Libra 30° (October 22)
Day Seventy E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Afterglow packing today.
In a Fog. I would have otherwise totally incapable of writing anything on this day. It’s just over a week away that I have to leave this last home where we lived together. I’m barely stitched together. I am distracting myself of course from the pain by simply packing, packing, packing, but also drinking low-alcohol-content beer that still refreshes in this choppy weather while not getting me drunk enough that I can’t hang out at my go-to restaurant for hours on end. I need hours on end. I need to be in a place surrounded by familiar faces and strangers to talk to. I need to be worn out so that when I get home I don’t think about how much I miss the love of my life. I need to pass out. But I can’t be drunk passing out or else I risk the drive, etc. It’s a delicate balance. I’ve always liked boys as much as girls, that’s no secret. But alone I think oh fuck: I’m so not camera ready to be with a girl—I don’t give enough of a fuck about boys to think along the same lines. As old and gross as I am, a male model could walk in the room right now and I would have no problem having sex with him (if that’s what’s on the menu); however, when it comes to women, I feel like I would be a total gross out to them, which might go a long way to explain my relationship heretofore. I just went to use the dictation function but it wasn’t working. You should know I’m writing this on January 29 of 2022. It’s a blizzard and I have no internet. Is it possible the dictation function requires the internet? That just makes me feel more spied on than I usually do. Good thing I type this fast otherwise who would have known what would happen. I will make a list of folks. Every person that can possibly help. And a list of those with whom I’d like to remedy stuff. I keep forgetting that fact and before we know it I’m going to suddenly turn into a pumpkin here and I can’t be caught out.To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°, for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period.
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