Virgo 3° (August 25)

Day Thirteen E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters, Halibut + Risotto. It’s Christmas still. By the food I ate this day it is clear I end up back at Mac’s.  I try to remember what I felt like at this time. I correspond with the Astro Scapes crew, I try to reach Jonathan about mortgage stuff. I’m working out things with the horrible Doug. I have some back and forth with Shinnick. At some point I will put all these pieces of my life altoghether. I would love to get a house somewhere I can buy something outright. Four clients would be thirty K. A book deal might be another fifty. I literally need a two room cottage somewhere fantastic. I can sell it later. Just some place to put my dolls and dishes as people used to say. Anyway I stumbled upon some Leo thoughts: This works for the Leo man on a number of levels. His trademark confidence itselfOpens doors. There is never a whiff of desperation or even suggestion of a need in his for others too offer acceptance or approval or desired green lights and he’s not about to jump through hoops or work too hard to convince anyone of his abilities or to to provide him with breaks or legs up embodies being more and doing less one cannot reprimand the Leo and it’s he’s not looking for favors he is offering himself as one . Being so sure of himself and at ease leader who could easily head up project to department a team company or whole industry. On the flip side he isn’t one to much consider in what areas he has need for improvement which can be specifically difficult in his personal relationships. He is disposed to call the shots in his love bonds sometimes without even being aware of this default dynamic.  leo will have A lot of free reign in love relationships and family life expecting others to revolve around his schedule and he won’t make the kinds of compromises others necessarily feel they have to when settling into a long term commitment. He understands early in life what his interests and indulgences might be and he will continue to prioritize solo pursuits over those of familial demand. That naturally assuring Leo feels nary a need to make alterations to his lifestyle even as he may ascend to great success and become an increasingly higher earner many Leo man might been making major bank without others even knowing it as he often needs convincing to make upgrades to his living conditions preferring to sock it away for rainy days then squander on so-called luxuries he tends to be a man of simple tastes.

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Virgo 2° (August 24)

Day Twelve E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Lobster, Corn, Steamers, Asparagus @ Dave + Alison. So it’s actually Christmas as I write this. On the actual day I drove to Alison’s for the first time, bring some beers and some kind of snack I don’t remember. I arrive and the back yard of the house slopes down to a pond where they were swimming. I met her mother and daughter. The mother had a really strong personality. I bonded easily. Dave and I cooked, well first undercooked, lobster on the grill which the mother soon rightly pointed out needed way more time. There were steamers but I really didn’t have any. My overall interior is super, super sad. I miss my life so much more sometimes when in the company of other people, which is meant to draw you out. Better alone where all that is missing is the other person you love so well, but otherwise surroundings and self even can be familiar. So I have this idea of filling in over a hundred Blagues ahead between today and Christmas, which includes “reading” papers in, using the dictation button with which I want to refamiliarize myself. Also making a poetry document because I have folders filled with old documents. I’ve also thought about scanning them in; but I think it will be better to have them on word. I just super need to get a good tech guy in place to help me organize myself. I will also have so much jammed into storage that I will need to use the winter, spring and summer to start ridding myself, through sales or what have you, of this excess. I can surely sell out of the facility if need be, especially the bigger items. “Even just a decade agoa young crop of friends could come to Provincetown and as a group rent a house and all get jobs waiting tables often at two restaurants at a time, or landscaping, doing dune tours, whale watches, working in a shop or driving a taxi or any such thing. Nothing really cost anything. Now it’s been so bought and sold. It would be nice to find another picturesque village where one could hang his hat and winter rental in town. I think that will be my goal. I want a tiny place in a beautiful spot by the sea. Et basta.

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Virgo 1° (August 23)

Day Eleven E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Oysters + Sirloin Steak, Potatoes, Spinach. I need to make a list of what I need to discuss with the dog walker. First thing I need to do is confirm the signing and what he wants from the get go. The second thing I need to do is discuss is the bringing over things by hand. The third thing I need to know is the timing on getting keys. The next thing I need to know is about the storage above in the rafters and the storage below decks. Was meant to send me some kind of package. It will be kind of a blurry month ahead I feel but that is the way the cookie crumbles. There really is no way around it. Lots of sleepless nights. Just the way it goes. Been eating out most nights because it’s too damn hard to make meals for myself. I am obviously in a depression still and will be for quite some time I’m sure of that. How can I not be? The love of my life left me and it’s not like I’m going to snap my fingers and be over it. What I can’t anticipate is how much more painful it will be and how much more difficult others will make it. There seems to be such a disconnect between those I thought I knew and who they really are.

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Virgo  0° (August 22)

Day Ten E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Doctor, Doctor. I do need to make that phone call in the coming days. I’m just so worried something is seriously wrong with me that I keep procrastinating. Sundays are hard. It will be cottage cheese for lunch and a Monte Cristo for dinner with make-shift Russian dressing. I need to get out of this funk but I am doing a lousy job of it. One is definitely doing the best one can. I still haven’t cut my hair. I’m fine really and need to circle back and thank all my delightful friends. Everyone who cared for me and do some big party somewhere. Some place like Pangea. But it might have to be a Boston thing. I need to own my party. For realz. I need to own my party. I need to contact Emma and Joe. I need to contact stateside Joanne who isn’t nutsy cuckoo. I have mad skills. Mad skills. It is obvious in everything I do. I need to make Main Street. 

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Leo  29° (August 21)

Day Nine E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Today I would like to put all those questions back out to S. I would also like to finish up the little bit of inventory that needs doing and get those things plugged in. I would also like to write just one page a day (at least) every day; and spend three hours a day tackling the packing. I think that will be enough of that, providing some exercise in the process. Chicken, bok choy and potatoes. Had a good conversation with Chip about finances and what might be next steps. Yeah that’s about it for today. I look forward to all the possibilities. Why the ef not? Like I’m not someone who can date or whatever. That remains true. I am going to try my best to make this shite happen. There are so many things I’m saying that make so much sense. And I’m passionate and anyway if it doesn’t happen, it doesn’t happen. I watched Misha and the Wolves and like most docs it was good. I shouldn’t be trying to beef this up.

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Leo  28° (August 20)

Day Eight E.D.A.N.O.W.W. Clients. Networking Tony Z. I will talk to blast from past Carol Anne. Dinner of oysters and sushi. It was an interesting thing visiting Winslows, even if just to use the WC. I am happy to reconnect with Tracey and glad to know the food there is so good. I think the thing about today is the realization that I have many options in terms of what I can do. I just need a little bit of time to kick back and realize it all. It’s going to be a long and bumpy night tonight. I am in the process of inputting a number of Blagues. I know that spy will say how boring it is to read a blog about what people did that day. But what people do day to day says everything about them. Besides I’m happy to have a record of my life thank you very much. I am so appalled by my most famous friends who have all the fame and money in the world and still tear other people down. Not strangers mind you but their own best friends. In front of other so-called best friends. So how trustworthy are they really. It takes all my reserve and restraint not to effing rat them out. It would be terrible if I did, mostly for me. It’s so funny to me sometimes that I’m cast as the bad guy. That my speaking up is never valid. I try to speak up in the day but when people are not only mildly but hyper defensive it isn’t easy. For people born under the sign of the goddess who personifies a mountain fortress, we are talking next level defemsiveness. About the book: We needed more time from the get-go, add in fact we spent weeks trying to escape from Europe in a pandemic and then leave months prematurely and still we didn’t make a deal until June/July and we didn’t write during that time. We didn’t even have a deal memo until fucking May so fuck you world. And anyway we were going to be in the pocket. It’s just all so fucking ridiculous. But new and better ideas will emerge from the rubble, you will see.

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Leo  27° (August 19)

Day Seven E.D.A.N.O.W.W. The optioning. The Cars. Oysters and Boiled Lobster. How funny that I didn’t see this day coming. It’s not a big deal but, as with all things, I’m going to make this work for me. It’s all par for the course really. I am sort of determined to stay awake over night once again to make what needs to happen, happen. I am getting pangs of hunger for something I might not possess. But I do have leftover chicken stew that needs to be eaten. So I will have an eleven o’clock dinner.The house keeps going in and out of order but tending away from entropy. Which each pass that begins just staring into a room I find some way of understanding the environment. I will have to corral all the expensive art books into some place of their own. Truth is she really can have them all. Hopefully I’ll be able to visit. And the same with the pony stuff she expressed interest in. I mean otherwise I just might have to get back to you. I know I am a bit OCD, creature of habit and all that. But I fucking like myself. And if you are someone who doesn’t like me that’s fine. That just means you don’t really know me. I made a lot of mistake, broke a lot of shit (to use the Bridesmaids’ vernacular), broke a lot of shit. But shit is made to be broken by the truth. The horrible business of today is the truth coming out. But it will be a good thing in the end. I mean, truth is layered, truth upon truth so kind of whatever, right? I hope to read back all these last two years of posts when I get to March 21, 2022. The weird thing is that it isn’t so far away.

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Leo  26° (August 18)

Day Six E.D.A.N.O.W.W. The threats, the accusations, the bullying. I just need to move away from it as best I can. I know that my health is truly the most important thing. I am doing my best as always to keep the noggin bobbin above water. Still having trouble trusting anyone, really, right about now. I have let people get away with spiritual murder all my life and yet nobody ever cut us, well, now, just me, any slack. I have to start showing up for myself. I must begin to claw my way out of the crypt of this assassination. There are the tiniest, tiniest glimmers but nothing really substantive to hold onto as of yet. But I have faith that will change. I am not to be counted out yet. And yet, yet, yet, yet, I now it will be an uphill struggle. I know that I must dedicate my voice and fingers to the future. I must find away to swing on a vine over this debaucle. I am and always have been the smartest person in the room; I have felt that way since I’m a child. But when I feel there are those more talented (singers especially) I feel less than. Isn’t that strange. Well, then again, have you met singers? They think because they can sing they have the edge on every other talent and persuasion. This is not the case. Oysters, dumplings and cauliflower. 

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Leo  25° (August 17)

Day Five E.D.A.N.O.W.W. A little striped bass for a change tonight. I am trying ween off the restaurant thing. All the food I bought is threatening to go bad. But it is just so lonely to shop, cook, eat, wash dishes by oneself every night. I can’t even listen to music. Nothing cheers me up. The silence is deafening, the embargo seems cruel. I asked if I was that much an ogre and apparently not but wow it sure feels like it. I am inventorying still. Taking videos that will be too big to send. Writing this some days hence, I am finally in some kind of new place although I can’t say it’s a good place, just a different place, unfortunately a more jaded one. I never thought that I could feel like this. It just feels awful, really. I have much in the way of catching up to do—by the same token there is a slight sense of calm suddenly. I suppose just having all the information provides its own sense of clarity. I feel like I know who and what I am truly dealing with. And one of my best friends growing up, one who has been the one person truly there for me during this process. During this week I have been mainly lost in the day, punching my way out of the proverbial paper bag, still trying to piece together a picture of the truth. I really do think I stumbled onto a fun idea. But it could just be one of those concepts that make sense in the middle of the night. Either way I will have to revisit the (Not) posting. I long to get back to the place where I am just focusing on a page a day and I don’t have to try and pull things down out of the sky. I am hoping that today might be a start to that new reality. One can only hope. I am trying to look at the half full stuff and getting back into the magic is indeed part and parcel of it. I have to start embracing my freedom and some point while the agony of my sorrow still weighs so heavily. Hoping against hope is all I can really do right now.

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Leo  24° (August 16)

Day Four E.D.A.N.O.W.W. And just a general sense of finding my way in this world once again. If I am to own that one particular business, then it should be the thing that I do. Trust me I know what I’m talking about. I for one can with a proper regroup and look you know the first line of business would be to finish this book and get it sold and get it out there it’s going to be published one way or another. And during the month of September I will complete half of it and already be well in my second half. I just need my questions are answered that is the most important thing at this point and the next two days should be very telling when I say the next two days I’m writing this up On August 23rd at 4:30 in the morning guess time doesn’t exist and we make her own reality I don’t want any negativity in my life I must eradicated at all costs I should like to sort things out but I don’t think that’s the actual course things I don’t know I think I’d just take my money and run The only thing I could do is my best tomorrow is the 17th and then there’s the 18th and 19th or 20th 21st who is second and now 23rd I have seven more of these to do so I might as well spend until 5:30 in the morning figuring it all out and just saying whatever the **** I feel and if it takes wine so be it hear it I love the way **** is a four letter word and wine isn’t . But I’m on to something I already feel on to something I think I’m going to take everything with me and find a place for it all except for this giant bed I want her to have the giant bed or I’ll just give it away but I think I will take the piano I mean there will be no one there really seeing it with being moved in but also like I barely plan and if I were to I did invite the entire household to come up and sing I don’t really need chairs just I should make my own little bell cafe really that’s what it reminds me of the bell cafe the entire thing reminds me of the bell cafe and I really think I could be very happy there I think I can make it so cool so I hope it happens and if it doesn’t there’ll be something else.

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