Cancer 21° (July 12)

This day and night is the last time I want to feel as low as I have. Tomorrow will mark two weeks and I think that’s quite enough time in a state of despondency. This shit is definitely real. I will make a little pasta and try to normalize as best I can. And then I completely lose it and it is actually one of the worst nights. I tried to do a little something: Just as the Leo woman is the most likely to walk in her ruler Sun, finding her place in life where she can excel, blazing trails of glory, so too is the shadow that is cast by a dissatisfied Leo that much darker and longer if she isn’t passionately engaged in a life pursuit. Symptoms of an unfulfilled Leo tend to include grousing and a rather grouchy need to tear down others she feels are ringing bells and grabbing brass rings, targeting other women especially. To cure yourself of being, or avoid becoming, a female Garfield, that armchair autocrat, pointing fingers at others’ would-be foibles, we prescribe getting a notebook, perhaps in a putrid color, into which you are going to write your gripes about people, places and things instead of voicing them. Every day, as you’re tempted to bad-mouth someone, let’s say, for this or that, just jot it down; and then ask yourself is it a valid complaint or just so much sour grapes. Put a check, a v for valid, next to your “good gripes” because those you can do something about. The sour-grapes ones will forever be consigned to the notebook never to be repeated again. You can always read back to remind yourself of those, but mum is the word on them from here on in. Now, this is where your gripe book becomes something of a grimoire, that is to say a wee book of spells: You are going to take your valid gripes, stated in the negative as they are, and you are going to isolate the upshot, the therefore positive thing you see needing doing to right that particular wrong. As such, you may find yourself reaching for this notebook multiple times a day, perhaps, recording your gripes, flagging them valid or not, and turning the valid ones into positively actionable items. It’s all food for thought in that, by way of this process, something will jump off the page for you. In fact, many things will. And you will ultimately have a list of possible passionate pursuits that you can take on, and with which to run on your own golden path.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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