Capricorn 7° (December 28)
Grilled Cheese and more Shepherd’s Pie. The following is in my journal from September: The big takeaway is her highness is planning on speaking to me again once the paperwork is final. I want to say: Never mind playing chicken with ones affection and friendship. What I am here to say today is I hope you never treat this person the way you have treated other close friends. That you don’t end up slagging her off the way you do others closest to you. I’ve seen it. I’ve witnessed it. For instance if you wondered why it is I haven’t seemed to like the oafish one. it is because I’ve witnessed you both trashing someone so close. Anyway, we know we are talking about the best human I’ve ever known who is not one to carry someone else’s purse or to be subject to any derision. You may find this ironic coming from me but that is because you do not exist within the relationship evidement. You can’t have an opinion I know the things that must have been delivered as reason behind doubt. Still nobody stops to ask how or why it happened. I tried day in and day out to address issues but….well, defenses went up. September was a difficult month. There were reminders popping up of J + C’s wedding which I never was able to attend. I ask myself how I’m going to survive this. I absolutely loved being part of what really felt like a family. I have lost a great many friends over the years and obviously I would have had some part in that, not just bad luck with…well, everyone. I have too high expectations. It’s baked into the cake of Sextrology and everything about the Libra man, the Apollo archetype whose premier myth is that of rejection by Daphne (and it’s a theme that repeats in lesser myths), memorialized by her unwillingness to succumb to him. And why? Because, like one might imagine it would be like to live with Sting, the Libran Apollonian archetype can just be a bit too much, specifically on that great expectation thing. These things may occur as “accident” but, as we said in Sextrology, Linus too falls under the Libran archetype. At Halloween he awaits the Great Pumpkin in expectation and, as we also likened, Pip of Great Expectations as well. Pip means seed and, in keeping with its so-called opposite, really, axis sign of Aries (the male principle pointing to literal seed, sperm, from the symbolically phallic symbol of the sign plus its rulership by Mars, named for the premier, and most, masculine sign. Anyway, this is just me spouting off but I do wonder that you wonder that I still do this. The plan is to immediately archive everything and start completely anew, using the first quarter most specifically, but, then again, I am writing this part of this entry so much further into the future where books and TV shows just might be possible.
To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°, for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period.
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