Cancer 17° (July 7)

Tuesday. Two clients today. One can get a lot done in three hours I’ve been there I know. I was talking about Leo the fixed sign signifying consolidation and protection of feelings in the will determination emotions into a strong defense against the world of fear and barbarism. Leo is a fortress Camelot armed to the teeth with pride he acts the part of ancient sun King rot in the post diluvian age of miracles post diluvian we like post diluvian how man times can I say post diluvian I wonder.  Here is some more thoughts on the Leo.

Less is more Lions mane proof of masculinity naturally rugged manner and style soap disposable razor equals personal grooming naturals Robert Redford Sean Penn De Niro Woody Harrelson Unshowy jeans Blazers if not hemp. These men are private in the extreme exposing another misconception But he longs for the spotlight on a global scale. But since youth he’s always considered himself a star no matter what he does so it doesn’t need proof of it on a grand scale he expects people will be drawn to him and from that he selects those he deems worthy Arthur fills his round table with the best and brightest Shakespeare’s Henry mustard a shoe falstaff Robert Redford his fostering the best of film makers with his aptly named Sundance who’s your daddy approach to women. He projects health vitality he can’t help but exude florid radiance a Thomas eakins come to life can never escape his sunny planetary ruler try as he made to slink into a corner always attracting attention From male and female admirers he has a palpable presence supernatural bearing complete comfort with self physical easy easy to envy wholesome well proportioned body equally strong connected rope like muscles one continual flow head down to wide steady feet principle of completion Is symbolized by the sun First and foremost self contained possessed of his faculties firing on all metaphysical levels physical to spiritual he appears on the surface to have no disabilities or just functional behaviors nothing in his body language suggests weakness or dis ease he seldom leans or shuffles or shifts his weight rather stand square entire self held in place

207 archetype sun God helios paternal love and responsibility distant call dapon by son Drive chariot fatal fall helios with Elias the father for whom Jesus calls out on the cross RA the sun God from whom every Royal pharaoh is descended the great cat the Zodiacs expected praise

Like all fixed signs he is come hither for him laid back physicality candid expected look on his face mistaken for an open quality of an outgoing personality when in truth he’s anything but extroverted most people don’t hold much interest for him. He’s blatantly nonchalant a glowing presence coupled with arms length insouciance this is the seat of his charisma . Like son who radiates heat vitality power authority others are prevented from getting too close. Suits him fine male friendships few to none save for the one Queen or boy Prince maniacally monogomous forever expecting to meet makes no room in his life for close relationships delighted to go through daily routine solo happening upon people a slew of acquaintances avoiding the bother of investing himself emotionally. To 99% of population He is untouchable unattainable. People get burned by him his sunny looks belie ferocious smug personality being snubbed or scorned by him go to pet a tabby in its Garfield

as beef its Golden Boy status coloring is orick and Ruddy flushed blotchy blonde red hair even when Latin African Rather flushed . Thickly tousled locks coarse straw like texture low hairline weather face wrinkled kisser welcoming lafflines temples bushy browed dry skin Sunburning freckling careful against moles in cancers . Best way to spot him is the sheer size and symmetry of his head and facial features big headedness metaphoric as well. Close up one wonders what seemed so warm and welcoming there is a decided edge to his mien.

Page 208 Bible book of Kings post to livian Echoes Arthur divine authorship authority by virtue of Excalibur might for right Mark Twain arthuro ducks one who saws attracting nights recruiting lads magnetic figure to whom others naturally defer

laugh lines narrow and fix hard to get him to crack a smile ample lips tightly pursed into a pucker reluctant to express pleasure winning is smiles reserved for momentously pleasing occasions even when he does offer a dog it grin Smiling at people rather on them we find ourselves court jesters at times

naturally fit fat phobic body fascism sexual partners. Blessed as he is with undisputably masculine physique he’s confident enough neither too accentuate D emphasize it an aversion to anything artificial means cotton and wool preppy Brooks brothers polo Lacoste made to measure V shaped torso forgoes ironing for the clean crumpled look. Pectoral muscles her perfect chest well defined rarely the battle of the bulge flat middle meaty big boned hard mass thick skin not fat powerful legs never a gym rat with pumped up top and reedy legs equal distribution Oversized hands feet solid grounded . Is package not lacking in that Department not overly hung but thick. cajones too are outsized creative power, the virility resides in relaxed low hangers. Goodly body hair, symmetrical, blundoish. Not hirsuit in extreme. Pubic area may be sparse I now disagree and wiry rather than dense triling to buttex inner thigh. These areas rarely glimpsed. Not spirting speedo. Full length trousers, button down shirt in August

He can hold out for sex long. Can be valiant to do without. Until someone worthy comes along. He sees himself as sacred king RWT. Can’t consort with just anyone. Sex is sacrosanct, heart must be in it. 2^nd Quadrant Emotion means mystical significance of his organ, power in its purity. He operates from this chakra.. The heart, beating with tribal rhythm, ststainment the fixedness of life. Leo is one and same with this organ, followers inclination of hiw own, bent on being true to deires, keeping pure but never settling for 2^nd best.  Amour proper comes before others. Until a queen (ahem) arrives. Often married childhood sweetheart. Otherwise works through string of ladies, holding a contest for himself. RWT to other aspects of life, gauging 5^th house courage and devotion. Someone who will buy into superiority trip with him. Power couple others genuflect

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And we’re back Leo fixed fire losing the spotlight no matter how localized place in the sun Will lure potential lovers

Never on the make revels in watching women throw themselves at him the one where he makes love connection Approaching dating as entertaining that is considering various female consorts for his affection Native of the 5th astrological House of sports and games happiest when the competition for him really heats up this race for him is a spectator sport he is resplendent in the role of first prize once a woman at once strong and feeling autonomous yet fiercely loyal haughty diva and public vulnerable girl in private not so we might overpower her but rather please protect and come to her emotional rescue. Drawn to women who lacked father love ladies with the tough exterior hiding an ultra tender aching heart the male Goldilocks has a tough time finding that woman who is just right that is not so needy or so strong to be ballbusting

despite Noble intentions habit of putting made it through the mill makes him a Royal pain in the *** he runs hot and cold testing a woman’s emotional stamina he expects her to be Jayne on the spot he toys with her affection Even if disinterested. Little sadistic streak stringing along bimbettes call it again cat mouse . He kicks back and watches females jockey for his affection If in more malicious mode will invite interest for the opportunity to re buffet. Telegraph’s on we so harm have received an arrow on a talk show doing others a huge favor bratty. He sours on women who continued to make themselves too obviously available ironically.

211 Lions yawn It is the powerful woman in her own right that captures him he won’t succumb to the pushiest female like tourists. He seeks a forcefully feminine partner who demands to be wooed in such a way that benefits a Queen He looks for a woman who deserves him who better than one to be deserved by him . His rightful mate. Life in absolute terms people are either good or bad winners or losers. A woman is either right or wrong for him. No Gray area. Relationships are all or nothing. He never settles for anything approaching a compromise.

Father figure to women. Someone to adore. The original social distance are. What he really wants all along is to be called on the carpet and delivered an ultimatum. He can be a tyrant with others but must treat her like gold champion and protector she’ll never again suffer slings and arrows. A woman’s haughty imperiousness is an aphrodisiac.

212 once an earthy woman of substance a regal peasant counterpart to his picaresque hero. Noblesse primitive. Guinevere to Arthur Cleopatra to Caesar. Like a lion in nature meets with the Alpha female of the pride physical strength symmetrical perfection Literal wholesomeness signalling health and beauty in the animal Kingdom. Drawn to dark slow eyed women Sultry sensuality sturdy full figured frame. He is a fat phobe but likes curves hourglass. The sun personified once a fertile earth mother. Shower his procreative power. Never feels a woman would be too much for him. Middle Eastern Latin Mediterranean Indian African. Darker the Berry sweeter the juice. Lands of the native lion Chieftain Kings primitive customs.

Life with this Noble Savage has brutal moments little simbiosys generally on his own path in the course of his day like helios unwilling to deviate life is ritual sacrament doesn’t function on fleeting feelings but heartfelt interests personal bonds are few he must keep fires going increasing them into passions 5th housed drama of the ritual sort theater and religion being one of the same it’s all the passion play daily routine imbued with symbolic import kotin existence reinforces his role as a solemn presence on earth just as ceremonies surrounding a sacred priest King is meant to reinforce the unseen power of divine sovereignty you can’t spring any plans on the Leo and what what is to his mate if she questions how he spends his time

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not only most monogamists male but looking at foreign goods is as bad as fondling them prides himself on loyalty. When unhappy in marriage he may grin and bear it rather than admit defeat. He’s not want to seek sex but will let love find him if he falls in love he’ll head into the sunset when he goes he’s gone. He can be hateful. If he is the one left in the lurch he has the hardest time recovering. Sulking for years. Only let the most loving subjects into a circle of trust like in meet the parents doesn’t see covenants easily broken

Sex should be natural occurrence as it is for animals drumroll if not fanfare when he finally unzips his fly . The act of sex is a big deal and it’s a turnoff if a lover doesn’t share this height and dramatic perspective he hopes the experience is of great magnitude in her life . She shouldn’t be too seasoned Arthur expects guinevere to be pure.

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He is the final word on everything striking inability to view moral questions subjectively Let alone irony. Sex must never be sleazily favorite flavor is vanilla prides himself on no perversions he is a righteous cat. Attracts by embodying Noble intentions invites certain corruption For those who get off on seeing his rectitude slip. Inclination toward dominance in role play partner submissive can have a sadistic streak ruling with a firm hand those he loves and cherishes but mainly not a kinky bone in his body not as fixated on the physical aspect of sex as men of the first quadrant. Nothing if not intensely passionate marathon lovemaking sessions playful kissing spooning holding rolling around a bit rough and tumble taken slowly if not lazily 5th House of love affairs every time should feel like the first time even married for decades the bedroom is the sacred space

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sex with studymate is like a sweet tryst from our past others might find it bland guenevere did cheat on him with the French guy read oral a lover could play the hootchy kootchy courtesan.

getting him to release the beast whole days crumbling the sheets full day of sex on the weekend. Ability to maintain an erection. Natural rhythm multi orgasmic elevating simple acts kissing no bells and whistles sexual healing. Playing with his testicles fingernails clawing his back posterior scalp neck he never tires of the same program every day is a new day light BMD

216 she is on her knees to her King in service delivering dramatic discourses on his prowess and magnificents more elaborate fantasies include French maids outfit cliche he may fancy retaining complete control remaining clothed while she pleasures herself tying her up using her at will some sort of captured wild woman Cavewoman. shiba dominating a fierce ***** taming shrew he doesn’t discuss sex outside of the relationship sheltered in above all

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disallowed any self loathing regarding homosexuality at home in locker room with straight bodies sneaking peeks less than hetero guys do. Outer Crowder no parades unless he’s grand marshal poster boy for normal wholesome natural in the bling homosexuality gay King flexes muscles worthy of power leading a normal life looking straight serves other purpose attracts female friends who make up this adoring fanbase drops hints about his past straight exploits male friends or straight too puts male friends face through trials by fire one is forbidden To express opinion about his choice in lovers however

218lover out of character goes for straight D tricky types slumming it loste male orphan

guys his own age guy from a similar background school socioeconomic sphere but less less sunny more shadowside straight goes for Becky Thatcher OK goes for huck Finn **** him shower affection healing in truth a dearth of sexual experimentation Could derail his relationships

219 God complex appeals to someone seeking patronage his lover might simply have his eye on the perks but bonbon eaters beware the lion Must at least believe his lover has an ambition He is the most jealous man hottest temper

three Suns out of the question He is an exhibitionist believes his lovemaking so authentic and passionate wants to share it with the world deep kissing body contact let himself be blown His lover assumes his fatherly friend would drag his daddy act into the bedroom even on the receiving end not one to engage in Funk fest’s **** penetration expression of passion Sharing of emotion is static aspect of sex

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 511-515. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

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Cancer 16° (July 6)

Monday. It’s pretty much smooth sailing today, or should be. As I’ve been illustrating these past several months, I have no idea where that sentence was meant to go. I am trying to be super strong right now and not give into thoughts or behavior that will derail me. It is actually better to step away than it would be to try and force any issues. My soul yearns, but then again it always has. I can’t imagine being in a better place than I am this year ahead to write a book so I have zero excuse to be grousing over any of it. Fairly soon I’ll be in a position where my days can end fairly early and I can have a rather easy time. The trick is to make hay while the sun shines and not get derailed, which isn’t easy I can tell you that much. I’m going to spend just a couple more days getting ducks in row, and anywhere, there are a thousand things to do. My dream life has been off the charts (like off the charts) vivid and amazing, and I think I’m more addicted to dreaming than I am to anything else, so I don’t mind making sacrifices, really, in the process. We will figure this all out as we go along. Anyway I’m back in the astrological saddle:

Leo Man review…

• Golden boy, gleaming figure, great charisma, like king, word is playground for satisfying desires which are noble by nature
• Not duplicitous bone in body, prizes honesty,purity, grabs what he wants with pure conviction.
• Unshakable self-esteem, inspires awe and worship in others who bask in presence
• Confidence in masculinity, recognizing no equal, natch assumes leadership roles in bed too
• A notorious cut up, class clown, all personality overshadowing his wholdesome good looks
• Is regarded with schoolgirl wonder. A sexualized Tom Sawyer, almost comically self-serving
• Heart of gold. Doesn’t fall in love easily. When does it is sacred and enobling.
• Driven by strong emotion, not mere expression of lust. Rarely sordid or kinky
• Hetero bonds smack of old-fashioned sweet hearts, with men even more moralistic, sharing abundance of affection , left cold by more overtly sexual aspects of gay life.

Page 198 sidebar principle father principle 5th precept sun and Leo concepts of authority absolutism power supremacy as well as wholeness if not totalitarianism father principle represents the belief that divinity does not stem from natural tangible feminine source but from an unknowable abstract all powerful force the motto is I will

he is ruled by the sun Which revolves around him rules a number of precepts. Leo man A real know-it-all a symptom of deep psychology that disallows him from viewing the world from any other perspective then one of unquestioned soul command. Not so much a scene stealer but someone who pins that label on others considering the default mandate in conversation to be his own. To his mind what others think say is so much bluster and pretense while he is always in control of the sovereign truth. Divine right. Steers clear of others with an obvious agenda preferring deferential company. His slow diatribes entail retelling of his daily experience making it into something legendary. One might wish he came with an off switch. Still better to let him be in filibuster mode. Because when he silent and withholding he’s stifling hurt or outrage. The lion with thorn in his paw injury makes him dangerous. Sulks making those around him miserable . Infamous temper tantrums. In general good humor. He can’t help but hold court . Shining benevolence . A brilliant raconteur diatribes rivaling Beowulf in length. Undisputed King of the jungle no glitch or irony in taking center stage. The Noble Savage meet those marked by the rule of Kings divine right. Cancer to Leo mother to father model of the universe matriarchal to patriarchal rule.

Page 199 planet symbol son tepix individual ensconce within divine sphere integration of self with the whole of creation The shield of helios like the central sun in the Zodiac the hub of the wheel of human interaction King surrounded by court Arthur by round table

biblical context book of Kings Solomon David Arthur Tom Sawyer who is triumph over in zhenzhou mirrors David and Goliath. Leo Incarnation of these archetypes inheritor of patriarchal power his word being law also law of the jungle survival of the fittest might as right I will equals desire and determination code joined we have since said to want and to intend for something all stems from position of authority including his masculinity linked to authenticity being a natural born leader in a world of pretenders phonies and parvenus

5th astrological house Co creation with God and fun and games recreation in both senses of the word his way is the right way his view of existence is absolute . This explains why Leo boy is such an infamous wiseacre showing little respect for authority other than his own Perhaps with exception of his own father whom he tends to worship. Convinced more subjective intuitive views associated with the feminine mind are inferior. Sun symbolic of harsh reality of day as opposed to the mystical world of impressions ruled by the moon

Leo is a realist suspicious of anything too woo woo fixed sign 2nd quadrant a hotbed of manly kingly feelings courage pride valor nobility dignity respect and amour proper (self-love) in contrast to cancer sensitivity sympathy susceptibility. Cancer rules the stomach Leo rules the heart and back passion and resolve both signifying will. 5th house creativity Fine Arts but always on guard for artifice. His creativity is natural weather strictly reproductive or in terms of his own role as an artist atma logically linked to Arthur and Artemis both archetypes of the sign

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sidebar quadrant emotional environment where feelings about the world are of prime concern. For Leo importance plies passionate heart level loyalty honor human dignity strict morality moral code the second quadrant is also mythical and mystical aspects of life

If Cancer is mystic then Leo is mythic

Not into the highbrow stuff typically. He despised his formal settings and attire needing to feel relaxed and comfortable. Not interested in pleasing or impressing one takes him as his is or not at all. This applies professionally and in his private life. Equal parts Noble and Savage he thinks himself better than others something he may admit he considers conspicuous finery as symptomatic of the superficial soul. Early birds on the work front are nothing but pets and Brown nosers. He is no romantic hero transformed by love like cancer he will have it on his own terms

Tom Sawyer at heart pick a rest figure everyday roguish hero bucking authority exerting formidable power over others 5th house fun and games sport and amusement natural athleticism not infused with much in the way of team spirit unless he’s captain. Collectivism only works if he is the one orchestrating the action Arthur assembling his Knights Tom Sawyer whitewashing that picket fence . The sport and amusement or at others expense . Not the merry prankster Gemini is he is a jokes they’re only as an extremely practical one like the sun Others run circles around him sometimes for mere amusement . Turns others into gestures element of having associated with those whom he has cast in some role or other geared to his own entertainment. Fixed fire sign Distinguished as concentrated magnetic life force . Passions into purposes re creative spirit shifting as he matures from pure laddish enjoyment to laudable self invention Noble intentions become fervent fixations Prince Hal. Often outright obsession with gaming and gambling horse racing link to helios imitating the sun

Page 201 sign glyph Lions mane masculine power virility might is right rule natural world survival inevitably belongs to the fittest if we were still in the jungle he would be our natural overlord

Leo is archetypally associated with helios dutiful but notoriously put upon Charioteer racing is steeds devotionally. Archetype as meaningful manifestation His divinity is linked to function he performs Leo man often finds it impossible to shirk his responsibility as the zodiac’s ultimate father figure never failing to be perceived as a leader. Despite attempts to lose himself in leisure activities he is the one on whom people increasingly depend. Since youth he can’t escape. Sun principles of absolutism wholeness wholesomeness completion Integration of self makes him uncannily comfortable in his skin At ease natural character but also unable to separate himself from societal roles and the mantle of his obligations. Age group 28 to 35 leaves the ladder climbing of youth comes into his own Fully ripening self realization Something he embodies all his life

ancient sun King inherited majestic power hard pressed to fulfill roll as God’s representative on earth not the errant Knight of Aries born with sense of worthiness intact burning bright. Secure entitled egotistical also to rebel against this helios refusing to drive his chariot Tom Sawyer venturing out in search of fun Shirking duties . Neglect of obligations may have disastrous effects not so much for himself but for those who rely heavily on him and love him capability and culpability go hand in hand

page 202 element kualiti fire life energy spirit divine force fixed magnetism sustainment concentration Fixed fire a son heart the seat of life force the hearth the center of the home

King Arthur divinely empowered to pull sword from stone most daunting challenges come naturally. He does tend to be more physically powerful then other men From a young age this might is mirrored in his intellectual capability clever with creative talent moral fortitude despite his prowess he feels pangs of guilt and disappointment when failing to achieve predetermined goals perhaps a throwback too having been the pride and joy of his family especially singled out by his mother who pinned her greatest hopes on him

set apart from other family members a psychological rift ensues Leo experiences intense sense of blame for out shining siblings. His prowess is a sword that cuts both ways he may even begin to downplay his accomplishments At the same time he delights in mothers preferential treatment likewise perceiving himself as a rising star in the family. Still he can’t get that same sort of feedback from his father movie both respects and relates to intellectually but who is not as overt in regard. His father may even chastise him that he’s trying too hard so he stops trying after this reprimand. Fitting that in the helios myth refined Phaeton Seeking recognition Which leads to a fall. He wants to be like his father the real family star. All this gives birth to Leo man psychological paradox  he believes he is superior destined for success via mother but via father he sees no real payoff in trying to achieve such status he adopts a no effort attitude only finding success when it comes naturally and easily. Behavioralist he learns that striving is punishable

page 203 polarity he is aligned he is the fixed star the natural center to which others gravitate and if you get too close you may get burned . Main text: sun’s principle of completion He presents himself as in no way lacking he is quite literally full of himself feeling wholly confident easy stance never takes risk emotional or otherwise where he’s not gaming. In interaction with others makes no effort to establish personal connections securing friendships like everything else that develop naturally without strain As his father’s son Leo is wary and disdainful of people who try too hard. Appan meeting him one senses the waggish Tom Sawyer aspect. Flippant Kurt course prankish fibbing making up vivid tales in the face of a stranger’s sincere interest he expects not to see them again. This dismissive air recalls a disinterested King who cares not one iota to know the little people. The embodiment of authority he is faced with the same brand of decision-making as all Kings whether to be a good one or a bad one. For the fittest might is right evidenced by his allergy and contempt for personal weakness in others. Like Arthur he must make a psychological shift adopting a might for right philosophy lest he become like 2 caesar’s Napoleon Mussolini Blvd salassi Castro. Notoriously above reproach dictatorial in the extreme Houston Hitchcock demille Kubrick as well as father’s of industry Henry Ford Carl young George Bernard Shaw Aldous Huxley Jerry Garcia Norman Lear pathos of sitcoms quintessential tyrant Archie bunker human Garfield Carroll O’Connor alyo whose characters thrown is enshrined in the Smithsonian.

204 sign number the fifth element quint essential quit essence the stuff of ancient heavenly bodies the blue blood that flowed in the veins of gods and appointed Kings the pentacle defines the cosmic man had feet hands making points as the hub of the universe in the axis mundi

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 511-515. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 15° (July 5)

Wow. Today, Sunday, is a rough one but an exhilarating one. I honestly have not felt this altered in a long time. Way to go cosmos! Still I’m not going to make any fast moves because I need a full day at least to make this transition. Surprisingly or not, my day started out with the conversation With nomad who has always been a mystery to me. I was surprised that he beamed in As he did telling me what an inspiration our book had been on him. Meanwhile he has been in the back of my mind because of his interests and dare I say power. He seems to know a lot about the shall we say esoteric world and he is a great reader of cards. It is 4 days hence and I’ve yet to take a look at his chart but I promised myself and him I would, still I need to go with the flow of time this week. It is a busy one. A hodgepodge of clients and writing and these daily entries and doctors and dentists and banks and post offices and shops and kitchens and vacuums and papers and fires and leftover ritual wine from last nights powerful ceremony. But then the day turned sour as I happened upon a post by someone who actually said things like I love quarantine And I only love people up to a point and basically saying how glad they were for this because it let them have licensed to Daydream with an accompanying visual of a big painting his person had done with the words call me when it’s over. I found this incredibly tone deaf and said so, and yet I woke up the next morning to uslu a tirade of hate and ultimately was blocked by this person by pointing out her gross privilege. Well we have friends experiencing cancel culture on a large scale globally I found I’m often the subject of it here close to home but to be great is to be misunderstood And I am capable of suffering the slings and arrows of narrow minds. A patron who hovers will write me a note asking if I’m OK because I seem to be angry . You think? My only question is why aren’t you angry enough. Why can we watch these people on soapboxes talking about how their businesses are being compromised by an onslaught of uncaring customers just keep your business closed until this is over you don’t need to be daily posting 4000 words on it how wonderful you are and how awful everyone else is. The insanity is taking many forms and even people on our so called side or exhibiting crazy behavior like never before and like I said to that person who posted that terrible thing, it is not a good look.

And so it goes. I suppose that’s one of the main benefits of being in this new rituals face is the clarity that it brings period to be honest that wasn’t my main goal here although it was to have things be a little bit simpler to change the energy and hopefully to slimmed down my existence so to speak. I am compassionate toward those who need to make a living and yet I know that many more people who would be working 6070 hours a week right now in summer at their service jobs were able to safely stay home and collect some sort of relief . Unfortunately they seem to use the time to express their narcissism via social media it is not something that needs to be done. I know a great many privileged people many of whom don’t feel they need to comprehend empathetically what this is all about. In the end it will be those people for whom I’ll feel the most because I think they’re really missing out on an opportunity to understand the world and humanities role in existence in a far deeper way. But I’m not here to change hearts and minds. The origin of this blog is to point out the inherent jokester in the personality of the universe. In keeping with that to explore all its so called coincidences , synchronicities , strange phenomenon. But it is a challenge to look on the funny side of life when things are so sweepingly tragic and so the best we can do sometimes is just to welcome tightrope between Exaltation and despair that middle way we are meant to dread in any case . I put the following plea out there…

For months now the Afterglow Festival has redirected its aim from raising money for our 10th annual presentation in Provincetown to activating our non-profit to create “relief funds” for artists, commissioning works to hopefully be presented at a later date. Word went out to our sponsors and to our increasingly widening circle of artists, the former responding with generous gifts that we are passing along to performers who need it. In the last week it has become clear that our affiliate venues in New York City and Cambridge are remaining shuttered for the remainder of 2020; and as we are in the process of liaising with these great i(also non-profit) institutions, devising strategies for artists’ survival and alternative presentations of their work, we are seeking to step up our fundraising efforts to help as many artists as we may. I am pulling out all stops in this effort with the time and energy I usually spend on whipping a full festival into shape this time of year. I am name-checking our Directoral and Advisory Board members in hopes that they will share this posting as I continue to do so with artists and would be new and returning sponsors, here and on other social media platforms, as well as through direct emails. We are already nigh on helping a dozen artists make ends meet and I hope to more than quintuple that amount before the season’s end. If you care to help us in this go to: www.afterglowfestival/org/sponsorships
www.afterglowfestival/org/donations
Artists seeking assistance please write to concierge@afterglowfestival.org

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 505-510. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

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Cancer 14° (July 4)

Saturday. So today will end up being a pretty powerful day because it and in a ritual after a rather wild night and I can tell you because I’m writing from the future that the ritual is held pretty firm And I imagine it will continue to do so um mainly as a way of marking not just the end of a recent error with the full moon lunar eclipse but also given the fact that it is the end of the eclipse is being in the sign of cancer and Capricorn It is the end of longer trend of dare we say lunacy. I don’t need to tell you how fraught things have become and I have nothing to add to the conversation about the uncertainty that we’re all facing. I do know that it’s all too easy to lose oneself in the anesthesia of the moment whatever that might be but it doesn’t really too much to make us feel better in the end. Fleeting moments of pleasure don’t contribute to lasting joy. I realized as I’m saying all this in a pretty quiet voice now that the dictation mechanism is picking me up pretty readily and not making that many mistakes in the process which is good. Hum anyway the point I’m trying to make is that while certain things may have served a purpose at certain times they have a way of no longer doing so and so that was the basis or will be the basis of this ritual depending on How you look at the creation of today’s entry as I’m doing it on June 8th. We’ve been in a regular rhythm with the cosmic kitchen I’ll say it’s so much easier this time of year being able to go to our local fish market which is attached to our local vegetable market run by husband and wife respectively. Like in Paris we could pretty much shop day today and the fewer times we have to do a giant shop in a bigger store the better although we are running low on certain provisions how long with patience. I’m really glad I’m not in Provincetown now as a matter of fact I have friends there that are leaving and going to Boston they think it’s such a disaster the way the town is handling this pandemic and they don’t feel it safe there as they do even in a bigger city in an area where there are more cases. It really is a matter of personal responsibility and there are so many drinky ******** that show up in Provincetown this time of year . So I keep forgetting how puritanical my dictation mechanism is he keeps bleeping me out. I didn’t actually say he I said it but I guess my dictation mechanism on here has a gender pronoun preference as does everyone these days it seems. With so many things going on in the world I don’t know why people are further categorizing themselves and each other if somebody wants to call me Mr or miss or whatever I don’t really care I’m not going to get into this subject so it’s so touchy I have close friends on Every side of every argument it seems lately it’s just so exhausting.

So I will stock the cubby next to the fireplace with drywood and collect the kindling such as it is I’m realizing now that maybe the local farmer has taking away the kindling I put outside yesterday but anyway that’s neither here nor there. I have no true desire to sit out in the sun it seems that every time I do it feels so strong that I’m going to burn up but we do have these lovely lounge chairs and now that the 2 cherry trees have finished with their fruit this season I can put out the cushions which are white without fear of purple poop stains as that was being typed out I was wondering if I might even Get bleeped out for using the word poop but that didn’t happens there is a small blessing. I’m continuing to fill the coffers in anticipation of what might be a tricky time ahead who knows what this time will bring. We’ve been singing at the piano And I both sing again tonight I’m sure because I plan to over serve myself in advance of this full moon Even though I’ll probably pay for it tomorrow mostly in the sense of nervousness I’m going to give over 2 my last hedonistic urges before you eudomia sets in . All I can say is thank goodness for the Eurovision Song Contest the story of fire saga. It has completely change the energy around here offering some much needed comic and cosmic relief. I’m looking around my office right now and it has never been so uncluttered so in the process of my procrastination which I’ve come to dub productinating, I have done so much busy and menial work as a substitute for the real tasks at hand everything is so ridiculously in order I have no more excuses it seems which is a good thing because what with the turning of my behavior and I will be returning to my farmers hours and sneaking in As I put it to work well it’s still pre dawn So as to trick my conscious mind into letting some process move forward before it seizes up and panics and wants to Bolt and do other things . Also are in such a good rhythm with the kitchen and other aspects of the household that I can begin to start delegating some of the midday meals anyway and you get a clear shot to mid morning where I might actually be able to get some yoga in as well and so during the next week well less than a week actually 10 days not even I will be setting myself up for the beginning of the real work at hand which is the stuff of actually drafting chapters . Yes chapters for new book an interesting book I hope it will be one that will unfold and well for some kind of new insight into the larger subject of our manifestation. It will be sticky there is no doubt about it but I want to get through the stickiness as early as possible in the year and really focus on Polishing in the second half the year basically it will take six months in the former process and then another six months in the latter or rather 24 weeks and 24 weeks which is really just 48 weeks with a break in between and then For weeks buffer at the end and then Yeah just hand it all in and no it will come back will then have lots of time to give it even more Polish but I am rewriting the story and the headline of the past. I am going to write a book and handed in before it’s due to keep the momentum going that is the most important thing at this juncture in my professional career as it relates to book writing. Took me a long time and even double that amount of perseverance to get to where I am fighting against some pretty heavy obstacles thrown in our way courtesy of our old publisher and we will address that in due time. There will be a conversation And we will be very clear as two our expectations in regard to our overall reputation and so forth. And you can mark my words we are not going to tolerate any further gaslighting of any kind by anyone those days are long over. So here we are and I am sitting by the fire And I am stretching out my arms in my hands and shooting my energy tored the flames and making that ignite. I am a psychic with documented power and yet I don’t wield it are you there I bring it forth and not always reliably. But that too will be changing. We have been seeing clients fairly regularly and I’m getting a sense now my abilities might have taken a little breather but they seem to be back with extra punch now so I will build on that. Mainly I’m just going to stay out of my own way and try to make each day that much more relaxed in the next even in the face of mounting responsibility . And I’m going to try and feel that in my body I don’t want to be stressed anymore not even slightly I want to be the most relaxed version of myself I can be the least anxious the most focused the most self caring. It’s funny I’m already writing the next book in my brain and I still have this one to write of course but that’s the way I’m wired this happens often Where I need the next thing to work against in doing First things first which is always been a challenge . But again I look around And I don’t see any obstacles there is always something to distract me but there really just isn’t right now and that feels super comforting and encouraging.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 501-505. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 13° (July 3)

Friday. We decided to take a little break after tomorrow night, ritualizing the Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in a big way. I’m feeling it. With the five year old case complete, now; and our book contract signed, the year is laying out before our eyes and I’m feeling super positive about that. Got a bit more funding for to send to artists. Which is Oh very good Thing. I don’t know why it’s taking me so long to get back into the book but I suppose that’s just the way it goes. I am using dictation but that who is this problem it isn’t very accurate and I don’t know why people are metaphor for other aspects of my life perhaps. we shall see. I’m trying to get my stupid dictation to listen to me right Which it isn’t exactly doing. So here it is Friday of July 4th weekend the year is 2020 and things have never been so upside down. What choice we have: each other our herb garden the kitchen Good food but piano the outdoor deck with new furniture to sit in while away wearing mosquito repellent. Despite invitations in the offing for what seems like a mythical boat trip I have a feeling we’re going to be here pretty much in lock down for the whole next year, coinciding with my book writing schedule in any case. I was thinking about something And I did write it down I guess on the theme of what will happen Next after this book is complete my thought maybe it would be time for the 12 step program concept to make a return Under that a year of living … Theme. The archetypes represent the energy of the sign So when the Jesus fish said I am the Alpha and the Omega he is portraying the energy of the sign of pisces the last sign of the Zodiac which nonetheless sets the stage for a new beginning the imminent turn of the cosmic wheel not a static thing but and infinitely ongoing spiral and hopefully an upward one. That’s what I was playing with today and probably would all continue to play with every day I just need to gain new facility with all of this . At the same time trying to figure out how to safely do the things I need to do i guess i need to redefine the Word need.

I will end up talking with Ken today and it’s always great to hear his voice actually; he’s always had this sort of stuffy nose thing going on I don’t know why it makes me feel comfortable and endears him to me but there you have it. The conversation didn’t go on too long. I am just so grateful that the guys I keep in touch with from that time of my life grew up to have the same politics that I do. I noticed here and there that this guy mark for instance was appointed judge in Massachusetts by the governor which means he must be a Republican I’m guessing that’s the way it works right? So strange to imagine that the cool and breezy boys I grew up with ended up being start you Republicans . I notice it more with the women having married Republicans rather than The men I know being Republicans I hope this makes sense I’m talking all about Kids I went to grammar and high school with and with the advent of social media having seen a lot of flags waving over the years and actually having lost people especially during the Obama era which always comes down to racism, there are no two ways about that. I have to say I’m not feeling all that swift these last couple of days; I only hope it’s seasonal allergies but that’s what the mayor of Atlanta thought she had before getting tested and being confirmed positive for the virus . Ken’s daughter wants to go to B.U. I assumed he remembered that I went there but he didn’t he seemed shocked even though he was right down the road at the Rhode Island school of design Anyway such as life. I always seem to remember more about other people’s situations than they do about mine I wouldn’t mind that changing up a bit as time went on I mean I do deserve to have somebody be super mindful of me for a change I don’t know what I’m saying at this point I’m just saying anything maybe just to fill in space but it’s also quite easy to get into that rhythm verbally without having to stress my fingers and shoulders and risk carpal tunnel.

As I said I’ve raised enough money to send out a few more checks to people artists who are in need have been back and forth with Amber on the subject that’s cool I’m hoping that something really good comes from a continued fund raising effort JCM dropped out of conversation . I always feel that people assume if I ask a question like oh how long are you here that they were thinking that I want to see them or something in some kind of desperate way like I’m coming coming at them like a stalker or something but it’s just a passing comment period and then when they don’t write back it’s like oh OK well you know as my mother used to say your **** ain’t ice cream I like the way this dictation machine blocks out even The funniest words like ****. Like yesterday’s post and that post before that I’m sitting here quote unquote writing this on June 8th and after a week from not hearing back from JCM a friend mentioned that he , wearing a mask, stopped her to ask directions to stop and shop which is pretty ridiculous considering the fact the town is so tiny and there is only one store to buy food and he has been here for quite the long time. What this tells me is that he’s either eating out every meal which is seems rather unlikely or that he’s got people with him that have been doing all the shopping and suddenly he finds himself at a loss and having to venture out on his own. Poor baby. Well I’m going to do my best to wrap this blog up for the day and move on to tomorrow which is still today in my world. All the words that you’re reading right now are  are black-and-white manifestations of my difficulty at doing the actual job at hand that I’m meant to be doing which is going through that old sex trilogy and figuring out what it is I’ve said and what it is I need to say and all that jazz at the same time giving the text a good enough edit so that we can make changes to it and update it in time for when the new book comes out because , although The book was quite ahead of its time when it first came out 15 years ago it is now a little dated and in need of updating especially along the lines of sexuality and specifically gender . It is amazing how much is changed over just a span of less than a score but that’s the reality of the situation And we do well 2 make the book as appealing as possible to new readers who might be driven there by sales from our book that will come out in 2020 no sorry 2021 no probably not more like 2022 anyway we shall see what we shall see there might not be books by then Never mind the planet.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 496-500. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 11° (July 1)

Wednesday. Not a lot to say today. I am simply trying to get back into my research process, deconstructing the chapters of our existing book so noto repeat things but also to reaquaint myself with that particular process. It is dismissively taking offers a hot deceptive but then again I have had great city distractions and I’m not used to really working this way so I need to put my break into the best I can Without driving myself crazy at least doing it this way I have the opportunity to stand up and walk around and even move my body from time to time which will be a boon. There’s certainly no point in getting physically unwell offices writing the book and as they say sitting is the new smoking. It is a struggle being isolated as we are although I am typically mark left and most well I shouldn’t say clipped I should say used to unrelated. It’s not a good thing and if there is one thing to take away from all of it the fact that on the other end should we ever get there I need to change my loner ways. Just freeing myself from typing alone rather spend the time massaging some kind of pain cream into my hands after last 30 years of setting up send screen tapping in tapping and tapping away. I have a great ambition For the next week edit mainly involved sorting through or sifting through all the minutiae in my brain Not to mention All bets cluttering my desk and stuffing my file. Once we get past this full moon Going to start meeting some sacrifices utilizing the fireplace in the process. I know that this could be a powerful time And I know that there is a certain meta aspect to all of this and really I just have to gain some ability when it comes to speaking or reading it dictation Mechanism getting it too recognize my voice so it doesn’t know the difference between the word two and the word 2 see what I mean. and sure it’s going to read somewhat like a God awful Dada poem And I have to keep my eye all the letters appearing Before me on the screen Striving Toward articulation not quite understanding why certain words are made uppercase certain words are made lower but I’m going to avoid super punctuating in any case as it seems completely beside the point.

One good thing is that we found an editable version of sex trilogy I was wondering how this dictate machine would type sex strala G that’s even stranger than the first version. I am writing this from the future being a couple of days behind and it was worth it 2 get behind because last week was rather a natural time of outstanding issues and possible projects all being finalized and signed off on Such that I’m now in the process writing this a week late On June 8th to be exact In a totally different paradigm where so much has been completed and signed off on That we can now forge ahead and all confidence which feels pretty great.

I’m still quote unquote behind but the distractions have been so minimized and so silenced that I don’t have anything pulling me at my back. Also a lot of the fear surrounding this virus and all that’s happening has also been lifted from me a bit and, although I know we won’t be traveling this summer as I had hoped I do feel that I’m in a better place emotionally. Not to say that the previous weeks leading up to this point haven’t been really fun because they have; I’m so appreciative of the fact that we got to sit out most evenings during the month of June and enjoy ourselves chatting and sipping a delicious crémant and not worrying about calories or taking in the news of the day too dramatically but rather allowing ourselves to dream and scheme even as we feel rather trapped. Because it is a scary time and we don’t know what’s going to happen; we have this menace looming over us this melted circus peanut candy whose very existence goes against any grain of spirituality that might be residing in the most terrestrial among us; and still it is always hope and goodness that prevails over these moments and historic weakness. Again this just happened yesterday meaning the 7th of June but his niece’s book came out and for the first time it really felt like a hole had been shot into the delusion of the emperors new clothes. That it didn’t come from Congress or the Muller report but some junior member of his own family who has both a personal and a clinical insight into this absolute monster. And it is my feeling that we’re starting to see the tide turn I am knocking what as I’m saying this.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 491-495. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 11° (July 1)

Wednesday. Not a lot to say today. I am simply trying to get back into my research process, deconstructing the chapters of our existing book so noto repeat things but also to reaquaint myself with that particular process. It is dismissively taking offers a hot deceptive but then again I have had great city distractions and I’m not used to really working this way so I need to put my break into the best I can Without driving myself crazy at least doing it this way I have the opportunity to stand up and walk around and even move my body from time to time which will be a boon. There’s certainly no point in getting physically unwell offices writing the book and as they say sitting is the new smoking. It is a struggle being isolated as we are although I am typically mark left and most well I shouldn’t say clipped I should say used to unrelated. It’s not a good thing and if there is one thing to take away from all of it the fact that on the other end should we ever get there I need to change my loner ways. Just freeing myself from typing alone rather spend the time massaging some kind of pain cream into my hands after last 30 years of setting up send screen tapping in tapping and tapping away. I have a great ambition For the next week edit mainly involved sorting through or sifting through all the minutiae in my brain Not to mention All bets cluttering my desk and stuffing my file. Once we get past this full moon Going to start meeting some sacrifices utilizing the fireplace in the process. I know that this could be a powerful time And I know that there is a certain meta aspect to all of this and really I just have to gain some ability when it comes to speaking or reading it dictation Mechanism getting it too recognize my voice so it doesn’t know the difference between the word two and the word 2 see what I mean. and sure it’s going to read somewhat like a God awful Dada poem And I have to keep my eye all the letters appearing Before me on the screen Striving Toward articulation not quite understanding why certain words are made uppercase certain words are made lower but I’m going to avoid super punctuating in any case as it seems completely beside the point.

More Cancer Woman Notes:

190 When she falls in love the challenge begins. She is out of her depth. (Does she marry those she doesn’t truly love because it’s easier?) The date today’s living with major challenge the day-to-day living with a mate challenging I have turned off the fan that would be easier cancer woman finds herself emotionally out of her death just spend the rest of her life I’m really struggling to honor the Paragon of sentiment that’s when I she’ll leave her wild waves behind critics will balk and damn her happiness in light of her previous escapades but she had no regrets cancer will make jetsam a purple so called wicked ways. She would have kissed an overage of frog achieving certain deliverance period now she eagerly takes on the role of happy homemaker by day happy slipper by night

these two sides of her are not mutually exclusive she can leave the kids with the sitter and have company for man to a swingers joint or strip club stuffing bills into g-string. Threesome even foursome with same sex between she and other female she’s a thought into man to man stuff fairly contemptuous well she is consummate bisexual. All must involve the female some way. She knows she is more sexually advanced than others drives on seducing straight laced more proper types than herself woman that is. Unlike Aries female she wants to open a woman up demonstrating her knowledge how to pleasure another girl aficionado of her own erogenous zones.

when gay completely never looked back lesbian Crab different from straight counterpart. Taking men Out of the equation has a drastic effect skipping all that Cinderella posturing remove optical to her wise woman mode. Gay cancer woman Embraces self righteous heaven in view of the world with a parental bent. She takes on the role of nurture and ruler of the roost. Faced with no male impediment to leadership. Straight cancer could learn a lot from her. Gay crab girl especially adept at melding professional and domestic dynamics into integrated lifestyle. Setting her own free flowing hours. Getting into her own rhythm an emblem of self sufficiency whereby attracting other women to her appearing begin female strength. She is alluring to those who respect and wish to emulate her as well as opportunistic sugar babies looking for a big Mama either way she’s inspiration. She is gently pushy with a mate investing more and her mates well being . Emotional mentor never barking orders but cautioning and careful like a second grade teacher as opposed to some hard nosed professor. Most attracted two wholesome girls next door . She offers a lover a taste of empowerment. Foreplay especially for filling like An extended affair lingering laoding touching kissing. Lovemaking for her in the momentous occasion But she holds out longer than her straight counterpart. Frequency sex something to be engaged in Super consciously worship is a keynote she expects to receive Veneration As well as affection . She reveled in offering it

loves breast fondle sucked it will squeeze giving receiving massages public reciprocation is a must it’s one long extended vagina monologues. She seeks to floor every aspect of her and her partners share feminine experience. Emphasis on gender issues self help cancer inspirus both of them towards self realization . She can be be a new AG character woman with a Y Whole Foods stores body work menus chords astrological domestic environment assault and talking smells scented candles Kitty litter oh natural fair no razor insight literal female outpourings mostly orally siebers role of sexual guru employing all she has absorbed from many volumes on the joys of lesbianism lining her towering bookshelves in line sex spiritual discipline the doubt every erotic experience with that sort of significance for world is a private yoni verse cozy coven of friends crowd tipped away from Y chromosome

more a social climber than her hetero sister embracing lesbian causes politically wielding power within gay community and society at large marches her agenda into power breakfast and board meeting hairdo’s breast solidly in place. She will ballbust big boys all the more then her St counterpart getting the gold if she’s the right individual for the job. Add thought surrounds herself with gorgeous gay hirees whom she grooms in her image. Many accounts are matches made in the workplace. Weather composting dinner scraps or chopping competition to pieces she maintains a high opinion of herself her accomplishment power couple to beat he social appearances at things of social, cultural and political import. Dual dynamism a distinction she worked towards upholding the bedroom too . Lite is never something one might label to Cancer’s sex life seems she never comes up for air profoundly pleasure her partner concept of quickie is anathema. She expects the same in return No beating around the Bush a lover must dive headlong snorkel sex is a private affair they’re willing to throw in the kitchen sink she draws the line on introducing the third party . She is ultimately concerned with stablishing the stable home life. Monogamy is about most importance and sanctity is an aphrodisiac What what is whoa it is to a partner who has a roving eye the crab employs a signature vice like grip in relationship intends to live happily ever after.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 486-490. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 10° (June 30)

Yes of course it is natural to want to escape right now; but that is the challenge: to stay in the picture. In the coming days I will fully deconstruct the Virgo Woman sample chapter in the process of getting our motor running on a new book. My mind goes to: I wonder when JK’s book comes out with its astrological theme. I am putting the note to Harper on hold because they got the copyright copy corrected and the rest will keep. And I will save the deep-dive note to Meg for later too. It is good that I got a jump on all of that stuff in any case. I will put that together next July and I will work on the 2022 books in October and November, giving myself just that long to put it all out there. I remind myself of June 7 Blague notes. Would be good to get some kind of banner on the cover. Also to have a chat about our relationship, overall. I just realized that the copy in the contract about option still didn’t reflect the change we made about samples. That pisses me off a bit but I will cross that bridge when we come to it. Oh well what are you going to do. That will be less work I’ll have to do moving forward after that. I wish I could get to England and get my stuff but I don’t think that is going to happen today, which is fine. I am going to put some dosh into home studio for artist podcast “Afterglow Underground” type of thing. Could use a producer on that score. It will happen if I just prioritize and stop procrastinating. This can be one of the most fruitful times on personal record and I’d like to profiter, quoi. Last night I had such a wave of missing Paris (home) which of course is another manifestation of my dreams being all but completely centered there. I need to sort out all my notebooks and such so that I can start getting chapter materials catalogued as I go. I write this and get a visitation and now my mood is completely shot to shit. A visitation of hopelessness that only makes me feel more trapped. What is the point of any of this I suddenly feel. Way to kill a mood. But I try to be compassionate and to offer up some kind of support while realizing how little I have left to give.

That said here I am at the end of the month, writing this Blague and trying to make a dent moving forward. But for today, I can just take it a bit slowish, moving at the pace of my physical and emotional body. I keep setting what I hope are realistic goals for myself. Honestly I don’t know how it is people plow through the way they do. I think of myself as prolific for the most part and then I pause to wonder, perhaps not. And what a glorious feeling it is to be creative and to do a job well and on time and to be remunerated for it while also having time to cook and clean and exercise and all that fun stuff. What needs to go, then, are any habits that even slightly smack of self-destruction. They serve nothing but the gods of depression and anxiety. I did reach out and sort out all the mishogas regarding the hotel reservations. I just heard no travel to Canada now for the remainder summer. We are so fucked and have to make a solid plan for escape because I don’t think it is safe for us to stay here. A one way ticket out seems like, well, the ticket. We are still owed flights from airline that fucked us over in March, not answering their phones, then cancelling our passage (good synonym work).  I feel depressed about this whole thing but I have got to keep on keeping on. We have two clients today and I have got to make hay today while the sun shines. As we always do. Although I do feel the cumulative effect of it all right now and I’m not that concerned about outcomes per se. I can see the organization and the streamlining happening around me even though I might be playing chicken somewhat with the reality of the work in front of me. The trick will be to write three pages a day for five days which isn’t that much to ask; and then to work on the dumpart “show” in the Afterglow underground. There will be funds to pursue and there will be changes needing making.

Someone wrote on one of my social media posts to which I said the following: I could not agree with you more on all you say. 45 aside, it is narcissism that drives all of this. We have been conditioned to think/act as such. In a country that doesn’t provide health care and education as rights not privileges (unlike guns so to militarize a vastly uneducated populace) thus fostering a me-first culture, dog eat dog, grabby consumerist without any sense of a we-spirit andsocial responsibilty to others, we thus get the range of characters we do all under the heading of personal privilege whether we are on a soap box about what visitors to Ptown should or shouldn’t do or brandishing guns not masks throughout the sun belt, we have had it sooo wrong for sooo long and we are seeing the truth of that in the face of a global health crisis where our most malignant manifestation of narcissistic psychopathy is pulling out (or pretending to) the WHO, another expression of personal hubris over collective care and compassion.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 481-485. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 9° (June 29)

Digging my way out now. Rejigging the menus, putting all else in perspective, letting the days go by. I watched Amy’s film Disclosure and it was super interasing, especially in light of what’s going on with friends on the subject. There was this sort of final scene that looked like fairy people doing stuff. I looked up Candis’ bio for clues which led me down a weeklong rabbit hole watching the magicians. It could have been worse. Dobie is f-requesting me right now. How is it we weren’t already connected that seems odd. Oh well it is what it is. Our basil has bugs eating it. We will have some late night sing a longs. We will watch the best film of the year about the Eurovision Song Contest. There will be elves. In Greenland or in Iceland. But I do fear we won’t get to see them this year. A trip into Provincetown to get some essentials. We are doing the best we can. It isn’t enough. I sound like Radiohead. I am Radiohead or rather I used to be. Everything has gotten to distorted and uncool. I’m being attacked for attacking. Forest through the trees. Anyway I’m going to keep on keeping on. There is no choice but to do so. I am truly one of the fortunate and I’m grateful for that; I just can’t help taking umbrage with people’s privilege and their blatant displays of narcissism. I work for a living. People seem to think I lead some kind of ridiculous life. I will speak to Nomad in the coming days. We have to get IRAs. I need to have a meeting about finances. I must download Sonos, there is so much to do (yes I’m joking). I have to send artists money. I am grateful to hear this whole accident case is closing. I am gearing up for a powerful ritual. I am putting things to rights. We are sitting outside, sipping, in the evenings and making glorious food. I’m glad for the solitude but I will not say so. I miss my friends but I’m tired of being the one who always does the reaching out. I need to set myself up as more aspirational in my own eyes for starters. I must release the past and its emotional hold on me.

My dreams have been rather labyrinthian of late. Last night I was carting a whole bunch of stuff, including a small Christmas tree, around with me. I do know what that’s about—it’s simple—as I have moved this tiny evergreen with me from place to place since owning our house up-cape. But I was in France, in Paris, as I often am and I had to get to the airport by the end of the day. Somehow S. and I got separated; she went into a corner shop and I was to meet her back at our flat later. I found myself inside this apartment where a party was going on, mostly men in camouflage. I myself was wearing cargo khaki pants, something I haven’t owned since 1983; I checked for my wallet and it was nowhere in my pockets until I discovered it in a pocket down low on my right leg. I walked from room to room. It was like a dorm or a giant flop house where the rooms were barracks like but filled with stuff and blankets; I had the sense someone was following me from room to room. Then suddenly another guy asked if I was me (I was); he said he met me a year before when my mother was visiting and there was a picture taken of us all; I felt at a loss because I couldn’t remember his name but his face was vaguely familiar. We all sat down on couch and chairs and the three of us fell asleep because when I awoke it was ten at night and my Christmas tree was gone, although I think my belongings were still with me. But I had not only not returned to the flat as I said I would but I had missed my flight back to the States. I grabbed my phone in a panic and awoke.

You think I might still be experience travel trauma? That was rhetorical. Of course I am and it is on top of moving-house trauma on top of mother travel as, upon waking, my first thought was oh, no, had I not even phoned my mother during the course of the year since that photo was taken with that boy whose name I don’t remember? I then I real-life remembered: no. My mother has been dead since 2006. When you wake from a dream like this you can’t fall back and so I didn’t get as much sleep as I would have appreciated but tomorrow is another day and there are whole battles to be waged and won. I wonder if the Trojan War (Illiad) isn’t as metaphoric as the Gita which I still haven’t read. I need to get into a zone. I have paved the way for it so I know it is possible. The main goals are to stay healthy and try to sow some good vibes. It bums me out that in this cancel culture you can’t have a civilized conversation. People can just erase you with a click of a button. It is so cowardly and so boring. But it is motivating because there are better places to be and I’m ready to make my future plans present reality. As far as travel this summer goes, I wouldn’t bank on it.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 476-480. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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Cancer 8° (June 28)

Daily emails from Broadway world aren’t really where my head is at. I will learn next week that Nick Cordeiro died. Now I’m in a kind of limbo, really. I wrote this to a friend:

The story of Sally and Yale is vaguely familiar. I do think we drove by Fred’s more than once. I don’t think it was the time you went inside. Don’t worry about the photos but if you do come across them again def send. You taught me to water ski and I was surprised that I could do it. I think I only ever water skied once more in my life than the times with you. I remember Dick B. being pissed off because he couldn’t get up (probably because I did as he was weirdly competitive with me, which I never understood, since he could play every sport and I couldn’t play any). Segue to driving at night. I think the night the cop pulled us over was the same night we had decided that if you didn’t marry Fred then we would get married and you’d teach the kids sports and I would give them art and drama lessons LOL. You dodged that one!

S’s son E: He was a first year at Oxford when there was this huge rape/sex scandal involving the Rugby team. All of the last year players were kicked out of university. As a first year E was better, bigger, stronger and exhibited leadership skills more than the older remaining players so he was made captain. He is brilliant, speaks several languages,  is getting PhD in Psychology and plays many sports super well. Tall, redhaired and handsome and treats Lynne and me like Uncle and Auntie. It is really hysterical when he and I hang out alone and people think this giant is my actual son. Very sensitive and loving young soul is he.

So the year i moved back to Paris with L after college graduation is when we met S (Dutch J had studied with us in Grenoble junior year, two years before). S and English J and L (who were already a couple then and a year younger than us)—you can Google as he is quite famous as is Jackie by extension—and Jo and a bunch of others and we formed a tight knit social group. There was this one girl called A who was half Scottish and half German and was besties with S, with whom she spoke German (with a Scottish accent) and J. A was very troubled always and late 80s sent us a postcard where she said she had moved to Berlin and “here is my new address”…which she never filled in. I guess she forgot then mailed the postcard. We never heard from her again and later learned from S that she had died from alcoholism basically. Between late eighties and early nineties we only kept in loosest contact with S by email and then I bumped into her at a fashion show in NYC like in 1993 or something and we were immediately glued back together.

When we left Paris in 1986 (that summer J and S came to visit us) we had one last party. A scavenger hunt around the Marais in Paris, ending up at the Cafe Costes which was right near our apartment. A and J (sounds very Little Women now) didn’t get to the cafe. As L and I were walking to our apartment we could hear this wailing. It was A screaming “where’s J?” over and over and over. We followed the voice and as we reached inconsolable her, Jo rounded another corner being also drawn by the wails. We three tried to calm Amy, ultimately successfully, and we all hugged and promised we would never lose touch. Ah, but A didn’t fill in her address and she was the link to Jo. Fast forward to meeting up with S from whom we learn A M has died. We meanwhile had stayed close with English Jackie and L through whom we met P (a woman) and her husband M () with whom we become even closer friends (two of their kids are our godchildren). We connect J and L back with S and it’s now mid to late nineties and we all meet in London and Paris sometimes Milan (L is working for the designer DVN and I get myself fashion-writing jobs so I can be there too).

L and I do astrology as a hobby. After days working in these cities we do “charts” for friends, fashion people, some of whom work at magazines, one of whom becomes a top editor for a new magazine called Teen People. We have already written horoscope columns and features. We have created the names Stella Starsky and Quinn Cox (a quincunx is a 150° “aspect” in astrology because I am also working for The New York Times and I don’t want them to know I’m writing horoscopes. Teen People becomes a huge hit and adults are secretly reading it, especially our His-And-Her 24-sign horoscope column. A publisher with his own imprint at William Morrow contacts us through the magazine to ask if we can write a book for adults based on our notion that males and females of the same sign are different from each other. He is actually B and L’s friend Rob whom he met through a mutual friend Laurie who had passed away (and who looked exactly like Amy, like exactly), becoming close in the process of her death. Rob does not know he is contacting B and L when he tracks down S and Q. He secretly reads Teen People. He asks us to write a proposal, we think he’s joking, a year goes by. He says I’m still waiting. We are like oh you were serious. We write the proposal we get a book deal for Sextrology, we put a down payment on a small house in Cape Cod with the advance and go there to write it.

I’m sick at home, like out of it for two weeks, riding the couch. Lynne comes home with the first Harry Potter book for me to cheer me up. I read it in an day. Next day turn on the TV and Rosie O’Donnell is on and she has this redhead lady who, hey Lynne, come here, the lady that wrote the book) we were more connected to A through S then J, really. This lady with red hair and bangs sort of shyly looking at her lap and talking to Rosie, who gifts her a computer because she thinks she’s poor and heard the story of her writing in cafes on the dole as a single mother yadi yadi yadi (actually her sister’s boyfriend owned a restaurant and she sat there and wrote after, YES to answer your question, fleeing Portugal with daughter, and her abusive husband. I think it’s cool that the author of the book I’m holding is on TV and there is something familiar-ish about her. We go to bed that night and, still sick, I’m in the spare room reading and I get this flash. So I yell Lynne I think I know who she is. She says who. And I wail “where’s J over and over”. She runs in and we lock wide-eyed expressions.

The following blocks of text are exceprts from my first year of  Blagues, nos. 470-475. I am reading through all of my Blagues, five per day, and posting some samples here. Now, in my sixth year of writing this Blague, by the time I get to my seventh, I will have journeyed through all the daily Blagues of my first five years. If that’s confusing I apologize. Year seven, I’ll only have to read through year six, once a day.  (For thirty days this paragraph will include this parentheses to say: I realized that in the summer of 2016 I actually didn’t post for some time, such that for the expanse of two months, I will continue to number the past Blagues, as above, five at a time, but there will be nothing to post from that period.)

(Crickets)

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. There are 360  degrees spread over 365/6 days per year—so they nearly, but not exactly, correlate.

Typos happen. I don’t have a proofreader. And I like to just write, post and go!
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