Leo  23° (August 15)

Day three. I forget slash forgot that the original purpose of the 8 days of William willing . Which is a much better title actually and I like the use of the number 8 anyway what I was saying is I forgot that the real purpose of that book at the time was the fact that multiple ideas flowing all of the same time can all be realized within a frame of it. That one can excel simultaneously at multiple things all at once and all in a short span because they have been being cultivated. OK well I tried doing a whole talk delete thing uhm so where was I right so it’s day 3 and the purpose and the sick respelling is giving me feels. Everything has to be now about all the different ways I need shine. That’s because the Fagan is rather really shine I shall do is would have been a very different conversation this is fantastic really fantastic the crown the crown the crown stand down Margaret stand down please stand down bolgrad stand down Margaret stand down please stand down ma grad stand down Margaret stand down please we stand down margrette stand down Margaret stand down please stand down Margaret I want to stand down Margaret stand down please . It’s now 3:40 in the morning and I’ve decided I’m going to open a bottle of wine because I can sleep whenever the freak I want now and my time being my own I do seem to make rather good use of it. The real reason I had to go was the indignity the absolute indignity of the entire situation that I would have to do continue to suffer we snide nothingness of someone called Lillian that’s the greatest thing about doing it through dictation because you don’t know what’s a typo or not wow I love this I have this fantastic idea for a book I have this function tested guidea for able I have a fantastic idea for above law and it’s all about my show it’s all about my show it’s the culmination of everything I’m doing and so long as I can fund it and find a place to land and to breathe wow dictation listens to singing. I’m still and I’m doing it living within the concept of my 80 days we just won no which is fun there is something very interesting and very Gertrude Stein about it there’s a way of understanding what is happening in random space and no one is going to challenge it I have this idea that is so perfect I have this idea that is so grand I have this idea that makes me feel that maybe I’m a manic depressive and I’m currently anomatic stage in a manic state. To find the phrases that were dictated wrongly only to be followed by the correct version and only due to articulation never touching a keyboard kind of ever again unless I can speak it I don’t want to do it and that might be my rebel lektion so one wonders is there voice recognition on safari or on Chrome or any of the other agents that give me carpal tunnel syndrome remember carpal tunnel syndrome. 

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Leo  22° (August 14)

Day two. It will turn out to be a terrible day in the end. Scapegoated by awful critters. Isn’t that for sure. Called their bluff and left. And read them the riot act on the way out. Remember I have often been accused of being verbally abusive. Anyway, I will head to be usual—it ain’t far and it ain’t bad. Please but I do have a way of attracting sadists it seems. Man, I really thought I learned that particular lesson with that particular person. It is true though that adage: Wherever you go there you are. By the same token I should have just known what doors not to walk into. I just want to think about the success of all we’ve done. And I still marinate in my own juices. This time next week I truly won’t be eating out any more. But in the meantime, I find it the best investment yet. I cannot remember the name of the woman who said she owns the building at Mac’s. Her first name, yes, is Sandy.It is actually it is actually 319 AM on the 23rd of August as I write this. The last week especially has been a blur. The dictation device is quite slow I wonder if it somehow hears me talking about it. The phagan episode of the crown really is the best bit of television I’ve ever seen. In hindsight, I find Lucille Ball terribly insecure. So on this day the day I’m writing about that is I did something stupid and I have spent the last week failing to make amends for it . And that is the truth. But I can’t handle the truth. My feelings are mixed. My feelings have always been mixed I just need to sort out how it is that I can express my feelings and it should be directed to them in the same way. There is no time. I’m obsessed with mushrooms. I need to get my life. I’m codependent even with my Barber. I love the fact that dictation made Barber uppercase . Name for a novel dictation like apalak Jason Pollock haha so you can spell Pollack . You have an intelligence heir dictation . I might be onto something and it’s sort of along the lines of this warts and all things I am sort of loving this though. And it’s fantastic that now you are moving faster her dictation, hum, you still haven’t learned to say hey a dictation ha ha ha well I might stay up all night doing what needs to be doing and then dismantle that one room and if I do so I think I’ll feel a whole lot better because really I’m doing three rooms at once meaning the whole upstairs which is fine. 

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Leo 21° (August 13)

Day One: Many moons ago I had this idea called Eight Days and Nights of William Willing. I’m not sure if it was meant to be a novel or incantation of something combined, but the general premise was to see the world as a malleable magical place. Which is funny typing now because I wasn’t an astrologer per se when I conjured this creative idea. But now I can say that the concept of a malleable reality (that what we perceive as reality is actually quite illusory) is very twelfth house. And I just typed the words very twelfth house into an email back to S. in regard to feeling like I was on the discard pile of life and how there may be power in it. Anyway this is “Day One” of what I have determined will be Eighty Days and Nights of William Willing, as never have I had to make more magic than I do now. And somehow I feel that I have put the ball already in motion. I have much out there spinning. But staying in the moment I will wake today and try to get my head in that important mode. I stayed up quite late last night and much of yesterday was already leading along a magical path so I’m just going to keep that energy going. I have to take good care of my physical body. I had weird leg cramps in the night. Dehydration no doubt. Please tell me when I get to ninety, I won’t be so narcissistic. I did write to Fenton tonight. People are funded and funnily enough not least of which the soon to be. I will be forwarding this to M. Always the short Italian girl at the long legged party. This place (and I know where it is) is truly saving my life. Here with all these familiars I see what could have been but never was. It was nobody’s fault but just at the moment we are taking certain nutrients and such the…I need to cancel the PT, call the doctor, catch up on writing. And stop doing math. I will continue to inventory on both our behalves. Heavy lifting is one of my forms of penance.

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Leo 20° (August 12)

Up. Back to Provincetown. Renew P.O. Box—bumped into R.S., we are having dinner next week— drop all the Perry’s bag on their stoop, get some more car product and go to Ruthie’s for a donation and in search of blue polo shirts. Came up pretty short, hit AM Thrift too. Salad with Miso Tahini dressing, shaving, getting sun. Left a message for S. I have a lot of ground to cover. I will do a night of work and dinner will be some mussels and asparagus. I have a false and cozy hope that I am onto something and I’m not. It will be as short lived, really, as this day. I know I will have to revisit this day and that when I am finally caught up to a Monday morning, I will be in a better place. I have yet to send pictures or videos of the rooms to S., but I will do so. I don’t know why I have to be threatened and also meant to snap-to at a moment’s notice when it is weeks and weeks that we receive no information back. The good news is I will get over the hump of being able to do certain things. And that might make me a bit marketable. Anyway, back to the work:

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Leo 19° (August 11)

Provincetown P.O. and bank where I was stopped by the manager about precious metals. Off to Wellfleet post where there will be another Chase bank letter. Then to Orleans, my first pizza slices of the year, CVS and a food shop, stocking up on Pellegrino. Back home in time for lawyer talk. Scan all the financials. Had conversation with Doug on the way to Ptown and got his brain back around the Wellfleet space and that was part of the convo with Mike. Took some videos of the house. Doing inventory and starting to make some headway me thinks. Stayed up too late and will not have enough sleep for first day today. First day or what you might ask? Too bad I’m not going to tell you. Anyway (my most overused word) I must keep plugging away if I’m to make this work. Being tortured by a lawyer just for airing my own feelings about my own life. Threats are not going to work on me so mind how you go. Some more astrological thoughts as I get this party re-started:

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Leo 18° (August 10)

Stayed in today tried to make things happen. Had some bacon and egg with cheese that ruined my sautée pan. Decided to bike into town for oysters and halibut ceviche and Rachel had her hair and face all done up. Sat next to Declan who works for Tony P. Had long chat with Brian K starting on my walk home. Spoke to him the entire time I pushed my bike across bridge through woods and all the way home. It was helpful to speak with him actually. I feel things are starting to shake out a bit which gives me hope. Spoke to Matty as well and then apparently he saw me on my bike. The pieces may be starting to fall into place although I dare say I’m not totally convinced. I’m feeling like perhaps the prospective place to live isn’t firmly in my grasp. The Ptown women meanwhile have got to be kdding asking what they are asking for what really is a dump, I’m sorry. There is no two ways about it. And talking about zero charm. Good lord. Anyway I don’t really want to have a back up but I will keep in touch with Billy in any case. I had to let the other thing go. Not for any other reason but that it was a thousand dollars overpriced and I need to get my mind around what I really want. And what I really want is to live in Paris in the winter which I’m hoping I can do. I need to take a year off and reinvent myself first. Going through all my writing and so forth. We have been famous in various countries. It looks like it’s snowing my eyesight is obviously shot. Today I was concerned I saw a ghost wizz by but it was probably just the congregate floaters in my eyes. I don’t want to want to think beyond a great deal right now, so I will end it where I began it and you can go fudge yourself. That year we stayed near Monge and never got any sleep at all in that tiny but very cool apartment. 

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Leo 17° (August 9)

This was the night I blackened salmon with noodles in a miso broth. I really didn’t eat much but a piece of toast all day. I feel like toast myself to be honest. The house is haunting me for sure and this week is yet the most pivotal. I am deep into lawyerland, and still scratching my head about that letter the other side sent. Sides. I don’t want sides. I want the same side. The obvious friends have never reached out. And the ones that did have ceased doing so. It’s all fine. I’m running around all week, like a pinball in a machine. I just want to start taking larger bites. I am definitely meeting people just by investing in my dinners out. I think I need to up the search for some back up places to live. I have been doing video inventories of the house, shopping cooking and cleaning of course, and starting to get my brain around what really needs to happen here. I will definitely at some point work on my resume and try to get things like that cooking. I think I have some clever ideas of what might be what. I can’t articulate them now. I really do need to start writing things down again, but it is just so hard. I will keep pressing on. I really don’t have much choice. But it will all be revealed and I don’t think I have to worry. I will learn that the work I have on my plate which is so physical is going to require my doing a 30-60 day Bikram type regimen. Otherwise my body won’t be able to deal with all that’s’ required to do. I will be putting myself into pretty strenuous work as the days tick by and this is as it should be really. Still one can only do what one can do. I am looking very much forward to having this next phase of life unfold—that will be more than just an expression as we move into next days. The Blague and the book must again fuse into one and on that note:

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Leo 17° (August 9)

This was the night I blackened salmon with noodles in a miso broth. I really didn’t eat much but a piece of toast all day. I feel like toast myself to be honest. The house is haunting me for sure and this week is yet the most pivotal. I am deep into lawyerland, and still scratching my head about that letter the other side sent. Sides. I don’t want sides. I want the same side. The obvious friends have never reached out. And the ones that did have ceased doing so. It’s all fine. I’m running around all week, like a pinball in a machine. I just want to start taking larger bites. I am definitely meeting people just by investing in my dinners out. I think I need to up the search for some back up places to live. I have been doing video inventories of the house, shopping cooking and cleaning of course, and starting to get my brain around what really needs to happen here. I will definitely at some point work on my resume and try to get things like that cooking. I think I have some clever ideas of what might be what. I can’t articulate them now. I really do need to start writing things down again, but it is just so hard. I will keep pressing on. I really don’t have much choice. But it will all be revealed and I don’t think I have to worry. I will learn that the work I have on my plate which is so physical is going to require my doing a 30-60 day Bikram type regimen. Otherwise my body won’t be able to deal with all that’s’ required to do. I will be putting myself into pretty strenuous work as the days tick by and this is as it should be really. Still one can only do what one can do. I am looking very much forward to having this next phase of life unfold—that will be more than just an expression as we move into next days. The Blague and the book must again fuse into one and on that note:

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Leo 16° (August 8)

Very Sunday today. Dinner will be oysters followed by scallops and jasmine rice and broccolini. I went to see the place today actually and was pleasantly surprised. Don’t get me wrong it is a dive but not so terrible as all that. I keep dreaming of Ireland and crying in my sleep. Really I’m still in a place where I really don’t know what to do. But I also think that might be coming okay. I don’t know. I really am suffering quite a bit. (Ya think?) I have had so many high school friends reach out and they really are the best. That and the friends I made on my own over the years. I don’t want to fail this evening. I do realize I can’t manufacture thoughts. I am just feeling. Not so far off really. And I’m used to going to bed, now at four in the morning. Imagine sleeping till noon. That would be amazing. If I end up doing what needs doing then that will be how it has to be. I have already learned I really don’t drink coffee—isn’t that weird. Me. I don’t drink coffee. I have been making myself a double decaf every morning just because. The tenor of the house is shifting. It is becoming more bachelor-ish in the sense that there is no more ritual. Everytthing is in motion. The dishes, the shopping, the cooking, the laundry, not to mention the packing and the putting together of some kind of life plan. I have been so wiped out, bedridden by the trauma, and alone. But I have had to kick into survivor mode or else. Yeah, or else. Yeah, or else. It will be uber fantastic. . I may be forgetting the most compelling part of all this. I believe that it was important to talk to Chris about it all. And the winter rental in Ptown really is a sad place and I couldn’t for a moment imagine myself there. On to the work at hand:

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Leo 15° (August 7)

Woke up from dream I went to N and got to play for awhile with G, who was like 5. You and I were meeting for lunch but I forgot to get the name and address you left off my voicemail. So Nancy called you and handed the phone to me. I was drinking a glass of milk. You said the name of the restaurant was “Career Suicide” but you said “suicide was two words”; it was a famous woman chef who ran it and it was somewhere in Boston or Cape Cod. Then the dream switched and I was in a group therapy session and Nancy had accompanied me. For a moment you were there speaking German to the therapist, but then you weren’t there. When it came time to speak I started crying saying “I wanted to be best friends and work on our businesses together.” i was hysterical and Nancy started rubbing my back. I woke up crying my eyes out and having a panic attack. Yesterday’s threatening letter from your lawyer’s office was very traumatic on top of weeks of trauma. Anyway, going to get right into the work:

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