Capricorn 13° (January 3)

Dave will come tonight and we will have salmon, potatoes and broccoli rape. He had stopped by to bring me some fruit cake and copies of Courtship of Eddie’s Father and we had a lovely tea. What a horrible year this has been. Anyway right before Dave comes back for dinner I get an email from Mike with a note attached from the other law office and a new proposal which I cannot even deal with. We eat and listen to music. The mistake was Bookends by Simon & Garfunkel. We listen to other Roches albums. I already turned in on completely to Seductive Reasoning. It turns out he has a ukulele too so part of the health of this time could be inspiring other to play and sing. We already had our evening of caroling and singing alternating lines of songs like River over the phone. Now looking back at the little blue notebook: Passport plan a trip to Ireland where I would like to buy a home, for cheap money, moving all my worldly possessions etc. At least one of us would keep residency in MA, for business purposes (I don’t know then what I know now, which entails the fact that only I live in the U.S.). Paris will always still make the most sense. I can visit London easily but have a good quality of life. I would love to be in the 5^th again actually, but wherever Susie can find me something would be fine and dandy. Living locally thinking globally. Have to work Instagram into the day. Favorite people stories (finally, the first example of this): Reno, Tripplehorn, Linney, Goldwyn, Stillers, Tatum, Juliana, JK, Doll + Em, John Waters, Billy Eichner, Ken Fulk, Bridgett, JVB, Shue, Debby. Explain Who’s Who in Seagull. Helena, Deneuve, Roman Polansky, Princess Caroline, Gallo, Saffron, Cumming, Parker, Juliana, Brooke Smith, Brooke Shields, Dan + Delpy, Roches, Debby, Hardwick, Marc Maron, Scissor Sisters, JCM, Chelsea, Ross Matthews, Ru, David LaChappelle (Xuerebs), Ethan obvs, Jose + Laura, All the child actors, Peter Greenaway, Nancy Pelosi, Ezra, Derian, Redgrave, Jackie O, John Cleese, Mick, Matarazzo, Pilgrim House. Should say fine sterling silver. “Fun, chunky, weighty.” Picking up the thread from where we left off…Went to see Thirsty and then Miss Conception in the same week. I dunno things feel…Today was a remarkable day.I don’t want to say good or bad because that would be tempting fate but my wallet was returned amazing that none of the friends even wrote me you know who was doing a double agent thing for me full moon and pisces really closing a gap in personality pisces allows us to dream but we are in a don’t only dream it be it sort of modality here and I would go on to say that Virgo is the maker and the doer it’s all about embodiment transmutation word and symbol unique alchemical assignation change amalgamation down to its essence from collage to amalgamation amalgamate is such a sturdy substance to fill in jetties inexplicably empowering how could not it be afraid of optimism in so many ways I didn’t have a chance I think you knew that and yet history was to unfold seemingly all at once after many New Years 

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Capricorn 12° (January 2)

It’s a very Sunday Sunday. I am going to make a giant Caesar salad with garlic shrimp. I will also cook the salmon I bought just so that it is ready to go. I’m roasting some fingerling potatoes as well. I am bingeing on Succession which isn’t that great. I want to watch “The Shrink Next Door” which is Georgia’s baby apparently. I speak to Matt today and tell him how happy I am and how much progress we are making. I have done so much over the last several days to create a document that we can sign off on; but I am once again going to be subject to a switcheroo. I worked my way through the big black notebook, now I’m onto the little blue one, but first I’m taking a break to figure out the schedule moving forward first quarter 2023. Ok from the little blue book—this is going back to the very beginning, to June perhaps: Kid you are the prototypical man, you’re Adam forever, ready made, the something creature madein divine image. No wonder you’re holding forth like some unemombered child, seeint the world from a singular, sole perspective. Life is to be had on your own terms. Do you know how enviable that is?….MP isn’t an ally. Have to watch out for that lot. He is a double agent for sure. I will get my look together, throw away as much as possible. There is content creating. There is producing things like festivals. I think I need to owm the brand. Im just not sure how. I think what I doing is pretty good. I have to put down roots here for sure. I think tomorrow is no more [something] drinks. I will [something} my way to happiness. Ptown really is the shit. I’m constantly having to leave the places I love. It happened with the West Village. Success really would be the best revenge. At least I don’t have to deal with that [something] anymore. I can’t believe that someone, the someone, wants to take away something I advocated for over the years. Books had stopped and our first jewelry incarnation was ripped from us. I really can’t control not loving me but taking the company away. Moreover [someone] is a beautiful person, backword baseball hat, nose ring; I really am in the mood for [something] gonna [something] as much as I can. (I think I am telling myself to be careful drinking in the emotional state in which I find myself.) Now it is Spring. Nice to see A Clemons. Need to get my beach sticker. Write to X about computer. Putting rent money into the account. Removing the Xfinity. First night back at Mac’s, big hug from Chris, he is on Sunday, which I cannot do apparently. I wonder if Sebastian has had his baby. His breasts are bigger. (He leaves employ of that restaurant.) I think I need to involve others in my reinvention, start with Chase. I think the following are titles: Play The Long Game in Love. Short Stories Essays on Love, Marriage and Cosmic Uncoupling. Or How I Lost…I must have a love affair with life the way I did in 81-83. Unhitched. And The Stars UnHitched. Then I sent my notes I took of the female couple who live in Ptown on that road. I’m going to say I have no idea. At Mac’s Ptown: Kevin here. Kate is bartender way more friendly than she is to me. Call Danny at Jimmy’s and see if there is any availability. It occurs to me that I could really check out for a while like really. Just do the work at hand to avoid everybody else in the process.

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Capricorn 11° (January 1)

Going to go for a walk with both Davids today. It was a lazy day quite reminiscent of lazy holidays of yore. I have a little bit more cuke salad and will actually buy a natural soda and the Davids share a lot in common. They both want to give me gummies. We walk on the beach and back through town. Dave tears off toward his fruit cakes, and David toward beef dumplings from the Chinese place. I guess I’ve had a good long run and it couldn’t go on the way it was in the end so I might as well just go with the flow. I will just end up eating paté and crackers for dinner which isn’t half bad. IIIIIIIII From the future: Okay I’m getting my head around this. I’m going to write four of these entries on top of it all so that we make the runway a little longer for getting back into the book, which is days away. The next three days I need to revisit the math with this. Looking back through my notebooks from last year, I can relate this to you: Anyway back to the notebooks, this from September 2021: Sat next to Eric Portnoy. I said I’d stop by tomorrow but I didn’t. It is a hard day because it’s the wedding of C + J. Feeling discarded but need to jumpstart my own life here. They want to serve me. I was in the middle of doing final notes for option A and then I saw call come in which, thank god I didn’t answer. Ran into Mya whose parents divorced for ten years. I drew many pictures of what I thought would be the layout of my furniture in the Wellfleet house that got pulled out from under me. Pages upon pages. “When you look into my eyes and see the blood-stained remains of imperfect love I feel less than real which is ideal as self-determination is a…then just as suddenly my notebook puts me in the Provincetown apartment, I see lists of more current names to contact and also topics to discuss for the Astro-Scapes collection, back when we were trying to work the Dover Street model. And just like that it is August 22 and I am making notes for my ltter to Montano’s. Mary Jo’s card falls out of the book….I try to make a word college…Robert Blake Lively….Donaa Karen Black…Etta James Dareen Criss Evenas…that sort of thing. James Mason Reese Witherspoon. Thomas Jane Addams Scott. The Pariah Prince, Embracing Cancel Culture. Channeling that Shit. Buy a Ticket Because nobody else will. Not for Profit Compassion for the cancelled. Cancellation is Queen. Starting January 1 five pages per day, six days thirty pages sixty days 300 pages, 30 days 150 so 450 total pages (and posts) divided by 13, comes out to about 35 pages total which is way more than we need. The next two weeks being proposal only. Blew that one!

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Capricorn 10° (December 31)

I will nibble on a feta, cucumber, tomato and herbs salad, but by the time evening rolls around I’m itchy to get out. I had kipped into town to get a few things from the shops, including some pricey good’s and fish from Mac’s. The fireworks have been moved to tonight (from tomorrow) and David and I will plan to see them, figuring they will start around eight; but that is not how it goes. They start to go off around five thirty. David doesn’t want to go out after all that. Come late dinner time, I head out to the Pig where I will get another bunch of oysters and a very cozy beef stew. I drink very little. I don’t want to be alone so I head to the Harbor Lounge where the boys are dressed in for the holiday. They are so funny, and everyone is chatting and communing in a wonderful way. I had a negroni and got a smack on the lips at midnight, which was probably not a good idea in this current Covid climate. It is now a year later: I do not remember who I actually kissed. It doesn’t matter. It was a boy I know that much and he was way younger than me. I would do that again next year which is from whence I’m writing you. It’s actually boxing day 2022 and I’m fleshing out these Blagues because I think they a) need to be meatier; b) deserve some perspective of hindsight, as I was still in relative shock last year and; c) I’m finding it fun to make these ensuing years a collage: so many Blagues these last several years were written at the time, a few sentences only, and also contains revisitive material. Not that I rewrote, not at all. I simply added stuff like this. I know that I am a special person and a bit Sheldon like (read more material from this time next year). So maybe there will be a show that recounts the arrival, after a year of preparation, of the W moving to L where she’s been and (both aware it is the best place on Earth, a city she hated and one he loved, with her now living there, he decides to take up residency also at a time where he is on a new ascendant). The flashbacks include stories from their early life together; then stories of their middle age together, mainnly that. Then the present with elegant actors like Jean Smart and Tom Hollander. Anyway it isn’t of much concern one way or the other. I wonder if I have 365 days of stories. I just want to get ahead of all this. I will do all my shopping at Map. I am basically just allowing my mind to download here without any kind of agenda of any kind. I really am getting down to the nitty gritty on any number of levels. This is where I digest all the journals. This is where I go through every paper. No! Apparently that is wrong. What really needs doing is have this space be where all the draft material goes. Instead! It is the new stuff that will process the old stuff as the threads need to be pulled through from the newest place in this experience. It’s a lot I know. I have so much to give and I will be using the canvas of 2022, the Blagues of which are all represented by a date and, in most cases, a sentence or two. The thing is that there was no news and no change in my perspective (perceivable anyway) during that year. So why not use it to hide all my creative work. To be discovered, uncovered, unearthed one day.

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Capricorn 9° (December 30)

Celery Soup for lunch and Octopus at Strangers for dinner. I will sit with Steven, or rather, he with me; and he will serve me a $75 cognac for dessert, which was a very lovely thing to do. They like most places are about to close for quite awhile. I will soon begin to figure out how to make cash in hand to refill the coffers. Showing my vaccination card for the first time to enter a public place. That’s all I wrote. It is now a year later: And you won’t have found a way to refill the coffers. It’s still high up on the agenda, although there are more prospects in the offing which is a very good thing. You will have a new book agent and the TV project will look rosy and despite the fact you will never see a certain business partner again there is some possibility of things monetizing in the product realm. I am keeping this list somewhere of profile ideas about the many, many famous people I have met. I don’t know why I meet famous people but I do. Or at least I used to. Well, if I look back I was the one magnetizing this energy. I remember when X and I auditioned for Circle Rep, where Marshall Mason was on the board or whatever; we were both out of our depth, floundering; but it was always my goal to bring my talented partner with me, to create a path for her in the theater world where I know she knew she truly belonged. We both did. But it almost killed me in the end. Writing all those shows when all the while orbiting wider and wider. The truth of the matter might not be able to be correctly expressed except as in the form of a poem, whatever variety it might take. I know Paris better than any city and all I need is a studio or tiny one-bedroom. I think I need to let people know that there are possibilities. I can absolutely fit everything I have into storage with some organizing and I can just fly away and live better, well, in a place that I know but can still endlessly explore; and to position myself as Parisian entity. It’s what I want, I think. And I can parlay. But also just to get my life down into suitcases, instead of trying to buy something, could be the right way to go. Well I can certainly write little stories once I get past this block. And this block includes finishing this Blague and the next one and the last several of the year 2022, as well. I know that this Blague has been twisty turny. And I would love to share my story with everyone. My story is pretty freaking huge. It’s just a matter of making the big switch from this person to that which doesn’t happen easily. Sex is a big driver and it requires a certain state of mind. I have never been completely alone in the world. And now that is what the universe has determined for me. I want to get back in touch with my psychic self and my inner witch. Ethan. I remembered the name of the guy who worked with us at the Harvest the year I lived on Rena Street, where the most remarkable thing every happened. I should do my own podcast. My own youtube channel. But I need someone to make me their everything. 

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Capricorn 8° (December 29)

Oysters and Fish n’ Chips. I couldn’t tell you a thing about what happened here. I do know that we are gearing up and working on stuff, but I couldn’t get more specific than that. There is much to do on the pre-trial which we don’t seem to be able to avoid. I will hit the Harbor where the boys are dressed in apres ski wear. I saw Cass an I was chatting to this nice person who might have been someone to trade cards with but I didn’t get there. Instead I made friends with the boys’ friend Jason and we had some gummies and read tarot cards which was super fun. He was off on a trip somewhere, going with the flow, and I inherited his prism cards. He will still be in my phone a year from now and I will wish him a happy holiday. He and I just hung out to be clear. We just sort of got very high on gummies and connected on ideas and it was probably the first fun I had had in, well, since I can’t remember. There was a purely friend connection and it felt quite good. As I say we remain friends to this day really. The nutcracker makes me very sad indeed. Can I just say that. I’m listening to it now (as it is Christmas Eve 2022) and whatever the myriad, compounded impressions or associations I have with certain elements of the piece, just make me feel awful. Even though Christmas was happier as a child it certainly had a sadness, especially in the early years when we live in an apartment; but also living in a so-called fancy suburb also felt weird and empty. And everyone just sitting around in their pajamas all day if we didn’t have plans to see people, which was sometimes the case. I don’t know. Everyone is dead now and I sit here all alone on Christmas Eve and tomorrow too on Christmas day for the second time now, well, I can tell you there is really nothing sadder I can imagine. Well, being alone is what the rest of my life will be all about, so I best get used to it as soon and as best as I can. There is really nothing that can be done about it. You will not believe what you will end up doing this year just to survive. It’s pretty insane. Also with the nutcracker, my mother liked to see it when she could in the City. And then seeing X’s niece dance and taking her to see various productions. It reminds me of how I had to attend certain things, and not always willingly, making and effort which now feels completely for naught, all of it. Decades of my life cooking and hosting holiday dinners for that family who were so hard on me always. I don’t know why I put up with it actually. Nobody ever stood up for me but that’s just the way it goes. These Blagues, also, I should add will become archived, now so far in the past. And I will travel so quickly through time, focusing mainly on the astrological work at hand that these couple of years of entries will all be lost in the annals of time, which is exactly where they belong. Listening to France Musique play Christmas music. It is absolute torture. Not that any of it matters anymore. You won’t believe the continued loss of people that will continue to rack up—people you’d never think would abandon you will do so. But by then it’s almost laughable after the year you’re going to have. You thought the last six months were bad? Oh grrr just wait. But you will do it and not with help from family or billionaire transphobes. But with a little help from your friends for sure. And you need to start counting them like blessings.

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Capricorn 7° (December 28)

Grilled Cheese and more Shepherd’s Pie. The following is in my journal from September: The big takeaway is her highness is planning on speaking to me again once the paperwork is final. I want to say: Never mind playing chicken with ones affection and friendship. What I am here to say today is I hope you never treat this person the way you have treated other close friends. That you don’t end up slagging her off the way you do others closest to you. I’ve seen it. I’ve witnessed it. For instance if you wondered why it is I haven’t seemed to like the oafish one. it is because I’ve witnessed you both trashing someone so close. Anyway, we know we are talking about the best human I’ve ever known who is not one to carry someone else’s purse or to be subject to any derision. You may find this ironic coming from me but that is because you do not exist within the relationship evidement. You can’t have an opinion I know the things that must have been delivered as reason behind doubt. Still nobody stops to ask how or why it happened. I tried day in and day out to address issues but….well, defenses went up. September was a difficult month. There were reminders popping up of J + C’s wedding which I never was able to attend. I ask myself how I’m going to survive this. I absolutely loved being part of what really felt like a family. I have lost a great many friends over the years and obviously I would have had some part in that, not just bad luck with…well, everyone. I have too high expectations. It’s baked into the cake of Sextrology and everything about the Libra man, the Apollo archetype whose premier myth is that of rejection by Daphne (and it’s a theme that repeats in lesser myths), memorialized by her unwillingness to succumb to him. And why? Because, like one might imagine it would be like to live with Sting, the Libran Apollonian archetype can just be a bit too much, specifically on that great expectation thing. These things may occur as “accident” but, as we said in Sextrology, Linus too falls under the Libran archetype. At Halloween he awaits the Great Pumpkin in expectation and, as we also likened, Pip of Great Expectations as well. Pip means seed and, in keeping with its so-called opposite, really, axis sign of Aries (the male principle pointing to literal seed, sperm, from the symbolically phallic symbol of the sign plus its rulership by Mars, named for the premier, and most, masculine sign. Anyway, this is just me spouting off but I do wonder that you wonder that I still do this. The plan is to immediately archive everything and start completely anew, using the first quarter most specifically, but, then again, I am writing this part of this entry so much further into the future where books and TV shows just might be possible. 

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Capricorn 6° (December 27)

Contact Gabby, Radio Station, et al. Doctor and discuss backing up stuff. The Time Machine. Make note that Wheel also would own the AC designs. I do need to make it clear that I am on board for all that needs doing. Pink: Pink roses are given to express your admirationof someone’s refinement, elegance or femininity. Darker shades of pink convey a sense of appreciation, while pale pinks are generally used to give a sense of admiration, joy or gentleness. Today was rather unsatisfactory. We have to do all the work and then it will fall on deaf ears most likely. Anyway, only so much one can do. What I do know is that J is completely on the other team and that will be quite a feat to fight if it comes down to it. No doubt the bully knows this and is taking full opportunity. I have been eating shepherd’s pie for last couple of days which is probably one of the most delicious things I’ve ever made. The following is from Christmas Eve a year later: I’m happy to report that you have a working relationship but there is no strong connection, there might be a real one still but it isn’t strong, at all really. Just so you know. I feel bad for my having to go through all I’ve gone through. Reading back makes me so sad because I don’t yet really know how final things are. It’s the finality. That’s what it is. I alight on that word and my whole world spins. I know I have to leave room for new things and even try to salvage this experience as best I can as well. Anyway, as you can see, I am almost a year behind on my entries here—the longest I’ve ever left a gap—and I’m going to try and catch up to myself in some semblance of record time, starting with January first of in just a few days, and at the same time write a new version of a book proposal and then finishing writing that book I was writing. It’s what needs to happen. And unlike January 2022 I will take part in a dry verson of the month in 2023 and make the most of this situation. I really do need to make some magic, any which way, so I hope that happens sooner than later. I have to prove that I can thrive in this new paradigm, but in truth, a year on, I feel that I’ve only just begun to grieve. It is a very slow process and there seems not to be an upside to any of it. Oh and just a couple days ago did the radio station even tell me, after multiple tries on my part, that they weren’t interested in a show from me. Happily other things are on the horizon.

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Capricorn 5° (December 26)

Well still nobody additional but Eversource contacted me this Christmas. I was up so much in the night with the power off. It would have been great if I had just been able to fall asleep but alas. Then when the power came back on I watched a little television and finally fell and woke up at 9AM and apparently I didn’t realize that I immediately fell right back because I thought when I emerged, the clocks blinking from the outage, it was maybe seven minutes late. No, it was a quarter to eleven. Yep. The King called and we spoke about things on the eastern New England seaboard. I haven’t yet been able to eat anything and it’s nearly already 3 in the afternoon. I believe I need to hit the store for things of which I seem to be in short supply. It will be getting dark soon and I’ll just end up rolling down the hill for last minute goodies, then coming back to try and get even further along in this Blaguing process. There is much to say but not so very long a time to say it. One will try ones best to put it all across. Some cuts and pastes from things already input will be the next breeziest way to go. This is all fine in the end and none of us will be the wiser. There is this thing that takes over your fingers when typing and I do so love getting into that zone. My stomach is making the weirdest gurgly sounds. I am going to go deep into my onion and celery diet, drinking soup and other broths like mad. It really is so good for the system to clear out completely and that is exactly what I’m going to do this coming week. Getting a jump on everything is just what the Love Dr. ordered. Boxing Day. Nothing means anything anymore. I will brush my teeth and go to the store because I know the score. The poems will all by typed in today and then one must make some concessions and just pull some things and snippets of writing right out of thin air. There really is no other way. That plow in the mountains. I love the fact Tim and Billy love and rented The Sound of Music. I had the last of the Clam Chowder for dinner and then just ended up having Vermont cheddar with crackers and apple chutney that Billy made. I am looking forward to taking inventory of those in town who get me and those who don’t. I will want very much to feel a strong web of social fabric. Just got to keep on keeping on. It’s really quite key. I ate delicious cheddar with Billy’s apple chutney, which could easily be called raisin compote. But there you have it. It was cloveilicious and the perfect combo with the sharp VT cheese.

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Capricorn 4° (December 25)

Christmas morning. Been up since the wee hours. Wrote a note to S. to wish her well. After not hearing back on the emails I sent last night, I’m not expecting anything from her today, which is sad. Come Monday she will receive a bouquet of roses for her birthday. I watched some Donna Reed (which is way better a show than one imagined) and the rest of the Emily in Paris season. For the first time in years of memory I have decided not to send little Christmas texts to people and see if anybody reaches out to me. They largely won’t. Only the people in my immediate sphere seem to give a flying fuck. I hope I’m doing the right thing on the non-contested front. Otherwise I will go back to the last deal. I know I am doing the right thing no matter what. I woke up and ate what I thought was going to be a glazed apple cider donut but turned out to be a tiny bundt cake made with Guinness that Billy and Tim dropped off yesterday morning. I’m going to go back to August and start filling in those gaps. Feeling like jump starting the weight loss in advance of New Year’s eve. Feeling the difference between glut and abundance. Readiy to turn a major corner. THE ZODIAC: A Metaphysical Mandala For All Existence. My eyesight is really blurry today for some reason. I definitely want to fall into a deep nap if at all possible. And I do and wake and further enjoy an afternoon where I don’t have to lift a finger and yet I will get through all the required “catch up” necessary to hit my marks as best I’m able during this week of transition. Only two people, Dom and Jax, end up reaching out. I wrote to S. in the morning but got no message back, so she is backing off already, and I suppose then so must I. My own sanity comes first. And then as if the “cosmic blague (French for joke)” wasn’t unfunny enough: The power went out for about six hours just as I was ready to settle into a movie after work this supposedly sacred day. Look it’s the way it is. I got a sudden wave of hunger late night in any case and ended up engaging with the shepherd’s pie I made, after all. It’s a terribly sad day it really is but there is really not much one can do about the fact I suppose. Tomorrow will likely be the most challenging schedule-wise because, well, I dunno, it’s just a gut feeling. Back and forth with monsiuer le brun because I really enjoy being so.

To view the original Sabian Symbol themed 2015 Cosmic Blague corresponding to this day: Flashback! The degree point of the Sabian Symbol may at times be one degree higher than the one listed here. The Blague portrays the starting degree of for this day ( 0°,  for instance), as I typically post in the morning, while the Sabian number corresponds to the end point (1°) of that same 0°-1° period. 

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