shoe drops. I know that she hit a wall and I try to be so empathetic to that but I’m hitting one of my own.

December 11

Royal blue is an expression of your regal air. You can come across haughty (and we know you’re super naughty). Excitement is almost an addiction. You do nothing in half measures—thankfully your brand of excess is health, exercise and unbridled confidence.

December 12

You’re as expansive as the yellow plains. Nobody is more generous with, or accepting of, others. You embody freedom and it’s liberating to be around you. All, children especially, benefit from your belief in surpassing human ability of which you are a living example.

December 13

You perceive the paradox in everything, evidenced by an aura of peridot, a color native to your opposite sign, Gemini. An enlightened Sagittarian, your third eye is fixed on finding compromise solutions and tertiary routes in negotiation that please and appease everyone.

December 14

A mordant red portrays your inherent edge. A challenging character, you take nothing on face value. You deconstruct and distress in the creative process, just as you break down belief systems to forge your own philosophies. In relationships you need acres of space.

December 15

Demure for so demonstrative a star-sign, your birthday aura is ultra cool and creamy. You’ve always risen to the top, fast-tracked for successes. Perhaps this is why you seek quiet and comfort: To counteract the excitement, luck, you tend to experience every day.

December 16

A mysterious Sadge, your day is lacquered in a Chinese red aura. You’d go to the ends of the earth for a dream, goal or interest, excavating untapped parts of yourself in the process. This also happens via inner journeying, which you do, if subconsciously, every moment.

December 17

You throb with a congo pink vibe. Rhythm is your master, as you follow your body over your mind. Even your intelligence seems to manifest as physical grace and poise. Your higher Sadge mind connects seamlessly with keen animal instinct. What could be sexier?  

December 18

Rose madder is an ancient red which expresses your old-soul Sagittarian nature. A fugitive color, it doesn’t hold fast. And in your wisdom you know most things in life are fleeting and that attachment brings suffering. Style-wise, you illustrate how less is more.

December 19

Sky magenta is a blue-red blend of opposing colors that portrays an ability to forge beauty out of conflict. Even if emerging from a contentious background, you position yourself as an often creative force behind which everyone rallies. Your style is classy with a twist.

December 20

Not one to avoid the obvious, Tiffany blue portrays your on-the-nose philosophy. You give yourself the best things in life with nary a sense of entitlement. You live for the day, prepared for tomorrow. Neither borrower nor lender, you avoid the emotionally bankrupt. 

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