Cancer 3° (June 23)

I had the weirdest fever dream that i had this pimple or cysty thing under my arm that wouldn’t sort of pop, like a boily sit that never comes to a head, and it was related to why my arm hurts all the time and finally I decided I’m extracting whatever’s in there and this teeny tiny batterie, like a computer chip, came out; and my first thought was has the battery been in there leaking and is that what all this pain is about. As I’m typing this I’m realizing that it probably relates to a fearful suspicion about the silicone thingy in my chin, (my parent’s decision I really didn’t know about prior to reparations for an accident I was in whereby I was hit by a schoolbus in a no-top, roll-top jeep which flipped completely over). Anyway, it was such a creepy dream and I just now remembered it’s what woke me up, actually, at 4am. and here I am still awake. I don’t feel I’ve done nothing and in fact it should only take me another three hours to get through six pages, which means 12 pages in six hours, which means I could conceivably deconstruct a chapter in two days which would equal forty eight days total. But if I mapped out, say, eight days a month to do two four gender signs that would only take six months. Meaning that, starting in August, through January, I would have all these chapters laid out which would be amazing. I could start with Libra and go back around. This wouldn’t be so tough, really, I would just get into a rhythm and anyway it’s a lot of Blague written in the process. I like the idea of it. Anyway I’m lost in drag queen names suddenly. And though

it drives me crazy when you see someone’s seen your message but they haven’t responded to it I need to let that shit go. I’m actually really grateful I must say and I gots to cut folks a break. It’s a busy day for every body anyway.
Mimicking bordering on body snatching

  • A mozaic is a positive thing**she takes in their beneficial qualities, influences. Am going to liken this mechanism to the digestion angle, taking in good, discarding bad, wheat from chaff etc
  • Incorporating into self, appropriated from others and sometimes inappropriately. Rizo!
  • Just as she conforms to what men want, she likewise assumes the quality of women

haven’t I said this four hundred times already? Talk about needing what’s “next”, what’s new! Jesus.

  • Empty vessel becomes a vacuum sucking up to people in every sense of word
  • Her wake is strewn with women “females whose identities she had assumed” then, as a result discarded. Everyone she meets becomes a small portion of her. True for everybody but…Mother Earth will Swallow You!!
  • Spits women out but churns, again another crucible for change, the men into instruments of positive change and nourishment for the world at large. Makes them more productive for sure. We can make this about people not men or women. We can say that some people she chews up and spits out and some become her steady diet.
  • She brings health to situations shenurses financial and all kinds of health. Meanwhile she’s milking it. Patronage is one of her superpowers, not least when she aims it at herself. While she does brings out the best in people, removing impurities. extracting goodness. What is purity but the removal of impurity. She can also make or break. In even the most petty ways the unevolved Virgo might seek to undo another’s reputation. The sixth sign house association with hexes. Virgo might have that power while Libra, the white witch, is more the lightworker.
  • The ultra-irony being that, when it comes to her most personal relationships, the only kinds that make her truly happy are those where she isn’t playing this role, needing to “blend or fold so fully” in his/her/their life.
  • symbiosis to be saved, in love relationships, for the purely sexual level, but also, not actually paradoxcially, for the purely spiritual elements of the bond; remember these do go hand in hand for her.
  • And still she may go for tough guys bikers, rough edges, tortured artists, unwashed heroes. If she does, though, she should know it for what it is; her pain comes from wanting and trying to change these characters, a notoriously stubborn lot. Wendy again.

So the perfect mate is a composition, a collage who takes this in-the-rough approach to life but needs none of and indeed rejects her tweaking.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

 

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