Libra 24° (October 16)

Day Sixty-Four E.D.A.N.O.W.W. It was all about the packing all night long really. I made some headway but I also am now clear on the enormity of this situation. I will end up having a snack at the Fox and Crow where I have never yet been. It is a bit of a shit show and they only have three people working and my pricey cup of soup came in a paper to-go package. I know today was something of a stay in fetal position day ending with that bully tactic of receiving a late breaking and very annoying email from the other side. I am so looking forward to this portion of the program being a thing of the past, I must be honest. Doing a giant food shop at at Friends today. I’m sorry to have to inform my former self, from two and a half months later, that although things start to look a little bit better the fact is nothing gets better at all. It’s not necessarily anyone’s fault—or rather laying blame is definitely not going to be a recipe for any kind of success. I will do all in my power to be the best defendant I can be, which is such a strange thing to say. She has convinced herself that my anger was over something it wasn’t. My anger was only over one thing and that was the fact that she did very little work, pretty much always. I came to learn as our lives became even more tightly would that she does a lot of procrastinating, without any guilt in so doing (unlike me) and otherwise she pushes stuff around and makes endless lists. She is fine at having a lot of backing and delegating to those who have expert skills. But what you won’t believe, Bill, is the fact that, even given how hard she is pushing to have the one company to herself, she will end up giving up on it.  The only thing I can tell you now is that when it comes time to reckon with all of this you are going to be rather proud of your behavior and you are going to have proof in the pudding that things were never kosher otherwise. Also you may end up losing friendly feelings. I know it might be hard to imagine now but trust me you will learn great things about yourself and your capacity for kindness in addition to your incredible work ethic. But you will uncover certain home truths about those whom you’ve long plopped on pedestals. It mightn’t be worth it to invest any more hope in the situation. You are being vilified. You are being dragged through the rumor mill. You are not imagining any of it. 

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