Cancer 14° (July 4)

Saturday. So today will end up being a pretty powerful day because it and in a ritual after a rather wild night and I can tell you because I’m writing from the future that the ritual is held pretty firm And I imagine it will continue to do so um mainly as a way of marking not just the end of a recent error with the full moon lunar eclipse but also given the fact that it is the end of the eclipse is being in the sign of cancer and Capricorn It is the end of longer trend of dare we say lunacy. I don’t need to tell you how fraught things have become and I have nothing to add to the conversation about the uncertainty that we’re all facing. I do know that it’s all too easy to lose oneself in the anesthesia of the moment whatever that might be but it doesn’t really too much to make us feel better in the end. Fleeting moments of pleasure don’t contribute to lasting joy. I realized as I’m saying all this in a pretty quiet voice now that the dictation mechanism is picking me up pretty readily and not making that many mistakes in the process which is good. Hum anyway the point I’m trying to make is that while certain things may have served a purpose at certain times they have a way of no longer doing so and so that was the basis or will be the basis of this ritual depending on How you look at the creation of today’s entry as I’m doing it on June 8th. We’ve been in a regular rhythm with the cosmic kitchen I’ll say it’s so much easier this time of year being able to go to our local fish market which is attached to our local vegetable market run by husband and wife respectively. Like in Paris we could pretty much shop day today and the fewer times we have to do a giant shop in a bigger store the better although we are running low on certain provisions how long with patience. I’m really glad I’m not in Provincetown now as a matter of fact I have friends there that are leaving and going to Boston they think it’s such a disaster the way the town is handling this pandemic and they don’t feel it safe there as they do even in a bigger city in an area where there are more cases. It really is a matter of personal responsibility and there are so many drinky ******** that show up in Provincetown this time of year . So I keep forgetting how puritanical my dictation mechanism is he keeps bleeping me out. I didn’t actually say he I said it but I guess my dictation mechanism on here has a gender pronoun preference as does everyone these days it seems. With so many things going on in the world I don’t know why people are further categorizing themselves and each other if somebody wants to call me Mr or miss or whatever I don’t really care I’m not going to get into this subject so it’s so touchy I have close friends on Every side of every argument it seems lately it’s just so exhausting.

So I will stock the cubby next to the fireplace with drywood and collect the kindling such as it is I’m realizing now that maybe the local farmer has taking away the kindling I put outside yesterday but anyway that’s neither here nor there. I have no true desire to sit out in the sun it seems that every time I do it feels so strong that I’m going to burn up but we do have these lovely lounge chairs and now that the 2 cherry trees have finished with their fruit this season I can put out the cushions which are white without fear of purple poop stains as that was being typed out I was wondering if I might even Get bleeped out for using the word poop but that didn’t happens there is a small blessing. I’m continuing to fill the coffers in anticipation of what might be a tricky time ahead who knows what this time will bring. We’ve been singing at the piano And I both sing again tonight I’m sure because I plan to over serve myself in advance of this full moon Even though I’ll probably pay for it tomorrow mostly in the sense of nervousness I’m going to give over 2 my last hedonistic urges before you eudomia sets in . All I can say is thank goodness for the Eurovision Song Contest the story of fire saga. It has completely change the energy around here offering some much needed comic and cosmic relief. I’m looking around my office right now and it has never been so uncluttered so in the process of my procrastination which I’ve come to dub productinating, I have done so much busy and menial work as a substitute for the real tasks at hand everything is so ridiculously in order I have no more excuses it seems which is a good thing because what with the turning of my behavior and I will be returning to my farmers hours and sneaking in As I put it to work well it’s still pre dawn So as to trick my conscious mind into letting some process move forward before it seizes up and panics and wants to Bolt and do other things . Also are in such a good rhythm with the kitchen and other aspects of the household that I can begin to start delegating some of the midday meals anyway and you get a clear shot to mid morning where I might actually be able to get some yoga in as well and so during the next week well less than a week actually 10 days not even I will be setting myself up for the beginning of the real work at hand which is the stuff of actually drafting chapters . Yes chapters for new book an interesting book I hope it will be one that will unfold and well for some kind of new insight into the larger subject of our manifestation. It will be sticky there is no doubt about it but I want to get through the stickiness as early as possible in the year and really focus on Polishing in the second half the year basically it will take six months in the former process and then another six months in the latter or rather 24 weeks and 24 weeks which is really just 48 weeks with a break in between and then For weeks buffer at the end and then Yeah just hand it all in and no it will come back will then have lots of time to give it even more Polish but I am rewriting the story and the headline of the past. I am going to write a book and handed in before it’s due to keep the momentum going that is the most important thing at this juncture in my professional career as it relates to book writing. Took me a long time and even double that amount of perseverance to get to where I am fighting against some pretty heavy obstacles thrown in our way courtesy of our old publisher and we will address that in due time. There will be a conversation And we will be very clear as two our expectations in regard to our overall reputation and so forth. And you can mark my words we are not going to tolerate any further gaslighting of any kind by anyone those days are long over. So here we are and I am sitting by the fire And I am stretching out my arms in my hands and shooting my energy tored the flames and making that ignite. I am a psychic with documented power and yet I don’t wield it are you there I bring it forth and not always reliably. But that too will be changing. We have been seeing clients fairly regularly and I’m getting a sense now my abilities might have taken a little breather but they seem to be back with extra punch now so I will build on that. Mainly I’m just going to stay out of my own way and try to make each day that much more relaxed in the next even in the face of mounting responsibility . And I’m going to try and feel that in my body I don’t want to be stressed anymore not even slightly I want to be the most relaxed version of myself I can be the least anxious the most focused the most self caring. It’s funny I’m already writing the next book in my brain and I still have this one to write of course but that’s the way I’m wired this happens often Where I need the next thing to work against in doing First things first which is always been a challenge . But again I look around And I don’t see any obstacles there is always something to distract me but there really just isn’t right now and that feels super comforting and encouraging.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 501-505. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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