Scorpio 1° (October 23)

Day Seventy-One E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Packing Afterglow Office. Will get some beer to bring to Alison and Dave tomorrow—going to approach them about Afterglow. Will get a pizza at Montano’s. I know how in shock I am and how sad. It is really difficult and shall continue to be. It is unbelievable how much heavy lifting I’m doing with my terrible bad back. I am twisted out of shape and feel like I should suddenly be playing Richard III. It would be so wonderful to try and dip back into the world. Maybe find a place back “up” that would work for me yearround. It’s funny to be writing this in retrospect. I will on this day make it know that it’s a rough couple of days. If one is receiving my voicemails they’d understand. The memory lane thing is killing me. Anyway, I thought one would like to know that there is a basket of fancy gloves and winter hats that I will point out to the project manager. In fact I am organizing the whole office to make it very clear the breadth of contents there as well as in the basement and the bulk of books upstairs (which were not my purchases over the years). Everything that the other team takes will be forgone by me. I won’t want anything that I haven’t already taken. Perhaps some day one can borrow an art book or two. Sad to part with them but I don’t want to dispute Don’t know about the ukulele. Weird it will turn out there is another ukulele later on in this saga. (I’m supposed to be doing three of these an hour and I have to get into a groove. I’m pushing my luck now I know. you see The thing is I’m in the future trying to represent several days in the past when I’m so deeply traumatized that I don’t know what’s going on I’m in a nine room house with a full basement filled with 40 years of shared memories one of the rooms our office is completely jam packed with files as is the basement and the attic where I work I won’t know the enormous strain this will be in the toll it will take on me until months later . And I know every day seems to dwell on the same basic facts but that’s how trauma works I’m being traumatized in an instant or I have been traumatized in an instant I will be told how traumatizing I have been. But it’s such a bafflement in such a paradox because we’ve been existing day in and day out yes things have been rather contentious but for the most part it’s been business as usual a ritual unfolding of days and so though it comes as no surprise comes as a total shock at the same time first 

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