Libra 21° (October 14)

Okay so this is the last of the metaphysical mohegans day, and that seems fitting as it is indigenous peoples day. This is a reinvetion I can definitely get with. I am trying very hard to have a genuine experience (did you see the irony there?) but I’m not convinced it’s going to happen. The trick is to be okay when it doesn’t and to stay vigilant in some ultimate expectation of fruition and not giving up the ghost which will only cause myriad problems. The Glow Plan is simple: Drawing on the ten years of experience doing the festival and five years of the series, where we bottled the festival philosophy, the aim would be to raise money to create a “moveable festival” whereby we would partner with dozens of venues in small cities and towns, ultimately, throughout New England, enriching the cultural landscape while providing work for progressive, non-commercial artists. In effect Glow would institute a neo-vaudeville circuit of sorts in New England, all powered, non-profit through private and corporate sponsorship donations and grants. That really is the long and the short of it. I would thus like to find twenty companies who could give me fifty thousand each, as one million dollars would be needed to fund artists moving, in rotation, from one venue to the next along said circuit. I really think this doable. I am wondering if I shouldn’t … I never finished that sentence. So we have taken a little trip to the stores and bought some lovely things, sweetie. I really want to have stuffed clams on Friday with salad. Tonight is pizza night with salad. Tomorrow will be Salmon with tarragon and epinards. Wednesday and Thursday will be chicken based. I will have soup and such on Saturday and Sunday. I need to get the festival calendar. If I decide to show up with a check (to this party on the twenty-sixth) that will just be what happened. We chatted in the car about the Paris scenario. It seems so many renovations on apartments everywhere, and it’s also happened to Paris, is away from bath tubs. I don’t know girl. I think I might just decide to rent an apartment year-round there and make it work. I don’t need something this fancy. I need bold moves based on some solid intel.

Tomorrow our Haute Astrology books will go on sale and I will look for that promotion. I don’t know what to do regarding the tee shirts. I have put together the seeds of a press kit but there is no real follow through; I don’t think he understands that I am asking him to do work on it. Deliverables is something that not everyone is good at executing. I will do my two doctors calls today as well. The guys that work in the field for news agencies are always English and sort of clean-cut rugged. It’s such a type. I always feel so happy, say, on trips when we meet new people. And the bonding always happens so completely. And then it dissolves just as readily. It’s the way it goes I realize. We will stay up for a bit and play by the fire with our salad and pizza. I am coming out of whatever fog seems to have descended on me these last weeks, a result of feeling like everyone I’m dealing with it set on some lower speed than I am. I just want to get all the motors running, especially those that are creative and remuneative. It has been some time since I’ve worked with other people and I’m not that used to it I suppose. I really have no time for people’s laziness, bullshit or excuses. It’s just not something I can do. I have to be the bad cop too it seems in this equation. I got rid of that disease whose initials just happen to be V.D.. I will tomorrow change the narrative and get out of this personal ranting head and start talking about the various signs again. I’m actually thinking about all the books I want and need to write. But it really does hinge on hitting this new one out of the park. I feel a lot of pressure. Still I am up to the challenge I believe. I just need to get over this particular hump. I have to get over feelings of dread. That is probably my biggest demon to vanquish. I suppose it is a form of fear. I feel it as part of social anxiety. But mainly I feel as if I’m going to fail at things at which I previously succeed. I need to ritualize this I think in order to make a real difference. A fake it till you make it moment of sorts, but even more than that, really. Just choosing certain alchemy changing the physical landscape. This is always really important for anyone with any Virgo in them. I really am dealing with the Undeliverables on every level. But it will do me no good to be the voice of censure; I always get shot when I do that. The messenger once again putting his position out there. And so I will rise above and focus on my own happiness for the coming weeks. It can be an empowering time if I allow it. So Mote It Be.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree pointof the Sabian Symbol will be one degree higher than the one listed for today. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365 or 6 days per year—so they near but not exactly correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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