Cancer 27° (July 18)

Back to the dulldroms. I think I just watched Atypical all day. I’m writing these days later and trying to figure out from the blur what happened when. The other night, the fifteenth, when I sat at the sushi bar, the day Brian came, the day before our contract was cancelled. I wrote “Today was the day Dobie came to take it away. It was heavily emotional followed by a little bit of relief. But not enough. I don’t care no if I live or die. I have taken uber to Mac’s Shack I thinI learned that people suck. People especially suck when you’re been married to them for you whole life. I have to write big. And I want to die, preferably tonight and not by my own hand. I need to think of all the things I know and remember about that case. Has he feigned all of this and taken me for a ride. Is she presenting this as if its some kind of superior. That would be ridiculous. I want to get so something. I only have three days per sign now and I’m going to do it from four to ten in the morning. One doesn’t deserve to know me. This may well be my last night on Earth. I wrote that word clearly. Not that anyone will ever read it. I ordered a dozen oysters and I’ve just did it again. How can she do this? What a I’ve decided the way to refer to a case is to give them a c-minus. I have spent my life bringing along and now is is going to go beyond. My own baroness took me out to dinner. Fuck this shite, and I am going to move through this bullshit like nobody’s business. I will not be marginalized nor should I let shis sink me. I will be succeeding. Today was really the most depressing of my life. I will not be taken down by this I will not be taken down by it. Unfortunately I feel that there will be karmic payback for this. I understand in many ways that this is karma paying me back, although I do not think the punishment fits the crime. And it is evident now that friends have been turned against me. I’ve decided I’m not going. All the shite can move to storage and the businesses will have to pay for that. And if one thinks they getting [something] or any bit of what I scrimped and saved they have another thing coming.”

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